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@KOJAGIRI night celebration...... Riya D'souza

I used to celebrate Kojagiri night with the people of my big society. But this year is my first kojagiri night in my new society with all new family there are around 400 flats in my city. This year kojagiri celebration is also very special because I am going to celebrate this kojagiri night with my lovely wife, so my lovely wife and I both are very excited. I am busy with my office work hours, so I am not contributing much in the night preparation. One evening when I was having dinner, my wife told me how this society celebrates the night of Kojagiri. Dance and comedy play, then dandiya till 12 midnight and then kojagiri ends by drinking milk together.

 

I said, "Mmmmm very nice."

 

But I was thinking about my moody morning office presentation and suddenly my lovely wife told me that I was going to participate in the fancy dress competition too.

Woah! I said, "Keep it cool."

And she told me that it is not her who is going to participate, she has made a bet with her friend that she will also convince me to participate in the fancy dress competition.

I looked at her and said, "Okay my darling! I'll do it for you!"

As I said this she smiled and showered her love on me. Then she told me that she is going to make me a lady for the fancy dress competition.

 

I cried out loud, "No, no way, not absolutely not! I'm not going to be a woman among 400 families women's wing, it's impossible."

 

And I fell asleep but that thing kept running in my mind, I felt like it's been 2 years since I didn't do crossdressing, never wore a saree again and also didn't wear lehenga choli, which was my weakness. My name is Sameer, my wife's name is Meena. But when I was in crossdressing, my name was Riya! I liked this name very much because I used to admire actress Riya Sen a lot and tried to speak in a sweet voice like her. Ever since I got married, I said goodbye to crossdressing and almost forgot about it. But yes, it was the beautiful part of my life, what if, does my wife know about my past? No, not at all, she had no idea that if I ever crossdressed, I would look even more beautiful than her. But I cannot participate in this competition now, tomorrow morning I will convince my beloved wife by making some excuse. But after marriage, why did she suddenly think like this for me today, did she find pictures related to my past? Has anyone told her about my past? Oh god! Please make sure nothing like this had happened. I have become very tired. So many things were going through my mind that I didn't even know when I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning I was in a very bad mood, she was not even talking to me and was full of rage.

 

I asked, "What's the matter, are you angry with me? Have I done something wrong?"

Finally she broke her silence with tears that she was going to lose her bet with her friend. I can't watch my lovely wife lose. And then I took a deep breath.

 

I hugged her and I told her, "I'm ready to compete DARLING."

She kissed on my lips as I said "You're the best husband in the world!"

I looked at her and smooched tightly and said, "Stop acting now, get my tiffin, I'm late for office." 

From outside I showed that whatever I’m doing all this for my lovely wife, but inside me, myself wanted my lovely wife to see how beautiful her husband looks when he wears saree or lehenga choli. But inside I was happy and a little nervous too. The last time I did crossdressing was in the year 2013 or 2014 and at that time I was only sixteen or seventeen years old. I haven't worn a saree or a lehenga choli in these years gap. I was very excited, but also nervous at the very same point of time. Now I was not as slim as before, my beard had also grown very big. The biggest reason for growing a beard was that behind this beard and mustache I could hide my femininity and present my manhood to the world. I had grown my beard by applying Beardo cream, but now I have to shave. Oh my god, but that's all I can do for the happiness of my beloved wife and my inner-self, my feminine persona. My weight had also increased a bit, my body had become more muscular than before and hair like a bear had also grown on my body. The best part about all this was that I was going to dress up and I was very happy to get this opportunity. Excited so much that I came early from office. I didn't prepare anything like what are you wearing? Saree or which dress? But when I reached home, I was in for a surprise.

My wife did all my shopping and she also brought my favorite dress. The lehenga and the backless choli with deep neck from front, oh my god, I can't express how happy I am to see this lehenga choli but I can't express my excitement in front of my lovely wife. Its fluorescent red long rani style lehenga with golden embroidery backless golden sleeveless deep cut choli. A shopping bag, a wig and some artificial jewelery were also managed on the table there. Moreover, my lovely wife had also hired a makeup man, who was truly feminine in every way. My wife introduced me to him and he told me that he would take good care of my masculine form and transform me into feminine form. I smiled to myself and wanted to show the guy how much I had learned about makeup from my previous crossdressing photos, but pretended I was new to it all.

My wife took me for a shower in the bathroom, gave me a special kind of cream with shaving cream and said, "Well, apply the cream all over the body, leave it like this for fifteen minutes and then take a shower."

I told her, "Yes, ma’am!"

 

And she smiled and left from there. I knew what I wanted to do, so at first I shaved, then after about two years I saw the beautiful face I had covered with a beard. I cleaned my face and took a good shower. During the bath, every hair of my body got washed away with water and my whole body was glowing with velvety softness. As soon as I came out my lovely wife asked me to get ready and sent me along with that makeup artist to her beauty parlor. I took the bags and went to her beauty parlor with the makeup artist. When I reached there, without delay, he gave me a floral bra and panty to wear and also handed over a paper which had instructions on how to wear bra and panty. I went into a closed room and threw that piece of paper aside and came out wearing my bra and panties. Then that makeup artist started sliding my panties down.

I panicked and said to him, "What are you doing?"

He said to me, "Sir Lehenga mein aapka lund khada raha toh aap dance kaise karoge, ye to abhi se itna tight hua hua ja raha hai."

I said, "But what are you doing? Are you gay?"

He laughed and said, "How do you know sir I'm gay?"

I said, "With your activity!"

He started laughing after listening to me and he sprinkled a special kind of spray on my cock and in no time my cock shrank and became so small as if it was the cock of a two day old child. When I started to panic, he explained to me that for the next 24 hours you will not have an erection and can enjoy your femininity to the fullest.

I told him, "Thanks!"

Then he helped me put on the lehenga. Actually the lehenga was huge. And it was heavy and that makeup boy put my lehenga below my navel. Now it was happening that now I had to lift my lehenga high to take each step and for that I had to bend down. Then he made me I sat down in front of the mirror and took out a 34D size breast form from the bag and my eyes lit up. It could be worn like a T-shirt and the color of that breast form almost matched my skin tone. When I saw that when I put on the breast form, I realized that it was about three kilos and was filled with water.

The make-up artist said to me, "If you want, you can put milk in it, sir!"

I said, "What about milk? Will do, let it be!"

I understood that this makeup artist was teasing me to bring out my femininity. I decided to go full female, No matter what my day is like today, I'm going to rock. Then he put me on breast forms, applied some liquid on my chest and did a little touch up by sticking the breast forms well and made that breast forms a part of my body. Now if anyone sees it, he would say that I am a woman, not a man! Then he hooked my bra. When I looked at myself in the mirror, it felt like I had big breasts like a woman, any bhabhi ji or aunty. How excited all this was to me, I could not share with anyone because I could not tell this to anyone. Then she dressed me in a choli and tied the string of my choli criss cross. I was looking so beautiful in lehenga choli without any makeup that I could not live with that boy.


He said to me, "Sir, you are looking more beautiful than Didi."

I said, "Thanks! Please hurry up a little, if you are late, my lovely wife will lose the bet."

After that the make-up artist painted the nails of my hands and feet with blood red glossy nail paint. Then he started wearing Suhag bangles on both my wrists.

I asked him, "Why are you making me wear this?"

 

He said, "Madam had told me to wear only suhag chooda in your both wrists. Now you have to wear this gold hath phool on your hands."

After that he put a suhag chooda sets on both my wrists, it was the same bangle set that newly married women wear after marriage. Then he put haathphool bracelets in both my palms and now it was the turn of the kaleris which are worn by Punjabi dulhaniyas on special wedding days. I knew more than what this boy would tell me. Then this makeup artist wore a designer waistband around my waist and a designer armband on each of my arms. Then this boy took out a pair of silver anklets and high heels from the bag and made me wear them. I had a practice of walking in heels for many years and I used to sleep everyday wearing anklets when I used to crossdressing alone. Then this makeup artist started applying makeup on my face and in no time my face makeup was complete with kajrari eyes and glossy red lipstick. The artist used makeup, so she chose a dark red glossy lipstick, she gave me pink blush and a deep black smoke effect in the eyes, and he also applied fake eyelashes and sharpened the eyebrows a bit. After make-up, the make-up artist made me wear a wig which was thicker and a bit longer but had tucked my hair in such a way that even if someone pulled my hair, my wig would not be able to come out. After all this, it was now the turn of the facial ornaments and the make-up artist put on my forehead a three-end Mangtika and screw earrings in my ears and finally tightened my nose with a very large, round but light weight screw nose. And stuck his chain in my hair. After all this, the make-up artist put a big necklace around my neck, which came completely set around my neck, but after all, the thief was coming in the middle of my breasts. The make-up artist had completed his work but I asked him to put a dot on my forehead so that there would be no incompleteness. He smiled and stuck the red dot of my choice between my eyebrows. A large Odhni, which was not very transparent, made my Ghunghat and when I was ready, I started practicing walking in heels. Here that makeup artist called my lovely wife and told her that I am ready now. After hearing this, my lovely wife came to the beauty parlor with a car and parked the car and came to me.

She was very happy to see me and said to me, "Today I will definitely win."

I said, "Yes my darling, you will definitely win!"

My wife told me, "Today you become a woman, so talk like a woman, don't start showing your manhood in front of my friends and their husbands."

I said, "Okay! Now let's go! It's not too late?"

She said, "Should I pay?"

Then my wife paid the beautician and I came out of the beauty parlor with my wife but it was taking some time for me to walk. Such a big lehenga that I was carrying with both my hands and my wife was very happy. But now I was a woman and for today I forgot that I was a man some time ago. As I approached everyone, all of them were just staring at me. I was attracting the attention of everyone who knew me. They were being complimented on my beauty, they were telling me how I looked. Apart from women, I had also become the center of attraction for the husbands of those women who could not stop themselves from seeing my naked back again and again. Some vagabonds who have no idea of ​​my reality, they started flirting with me and all the women were saying how cute and beautiful I am, the way I walk, the way I carry my lehenga, she So much the better. At this time I was very happy, the happiest person in the world. I was enjoying my femininity. I was also thoroughly enjoying the crowd and after a few minutes I got adjusted with the atmosphere. Now I was completely relaxed, all the women were praising my beauty in front of my lovely wife. Some stray boys came to give me the number but no one was daring to get me even from their number. Boss of my office also came who did not know that today I am enjoying this occasion in female form.

 

Suddenly the boss of my office came to me and I was completely shocked to see him. When he asked me my name, I understood that he did not recognize me. I told him my name Riya Mukherjee and he started asking me more questions about me, so I cut it and left from there and joined the ladies group. It was a golden opportunity for me to come here and enjoy womanhood. I decided to get up from my chair and mingle with all the women. So I stood up and walked towards all the women, my wife introduced me to all the women. In the midst of all this, when my wife got a call from her uncle, she started insisting on going to meet her uncle.

I told him, "I can't go like this, you go and meet your uncle!"

My wife said, "Okay I'll go, but take care of yourself."

I told her that I can take care of myself and she left. Now I was here without any responsibility, I mixed myself with the rest of the ladies and sat with them watching the dance performance. While enjoying the children's dance show, I suddenly saw an old man looking at me. As soon as I saw him, he started looking the other way. I didn't pay attention again and started watching the show again and on seeing that I used to turn my face again towards that palace as if I thought he was looking at me again.

 

As soon as I saw him then he turned his back Face turned the other way, "Hmm, who is that?"

I looked closely at the person, Oh its Mr. Rana Retired Major Army man 6'3" around age of 70, dark looking but had a nice personality. Before he came face to face with me, he was behaving very strangely. Maybe he didn't like the man who was in female clothes. He could be angry with me and feel ashamed of me. Huh! Who cares, I just wanted to enjoy the time. As time passed, I was fully enjoying being a woman.

Now at 12.00 my wife had not yet come back. Everyone gathered and started enjoying the Kojagiri milk. Our society is huge with lots of parking and gardens. Mita Aunty forgot her cell phone behind the parking area while drinking Kojagiri milk and among all those women there was a woman who stood out as the most beautiful woman among them being a man. It also has a deep area so I decided to go and get Mita Aunt’s cellphone. I walked towards the parking lot holding my lehenga a little higher as women rarely walk in such long lehenga. The weight of the lehenga was very heavy and I could feel the cold air touching all my bare parts like my naked waist, my completely naked back, and my fake breasts which is why I am today. I was overshadowed by the beauty and my big and heavy ear-rings. The touch of the long hair of the wig on my back and the glam of the anklets and bangles of my feet were giving me the feeling of being a new dulhaniya today and some bangles whose tinkling sound was giving such a feeling which has never happened before. It was a little dark and empty as I reached the back of the parking lot.

Now the party area was not visible from here, I walked towards the cellphone, I picked up the cell and I decided to take advantage of the empty space. I took some selfies with my smartphone, wow! Now I was fully woman, as soon as I clicked the pictures, I heard something and it was the black dog. And I was very afraid of dogs, he started barking at me. I got scared and ran, running in heels I lost my balance and was about to hit the front wall when suddenly Mr. Rana caught me. I had sprained my leg and felt very safe in Mr. Rana's arms. He scolded the dogs away from there.

I looked at him and said, "Thank you sir, if you had come on time, those dogs would have bitten me."

 

He said, "Are you're fine, it's not a big deal."

I smiled. He smiled back. I was wearing sandals with five inch heels, yet I could reach his nose, he was so tall.

I asked him, "I want to ask you something, may I?" 

He replied, "Yes of course dear."

I asked, "I noticed you were staring at me like that? Don't you like my outfit?"

He smiled and looking into my eyes he replied, "You may be angry, but let me tell you, you are creating havoc in this lehenga choli. I have never seen such a beautiful woman who can wear her lehenga so well. You carry, you wear jewelry so well. I have become crazy about your sexy moves. To be honest, today I remembered my wife when I saw you. She was also as beautiful as you, as big as your eyes, medium nose and lips with rose petals. Your height is exactly the same as my wife's height and your body shape is also the same. When I saw you once, I could not believe it, so I Looked again and still didn't believe, then followed you till here. I am sorry if you feel bad about my words! If you don't believe my words, you can come with me to my house, my wife is with you. Will be very happy to meet."

I said, "Thanks uncle but I can't come! I have come here with my..! My friend and she must be coming, then I will leave."

He said, "Don’t call me uncle dear, my name is Rana! You can call me Ranu!"

I smiled and said, "Okay! Ranu."

The way this man tied moments of praise to me, I was now convinced that I am very beautiful. He looked at me and I blushed and I smiled and looked down, I couldn't face it, I don't know.

He said, "It's late, where is your friend?"

I said, "She has gone to meet her uncle, who lives nearby, five to six kilometers away. Aati hi hogi, time toh ho gaya hai."

Then I connected the call to my wife. My wife picked up the call and said, "Sameer's car engine has broken down, I cannot come now, you stay at Meeta Aunt’s house and I will come and pick you up in the morning."

I said, "Okay, take care of yourself!"

After hanging up, he said, "If your friend doesn't come, then come with me, my flat is in the opposite building."

I said, "But Meeta aunty has to take this phone."

He said, "So come on, let's give the phone to your Meeta aunty!"

I lifted my lehenga with phone in one hand, after fixing my Ghunghat, I reached Meeta aunty and handed over the phone to her. Before I could say anything Meeta Aunty left somewhere. After Meeta Aunty left, I was slowly watching everyone leave. I didn't want to go to his house with this man but I couldn't spend the whole night like that either. Then accompanied by Major Rana I proceeded towards his flat.

I had not even reached his building with Major Rana when suddenly the dog came back and started barking at us. I got scared and hugged Major Rana. As I hugged him, he hugged me too, I could feel his rough hands on my bare waist and his other hand on my bare back. Then the major picked me up in his arms and started running away kicking the barking dogs. The Major fixed my Ghunghat and then took me in his arms and started walking towards the building. I am very scared of dogs and whenever the dogs barked I would pretend to be my eyes and hold the Major's neck tightly. 

For a few minutes the Major kept walking towards the building with me in his arms till the dog left. I was cowering in shame, this seventy and a half six foot man carrying me in his arms was carrying me forward as if my weight didn't matter much. As soon as I entered inside the building, I asked the Major to drop me off. On this Major said that there are many dogs in this building too. In such a situation, he took me in his arms till his flat. Thinking that the dogs will not come here, I was about to get down, while hearing the sound of a German shepherd barking, my tears came out. The Major opened the door of his flat and ushered me inside. Major kindly made me sit on the sofa and offered me water.

I asked the Major, "You look so old, yet you lifted me up so high?"

He said, "I always used to bring my wife to the flat in my arms like this."

I said, "Hmm! You are very brave."

Major said, "Yes, I was Major in Indian Army, it is all because of training."

I asked, "Won't you introduce me to your wife?"

Then the Major took me to the room, and seeing the picture he showed in the photo frame in front of me, my feet got lost on the ground. Ditto his wife was looking like me. Unfortunately, Major's wife passed away a few years ago, since then Major lived alone. There I sat on the bed and started looking at that picture, Major sat next to me.

Major, "I told you, you are as beautiful as my wife."

I said, "Yes! It is, thanks and sorry for your wife Ranu?"

Major, "It’s Okay!"

I said, "But there is a difference between your wife and me!"

Major, "What difference you’re talking about?"

I took courage and said, "I am not a woman but a married man."

Major, "I know! The face cut of men is slightly different from the face cut of women. I had recognized then that you are a crossdresser and I have also heard the words of women in your group. But I'm also a big fan of crossdressers. And if you believe my words, then let me tell you that you are a very beautiful crossdresser, your outfit and your way of walking like this makes your look even sexier. If in future, you get your sex changed, then you will beat even the biggest heroines in terms of beauty."

I said, "Oh no, Major Sahib! I don't think that far ahead!"

Then Major made a pack of liquor for me, I drank two packs and Major did four packs. After two packs, I started getting intoxicated, then the Major took me in his arms and took me to the bedroom and made me lie down on the bed and started talking with me. Slowly I went on revealing my secret and the Major kept listening. Then the major made another pack and brought it and told me that we will drink this last drink together.

Major, "Shall I teach something? Like my wife used to get me a drink?"

I said, "Sure!"

I asked how then Major said, take a sip but don’t drink and consume inside!"

When I took a sip in my mouth, the major lay down with his head on my lap and said to me, "Now you make me drink this drink from your lips Riya!"

What would I do? I was in such a situation that I could not refuse the major. Anyway, my attraction towards older men especially such tall and wrestler type people was more. And today I agreed to soak Major's lips with my juicy lips. I agreed and I put my lips on Major's lips and Major started drinking alcohol from my mouth? It was a very new erotic concept and I was about to try this concept with my lovely wife. Then all of a sudden Major pulled me close and he again reached his strong hands behind my nude waist and held me tightly to him, we were very close now, so close that I could feel his mustache and could feel hit hot and manly breath dissolving in my breath. Could also feel the fragrance of his masculinity. Major switched off the lights and started romancing me in his arms. 

For the first time in my life, this seventy year old Major had made me feel like a woman and today the woman inside me had to come out. I was about to get the pleasure of having sex with a man. Major was kissing my lips and sucking my lips as if he wanted to squeeze all the juice out of my lips. His strong arms wrapped around my waist and in our embrace we were very close, whispering in the dark silence.

"O girl, you are so beautiful that let me touch your beauty, tonight we two bodies become one life. Quench my thirst Riya Rani."

Then Major started turning the pages of my body and in some time both of us were ready to merge into each other. I closed my eyes and surrendered myself to Major. Whatever may happen today, Major may be with me. Today I was ready Major as to dedicate everything to my other love. Everything was going well that meanwhile I heard my wife's voice. I was shocked to hear my wife's voice, my wife here. I immediately got up from the bed then in front of me Dear wife woke me up.

It was Meena shouting, "Hey wake up sweetie you are getting late for office." 

Oh God, as soon as the dream broke, Major's face also got blurred and I looked here and there. It was early morning and my wife woke me up from my sleep.

Meena, "What is this? I am very excited, tomorrow is such a big occasion, I told you that I have bet with my friends, if you do not participate then I will lose man!"

I said, "Meena, look at me, look at my figure! You do one thing, bet on him next year and then I will definitely agree to you!"

Meena, "Okay, but till then you maintain your figure, join gym, take supplements and get slim like before!"

I said, "Yaar, kar lunga gym join! Ek cup chai to peela do darling! I’m getting late for office"

Then, I went to the washroom, saw myself in the mirror, seeing my beard, I understood that it was nothing more than a beautiful dream. Was feeling very fresh today. Closing my eyes, I tried hard to remember my dream but that dream was blurred. I had to go to the job now, after getting ready, I picked up the tiffin and went to the office. I could not remember the dream, but the crossdressing which I had forgotten two years ago, today my crossdressing life came alive again through this dream. Now I am just looking for an opportunity when I can dress up in lehenga choli, let me brag, be proud, be shy, show my tantrums, wear nathiya by piercing my nose and also get my ears pierced to wear jhumki. I wanted so much, whether it would ever be possible or not, I didn't know!

 

Today, even in the office, I did not feel like working at all. There was a strange confusion inside me, but there was also a strange restlessness, which I was thinking how to calm down. While returning home after finishing work, I saw myself in a big mirror. I was not as slim as before, even if I crossdressed, I might not have looked as handsome as before. Thinking like this, I moved forward, then seeing a gym, I thought why not join the gym and reduce my obesity a little. Without thinking twice, I met the gym owner, paid him the gym fees and came home. From the next day every day at 5.30 to 7 in the morning, I made it a point to go to the gym. After coming home, I told my lovely wife that I am joining the gym from tomorrow, so she started laughing. I understood that Meena might be finding all this a joke. The next morning, setting an alarm for five o'clock, I romanced my wife a lot in my arms, but due to the onset of menstruation, we did not have sex. Next morning I woke up on time and got ready and went to the gym. I started with cardio, I did twenty minutes of running, ten minutes of cycling, then the next thirty minutes of hands free jumping, squats, chin-ups, push-ups followed by three different types of biceps exercises with five kg dumbbells. Took three sets. Then started pumping with the machine to pump the biceps, after doing three sets of three types of exercises, once again walking on the treadmill for ten minutes. That was enough for the first day. I saw in the gym, there were men with muscular bodies of six feet, six and a half feet and even six and a half feet, there were also girls and there were also some fat uncles, out of which two or three were small and fat. But one of those uncles was six and a half feet tall, with a mustache and beard on his face, dark complexion and age that must have been around fifty. He was doing exercises very aggressively according to his age. For a while I sat and looked here and there, also saw some girls doing exercises, who were doing different exercises to give round shape to their hips. Today I didn't feel like leaving the gym, I was very happy to join the gym. Then I picked up my bag and came home. As soon as I came home, my lovely wife asked me, "How was your first day at the gym?"

I said, "Great!"

Then after taking shower with lukewarm water, I got ready and got ready to go to office.

My lovely wife gave me the tiffin and said while kissing me, "Today I am very happy to see you taking care of your health, I love you dear!"

I took my wife in my arms and kept smooching her for a long time and then I left for office. Today I was also very happy to see Meena happy, she was happy that she was thinking that I have joined the gym for my health and I was thinking that apart from exercising in the gym, how many men were getting the pleasure of seeing me. Today, I was working very enthusiastically in the office as well and got lost in my internal conflict after completing my work before time.

"Will crossdressing after marriage be okay, should I tell Meena about this? Don't know what she will think if I tell her about it. No, no, I can never tell my lovely wife about this, but Where do I crossdressed secretly now? Should I cross-dress or not! Oh god, why is this so hard, why can't I decide what to do?"

 

When I returned home after office hours, I opened my laptop and sat down to google new ways of crossdressing.

 

Meena was shocked to see me reading about such crossdressing in the laptop and she asked me, "Yeh kya hai ji?"

 

I told her, "This is called crossdressing, some of my friends in college were also such that if they do crossdressing then even the most beautiful women spread in front of them."

 

Meena said, "What are you talking about, there is a lot of difference between a real woman and a fake woman. But why are you reading this?"

 

I said, "Just seeing what it was like, curiosity man!"

 

Meena said, "Hmm! It’s okay then. I'll see about it when I come back from work too!"

 

I asked, "What will you do when you see?"

 

Meena said, "Curiosity man!"

 

Then I felt that I should turn off the laptop, so I shut down the laptop and started romancing in the kitchen with my lovely wife. Meena's period was going on anytime and whenever Meena's period started, my lovely wife did not allow me to stay near her. Now I used to go to the gym every morning, do a lot of work out for two hours, then while taking some rest, I would watch everyone doing exercises, but my eyes always looked more for that uncle, who looked so young and muscular even in his old age. I had joined my gym for a whole month, my body was not showing much difference and so one day I went and met the gym instructor, I asked him about supplements, he told me to exercise for two more months and after that supplements will be given according to stamina.

 

During these three months I exercised a lot, working hard for two hours every day and the gym trainer was very happy to see my dedication. That day he told me that now is the right time to take supplement, he took two and a half thousand rupees from me and told me to take supplement the next day. When I came to the gym the next day, I searched for that trainer, I could not find him and so I talked to the gym owner. The gym owner talked to the trainer and then handed me a big box of one kilo whey protein and put it in a bag and explained to me how to eat it. Gym owner told me that trainer has changed now and new trainer will come from tomorrow. It was not going to make any difference to me that whatever may be the gym instructor, I started my exercises and I started taking supplements as told by the gym owner. During exercise in the gym, I befriended a boy who used to exercise in a different way. I talked to that guy, he told that his name is Zubair and he is gay. He was gay, what difference did it make.

 

One day after I finished exercising in the gym, I asked him, "Zubair, which exercise do you do? I've never seen anyone exercise like this before."

 

Zubair told me, "These exercises give my body feminine curves. Will give, my chest will grow because I am taking the same kind of supplements which will help my chest to grow and remain soft. Rest, I do exercises to slim my waist, if you want, you can also do this exercise and I do exercises to round the hips."

 

I asked him, "But you are a man, then why are you doing such exercises?"

 

Zubair told me, "I have a boyfriend who works out in this gym, I am doing all this for him."

 

I said, "Zubair, I don't understand!"

 

Zubair said, "Look at my boyfriend, see his height, his name is Rajeev Singh. He is a real man and we both love each other very much. I have decided that I will make my body feminine so that he can take me as his dulhaniya-to-be in front of his mother."

 

To my surprise, Zubair was going to make his body look like a woman and behave like a man. Seeing such a dedication, my feelings of crossdressing became more and more in my mind.

 

I asked Zubair, "So you want to become a girl?"

 

Zubair said, “We got married well, then I am ready to change my sex if he wants."

 

I said, "Seriously, do you love him so much?"

 

Zubair said, "Hmm!"

 

Then we went to exercise for a long time. We kept on talking related, Zubair told me three to four exercises to slim my waist and then we returned to our homes. Along with taking supplements, I started working out hard. Due to taking supplements, now my body was getting thinner, biceps were also shrinking. I also started doing the exercises suggested by Zubair so that I could slim my waist. By the end of two months, I was becoming very thin and my lovely wife and I were very happy with this transformation. Since I ran out of supplements, without asking the gym trainer, I bought another box of the same supplements, which I have been taking continuously for the past two months. Along with being slim here, my body hair had started coming back to naught, beard had also stopped growing and one or two hairs of beard had also started falling. When I talked to the gym trainer about this, he advised me to shave. After gym I got clean shaven, my lovely wife didn't like my beard and mustache anyway and Meena was very happy when I shaved that day. Today after two years I actually saw myself without beard and mustache and I was very happy with my transformation. Next day when I went to gym I was not getting entry, I showed my ID then I got entry.

 

That day Zubair came to me and said, "Wow Sameer, you are looking very smart?"

 

I said, "Thanks Zubair!"

 

Zubair asked me, "What are you doing on Sunday?"

 

I said, "Why? Do you feel like changing boyfriend?"

 

Zubair laughed and said, "No, no, that Sunday they have called the beautician, I am going to do crossdressing for the first time, I was thinking that if you were with me, you would have enjoyed it too!"

 

I replied to Zubair's words in an unknown way.

 

I said, "Zubair, I will come but will not stay for long!"

 

Zubair, "It's okay! Come for a while, I will get courage. By the way, I have a boyfriend in the name of a friend and you are the other!

 

I said, "Thanks Zubair!"

 

Then Zubair told the timing and I went on Sunday. Zubair came to the address given by Zubair. Zubair was very happy to see me, his three BHK flat in which he lived alone. A Nepali boy came in the name of beautician who was very feminine in appearance, his name was Adi.

 

Adi gave Zubair a special cream and said, "Take a luke-warm bath by applying it all over your body, don't apply it on your face!"

 

Zubair did exactly that and when he came out of the washroom, Adi explained to him that Girls don't wrap towels on their waist, but on their chest. Zubair started blushing after hearing Adi's words, something like this happens for the first time. There is a lot of nervousness and do not understand what to do and what not to do. After bleach, foundation, and breast forms, that too size 34D, maybe I wore similar breast forms in my dreams too, don't remember exactly. But I wear those breast forms as I couldn’t stop myself from lifting it in my hands. Its weight was two kilos, one kilo on both sides and so soft that touching it felt like touching women's breasts.

 

Zubair looked at me and asked me, "Do you like these breast forms?"

 

I gathered my senses and kept it and said, "It's like breasts."

 

Adi said, "Yes, this is for those who crossdressed."

 

I understood what Adi wanted to say. I looked into the bedroom, there was a pink lehenga choli on the bed and my heart skipped a beat when I touched its fabric. It was such a huge sequin lehenga and such a tiny backless choli. That backless silver colored choli was very shiny and feminine. A Ghunghat was also kept there, which was visible of silk. There I saw real gold ornaments were also kept. Bihari style was a small nathiya, big gold earrings, gold bracelets, anklets were 250 grams and Mangtika was also three cornered, gold haathphool, separate gold to decorate the hair tie. There were hair ornaments of gold, wide gold bracelets and waistband were also kept. Zubair is so lucky, he was getting a chance to do so freely. Not all crossdressers get the chance to dress up like this. After two hours, when Zubair was completely ready, Adi left with the money. Now only I and Zubair were in the house. I went and sat beside Zubair and complimented his beauty a lot and also took a few selfies with him. Adi had really done a wonderful thing, he had made a boy a girl, seeing which no one can say that this woman sitting in the dress of a dulhaniya is a man. Zubair told me that Rajeev is about to come and a photographer too. Zubair's lehenga was too big for her body and navel ornaments were also worn in her navel. I looked closely, Zubair also had a hole in his nose, in which he was wearing Bihari style nathiya and his face was looking very beautiful.

 

I asked Zubair, "Zubair, have you got your nose pierced?"

 

Zubair said, "Yes, Rajiv ji wanted me to get my navel pierced along with my nose and ears."

 

I asked, "Didn't it hurt?"

 

Zubair said, "It is painful but I can only do so much for my love, can't I?"

 

I said, "You really love Rajeev, how lucky Rajeev is to have a life partner like you."

 

Zubair said, "It’s okay Sameer! Rajeev ji calls me Zubeida, you can also call me if you want and I will not feel bad because I know. This is the destiny of my life, I have to become a housewife, become the beloved dulhaniya of my Rajiv ji and serve my mother-in-law and father-in-law. For a long time I have been saying to keep fast for Hariyali Teej and Karwachauth, but from this year I will keep both these fasts for him."

 

After listening to Zubair's words, I felt, what a dedicated man he is, he has no idea of ​​crossdressing, yet he has dedicated his life to Rajeev. I was feeling very jealous today, after seeing Zubair dressed like this, I also started feeling jealous and I asked Zubair to show me the pics the next day and said bye to him and came home. After coming home my desire for crossdressing increased even more but I did not want to tell this to my lovely wife. She was very happy, I was becoming slimmer than before, even beard and mustache were not coming on my face. Body hair had also stopped coming, my head hair had also become long and thick, which was now touching my shoulders. I was very happy with my exercise, now all I needed was an empty space where I could fulfill my growing desire. I could not share my crossdressing feelings with anyone, not my wife, not Zubair, not anyone else. I started going to a lot of stress, one gym and another office, then whenever I was free, I started thinking about crossdressing and looking for an opportunity when I could transform myself into a woman. The next day when I went to the gym, there were not many people in the gym, Zubair also did not come to the gym today and neither did Rajeev. I worked hard for two hours as usual and I also started emphasizing on exercises to slim my waist further. When my hair was long, I would tie it with a rubber band and wear a cap and go to the gym. Now along with cardio, I started doing a lot of exercise to reduce crunches and waist and there was a lot of improvement in the body.

 

One day when I came back from the gym, Meena asked me, "Sameer! Tell me one thing, now you have become so slim, why don't you increase your biceps, you are just getting slim. Also insisted on building a little body. Do it man?"

 

I said, "Meena, I want to stay fit, not build a body."

 

And then we started laughing. In these months my waist size is now thirty, I never paid much attention to my chest or hips but one day while wearing jeans I noticed that my hips have lot of roundness and are getting bigger in size too. When I looked at the chest carefully, it was also taking a round shape instead of being wide. My body hair had stopped coming and the smoothness and softness in the body had increased so much that I was getting excited just by touching myself.

 

I was a little worried and talked to the gym trainer about it, so he advised me to wear a pushup bra and I told him, "Man, I'm a man, I can't wear a bra!"

 

The trainer said, "It is a common thing, first wear a bra, then wear a ganji and then wear a T-shirt, no one will know that you are wearing a bra and your chest growth will also stop."

 

I said, "But!"

 

The trainer said, "It's okay, many boys wear bras to stop their chest growth, you should too!"

 

The gym trainer advised me to wear a size thirty pushup bra and after leaving the gym, I bought myself two pushup bras with invisible straps. When I came home, I went to the washroom to take a shower and put on a bra, vests on top and finally put on a dark black t-shirt and when I came out of the washroom, I hid my other bra in my bag. Today after many years after wearing a bra, I was feeling very confident. I was happy, crossdressing is not right but I got a chance to wear bra on this pretext. Unaware of all this my lovely wife packed my tiffin and gave it to me and I left for office. It was not even known when the next three months passed. I used to exercise a lot in the gym and used to love my lovely wife a lot after coming back from office. The gym changed my life. I had started being very happy, whereas now whenever I used to come to the gym, my eyes mostly looked for Zubair there but he was nowhere to be seen. One day when I was resting after exercising in the gym, a girl from the girls' section said hi to me. I also saw that girl and said hi and again started looking for Zubair in the boys section. Then I suddenly saw that girl was standing in front of me.

 

The girl said, "Sameer! Do you recognize me?"

 

I didn't even look at her and said, "Sorry ma'am, I don't even know you!"

 

She said, "I Zubeida!"

 

She said so and I was shocked.

 

I said, "Zubeida, you! Oh God! You in the girls' section?"

 

Zubeida said, "Hmm! Rajeev ji told me to change my sex and now I have natural breasts and a vagina, I am very happy. I am getting married after few month, Rajeev ji's family likes me very much. They say we look like Amitabh and Jaya Bachchan and make a good pair. How are you, Sameer?"

 

I was in shock, Zubeida became a woman after undergoing a sex change, Saniya Mirza style nathiya in her nose, huge gold earrings in her ears and Zubeida was looking no less than a heavenly nymph (Apsara) from top to bottom. I wish Zubeida the best and kept talking to her for some time. I realized that Zubeida's voice was also very feminine, her nail paints made her white hands and feet more beautiful. Then I said bye to her and left and went on my way. I said bye to her and left from there and all the way I kept thinking about Zubair how she got herself transformed into a girl to get the love of a man. What a life Zubeida has, it is called living as per one's wish and she was so happy. Zubair's entry in my life happened at a time when I myself was struggling with crossdressing. After hearing that Zubair had now become Zubeida and was about to be married to the man of her choice, my inner femininity was desperate to come out. For the last one year, the desire to crossdressing started rising again in me and how long I could control it.

 

One day Meena said to me, "Itni boring life ho gayi hai with you, you don't take me for a ride. See, I told you that this time in Kojagiri, I had made a bet with my friends."

 

I said, "It's been over a year!"

 

Meena said, "No, last time I agreed to what you said but this time I will not agree. I want some excitement in life. This time you will go there in female getup and please, don't refuse! I want to take you among friends, they believe that no one is more beautiful than women, but I think you will look more beautiful than all those women!"

 

I said, "No! Dude what is this?"

 

Meena, "I've made up my mind! The Kojagiri celebration is to be held next Saturday itself, at the nearby Bade Se Ground. Please agree, you can't do that much for me!"

 

I said, "Okay! Now don't act now."

 

Meena was very happy hearing this and she kissed me, I also kissed her and this time it was not a dream. It was all about to happen in real, my crossdressing wish was going to be fulfilled by my lovely wife. I could not believe how what I had seen in my dream a year ago is going to turn into reality. Let me tell you about this festival. As the monsoon season ends, the Kojagiri Purnima or the Sharad Purnima is celebrated on a full moon day which is considered as a harvest festival of the Hindus. It is said that on this day the earth and the moon are very close to each other and as such the rays from the moon that we receive are very good for the nourishment of the soul and body. In Maharashtra this puja is performed with a lot of grandeur. The devotees offer their prayers to Goddess Laxmi and even observe fast for the whole day. It is believed that during the night the Goddess visit the houses of the devotees and showers her blessings on whoever stays awake on this night. So people try not to fall asleep during the night and sing devotional songs to keep themselves engaged. During this puja, people decorate their houses well with lights and draw rangolis to welcome Goddess Laxmi. It is a festival which welcomes brightness in the lives of the people. Another tradition of this festival is that the devotees have cold milk with rice flakes in the night after the puja is over. This festival is celebrated in different parts of the country in different ways but with the same devotion towards Goddess Laxmi. I was so excited, I started mentally preparing for my crossdressing. Friday also passed and today was Saturday. Devotees generally do not consume any solid food on this day and consume juices and liquids. The biggest attraction of this Puja is Masala Doodh, which is prepared by adding some spices and lots of dry fruits. On this occasion the eldest child of the family is also honored who is a part of this ritual.

 

Today, in such a big event, there was to be a gathering of more than 400 women from nearby societies and like those women, today I was also fasting. Although Meena had also fasted, but today for the first time in my life I also fasted so I was feeling weak and dizzy. When the doorbell of my flat rang at eleven o'clock in the day, I opened the door. A girl was standing in front, she called her name Goral and came inside. Goral was a beautician who had come to get me ready and take her to the beauty parlor. Meena showed four bags to the beautician, one containing lehenga choli and odhni, second containing ornaments, third containing sandals with high heels and fourth, I don't know what?

 

I asked Meena, "Meena, why did you do all this shopping?"

 

Meena said, "I had bought the lehenga for myself, today you wear it, later I will wear it. The ornaments are artificial and the heels are branded as per your feet."

 

I asked, "What's in the fourth bag?"

 

Meena said, "Surprise is for you, see you go with Goral, let her do whatever she wants, don't stop her!"

 

I said, "Okay my love! Anything for you!"

 

Then I sat in Goral's car and went to her beauty parlor, from there she was about to drop me straight to the ground. Meena was also going to meet me in the same ground, I had also thought that today let's see how Meena recognizes me from herself. I was also in no mood to tell him how I looked. In the beauty parlor, Goral made me sit in front of the mirror and did my manicure and pedicure. After that Goral applied henna on both my hands till elbows and legs till knees and put a face mask on my face and asked me to sit silently for two hours. I sat silently for the next two hours, then Goral removed my facemask. Felt very fresh. Then Goral applied special ointment on my hands and feet and then asked me to come after washing my hands and feet. When I was washing my hands and feet, the bright color of the henna was giving me immense pleasure and then she asked me to change after painting my hands and feet nails. Goral gave me bra and panty and also a bathrobe. Goral started explaining to me how to wear bra, Pagli did not know that I myself do such a good make-up, wear saree, tie the choli string by myself, but I did not express. I kept listening silently to what Goral kept telling. Then I went to the room, took off the bra I was wearing and put on the bra Goral gave me. Goral's eyes lit up when I came out wearing a bathrobe after wearing bra and panties.

 

Goral said, "Till date I have not seen such a beautiful man, your face is also like that of girls. You don't know beard and moustache?"

 

I said, "Thanks! Earlier there used to be a beard and moustache, now it doesn't."

 

Goral said, "You will take off your bathrobe!"

 

I removed the bathrobe, then Goral started inspecting my breasts. Then Goral said, "Your breasts are big."

 

I said, "Not even that big are big!"

 

Goral said, "Hmm, then you don't need breast forms, pads will suffice."

 

Then Goral inserted two huge liquid silicone pads in the fillings of my bra, which made my chest feel very heavy. Then I looked in the mirror, my natural chest looked like very big breasts and looked really beautiful. This was giving me a lot of confidence and Goral was noticing this. Then Goral took out the choli from the bag containing the lehenga choli and made me wear it. Choli was deep cut and completely backless. After wearing that choli, since there were not many strings in the choli, there was one string on both sides, so Goral tied the strings of the choli tightly, so that my chest got pressed towards the middle and looked very sexy. Then Goral dressed me in a lehenga which was very big, heavily embroidered, and tied it tightly below my navel, just above the panty. When I wanted to stand because the lehenga was so big and heavy, Goral stopped me and made me wear five inch high heels. Now Goral asked me to stand up, so I stood up, but the lehenga was still spread wide. I bent down, lifted the lehenga up and walked a few steps and looked.

 

I said to Goral, "Goral, will you have to carry this lehenga in your hand like this?"

 

Goral laughed and said, "Sorry to say but yes! By the looks of it, don't you think you are crossdressing for the first time today? Have you crossdressed before?"

 

I said, "Kiya toh hai but please don't tell my wife about this."

 

Goral, "Oh, I will not tell you sir!"

 

Then Goral put a Suhag chooda set on my thin wrists till the elbow. Then Goral put Haathphool on both my palms and finally put on the Kaleris which are worn by Punjabi dulhaniyas in their marriage. It all seemed like a dream, a dream which rekindled my love for crossdressing and today my wish was being fulfilled. Then put a big boat necklace around the neck. After that Goral combed my hair and tied my hair and put hair ornaments in it. Then Goral started doing my face makeup and after a while sharp eyebrows, thick layer of dark kajal in the eyes, eye lashes on the eyelids, eye bags, double eye lid, Smokey eye shadow, foundation on the face, pink blush on the cheeks And with pink glossy lips with nose enhancement, I was almost ready. Goral set a Mangtika on my forehead, screw earrings in my ears and small but stylish nathiya in my nose which is usually worn by dulhaniyas of UP Bihar. There was a small screw in this nathiya, from inside to outside and due to this it was not known by looking whether my nose was pierced or not. After all this, Goral pasted a small red dot in the middle of my eyebrows and finally put silver anklets on my right feet as well as silver bichuye on all ten fingers of my feet. Goral's work was almost over, but still one bag was not opened yet and my eyes were looking at the same bag.

 

When Goral saw me looking like this, she said to me, "What are you looking at in that bag?"

 

I said, "Excuse me!" Goral said, "What is in it is very special and your Mrs. has insisted me for it."

 

I asked, "What's in this bag?"

 

Goral opened the bag and showed it, there were two boxes in it, when Goral opened one of them, it had a remote operated dildo, whose remote was missing and this was the first thing my wife wanted me to wear. I could not believe why my wife wanted this. Then Goral saw the time and asked me to stand up. When I stood up he asked me to lean forward, I leaned forward then he slid down my panty. I had understood what was going to happen. Goral soaked some liquid on that dildo and set it inside my ass hole in one push. When the dildo entered my ass, I let out a loud sigh and Goral smiled. There was something like diamond on the top of the dildo and when Goral clicked the pics of my ass and showed it to me, I was in a state of shame. Then Goral downloaded the Walk app on my smartphone and sent a request to Meena from that app. After that Goral uninstalled that app from my smartphone.

 

Goral said, "Sameer ji, now Meena has complete access to this dildo. She can operate it sitting in any corner of the world."

 

I said, "It's the limit!"

 

Goral said, "You are very lucky, you have got such a beautiful wife who loves you so much."

 

I said, "I know, but what's in that other box?"

 

Then Goral opened the second box, a chastity came out of it. I had seen this for the first time in my life, I don't even know where it is worn, but Goral knew where chastity is worn. Then Goral pulled my panty up and lehenga down and asked me to sit. When I sat on that chair, there was a lot of pain, so much so that out of tolerance, I jumped up as soon as I sat down. Goral started laughing seeing all this and asked me to sit comfortably. I tried to sit comfortably but I could not even sit straight. Then Goral asked me to remain standing and to lift the lehenga from the front. When I lifted the lehenga up, Goral took my panty and took out my cock and sprayed a liquid on it. Due to that spray, I felt a little sensation and after that I was not feeling anything. Then Goral set my cock in that chastity and kept its key in the same box.

 

I asked Goral, "What is all this?"

 

Goral said, "Your lovely wife wants all this from you, I am sorry, I cannot help you."

 

The chastity was also made of metal, so I could feel its weight very well and the fat dildo in the ass kept me locked in me. Despite all this, I was feeling good. I was flying in seventh heaven, today my wish came true and it was all because of my lovely wife. Then Goral sprayed female perfume named Hypnotic Poison all over my body. The fragrance of this female perfume was so strong that I myself was going crazy with this fragrance. After that Goral gave me a female ladies purse, in which I kept my smartphone and in this way by pinning the odhni on my one shoulder, she also pinned it on my waist, so that I could do ghunghat with odhni. Goral had prepared me in such a way that when I saw myself in the mirror, I could not believe that it was me. My happiness knew no bounds, the time was over and seeing this, Goral dropped me outside the same ground and went away. I called Meena and told her that I have come outside the ground, so she asked me to wait for a while. I kept waiting outside the ground for some time but then I picked up my lehenga and went to the ground. There was a fair in the ground, more than five hundred women from such big societies had come there with their husbands and children. Many beautiful girls had come, the drama troupe was entertaining the people by showing different plays. Whereas some girls were enjoying there with their boyfriends. I was looking here and there for Meena and then I saw, there were stray boys staring at me. I moved away from there and started trying to hide myself in the ladies group. All this was not so comfortable for me but those girls were boys of the same ladies and they also followed me. I saw a stage performance was going on in front of me in which Raasleela of Shri Krishna was being staged. Out of sight of those stray boys, I sat in the ladies section and started watching the staging of Shri Krishna's Raasleela. Within a short time I realized that someone was looking at me, I looked to the side and as soon as I saw that man started looking in front of me. It was the same fifty year old man, who also used to come to the gym. Now I repeatedly look at him to check and he starts looking in front of me. I was having some fun, because today even after crossdressing, men's eyes were removed from me, then what is the use of all this. Then I did not stop him from seeing me, now I was not looking at him but I could feel that he was still looking at me. Meanwhile my phone rang, Meena had come to the ground and was calling me. I asked her where to come, she said that she will come to me. After a while I saw the man once again, he was still looking at me. When I saw him again, he started looking ahead. Meanwhile Meena came to me and took me along with her to meet her friends. It was a golden opportunity for me to come here and enjoy womanhood, which may not come again. Meena said so I decided to get up from my chair and mingle with all the ladies. So I stood up and walked towards all the women in Meena stand. My wife introduced me to all the women. In the midst of all this, when my wife got a call from her uncle, she started insisting on going to meet him.

 

I told him, "I can't go like this, you go and get uncle here!"

 

My wife said, "Okay I'll go, but take care of yourself."

 

I told her that I can take care of myself and she left. Perhaps all this had happened that night in my dream as well, my dream was becoming reality. I was feeling that what I had never seen in my dream was happening to me. It all felt so alive that I don't even know how excited I was to feel. After my wife left, I sat talking to her for a long time in the women's congregation. The curiosity of all of them was not pacified, they could not even believe that I am the husband of Meena, who had come here dressed up today only on the advice of Meena. All the ladies complimented my beauty, some boys came to take selfies with me but I refused them. One of them was a group of the same aunt's boys and when the aunt insisted, I took a selfie with everyone. It was getting too much, so I stood away from the group of ladies. Then some women came to me and started asking about me. When she asked my name, I told Riya Gupta instead of Sameer.

 

An aunt said, "Where are your parents?"

 

I said, "They not here! Why?"

 

The second aunt said, "We have to talk about the relationship, we are also Guptas and we were looking for a dulhaniya as beautiful as you for our son!"

 

I panicked, what is happening.

 

I said, "Aunty you are having some misunderstanding, I am married and my voice is same as boys, you should look for some other girl for your boy!"

 

Aunt said, "But I have considered you as my daughter-in-law, now you just introduce me to your parents so that we can talk about the relationship!"

 

I said, "Aunty, I don't want to marry! I already have a boyfriend."

 

Auntie said, "You have a boyfriend, leave it! My son works in the bank and earns a lot. Gupta ji has such a big sweet shop called Gopal Sweets. We like you very much and my son also likes you. If you like, tell me the name of your parents!"

 

I said, "He doesn't live here."

 

Then that aunty said to me, "Riya, daughter, we like you as a daughter-in-law, if you do yes then I will come to your house with Gupta ji for your hand!"

 

I said, "Oh Aunty, I don't want to get married! Please leave me alone."

 

Somehow I got rid of Gupta Aunty and went and sat at the Raasleela place. In no time, it was twelve thirty in the night. Meena had still not come, now it was time.

 

When I called Meena, Meena said to me, "The car's battery is dead, I cannot come, you stay at Mishra aunt’s house and I had introduced you."

 

I said, "Yeah! Okay take care of yourself."

 

Here, when I went to Mishra Aunty, but what is this, Gupta Aunty, she is also here on the same moment.

 

Aunty Gupta was very happy to see me and said, "Look Rekha, I have chosen her as my daughter-in-law!"

 

Mishra aunty laughed out loud seeing Gupta aunty and then started looking at me.

 

Mishra aunty said, "So let's talk about marriage?"

 

I said to Aunty Mishra, "Aunty you know everything, fir bhi!"

 

Mishra aunty winked at me and said to Gupta aunty, ""It's something like this sister! The family members of this girl have established her relationship in a very big family. This girl is already engaged and her future husband is also very handsome. I'm sorry but you see some other girl. Take it for your son, this girl is out of hand! Now this girl will not be able to become the daughter-in-law of your house."

 

Gupta aunty said, "Rekha, if there is any solution, do it naa, I cannot let such a beautiful daughter-in-law go out of hand."

 

Both the aunties were talking about me and I was feeling so strange. Mishra aunty was deliberately not telling the truth to Gupta aunty and Gupta aunty was ready to marry me with her son. Finally, I asked Mishra aunty to tell the truth to Gupta aunty.

 

Mishra aunty said, "Look Mrs. Gupta, this is not a girl but a married man. His name is Sameer and he is the husband of his witness. Because of a challenge, he has assumed such a female form that no one is able to recognize that he could be a man."

 

Gupta Aunty said sorry to me and Mishra Aunty asked me about drinking milk. I told her that Meena would not come now, so she brought a glass of milk for me and made me sit and gave it to drink. I drank masala milk sitting in the moonlight at night and there was no point in sitting there anymore. I started looking for a way to go home, then I saw the same gym uncle in front of me. He came to me and took a step to talk to me.

 

The uncle said, "Hi my name is Alex D'Souza, what's your name?"

 

I said, "My name is Riya!"

 

Alex said, "I have never seen a woman as beautiful as you. Are you a nymph (Apsara) from heaven?"

 

I laughed listening to Alex.

 

I said, "No!"

 

Alex said to me, "Where do you live?"

 

I said, "I live in the Ramnagar Housing Society, about six kilometers from here."

 

Alex said, "Do you live on rent?"

 

I said, "Yes!"

 

Alex told that he also lives in the same nearby society and was on his way home. Alex offered me a lift and I agreed. When I reached the parking lot with Alex, three of four black dogs standing there started barking. I was already so scared of dogs, I grabbed Alex's shoulders with both my hands and closed my eyes. Alex grabbed my waist with his strong hands and started driving those dogs aside. The dogs ran a little distance and started barking again, I started getting scared again so, Alex picked me up in his arms and chased the dogs away and took me to his Audi.

 

Seeing the Audi, I asked Alex, "Is this your Audi?"

 

Alex, "Yes! It's my Audi Riya."

 

Then Alex made me sit in the front seat of his Audi, and put my lehenga inside the car and closed the door. Then he asked me to put on seatbelt and started the car by putting on seatbelt himself and took me to my housing colony. Alex dropped me at the gate of my housing colony and left after wishing me good night. I lifted my lehenga and started walking towards my flat when I noticed a car parked in my parking lot. When I looked at the car carefully, it was my car. I took out the duplicate key of the flat from my ladies purse and started moving towards the flat. Now I was getting scared that what is the matter that Meena lied to me. I reached my floor and opened the door of my flat with my key and took off my heels and kept them aside and moved towards the sound coming from the bedroom. I peeped into the bedroom, a man was fucking my wife in the form of a mare and she was also supporting him in full enthusiasm. I immediately took out my smartphone and kept recording the betrayal of my dear wife. I could not believe that Meena had cheated me so much, she could not even feel my presence. Meena was so happy in the arms of a non-man that I also decided that I could no longer live with my worldly wife. For a long time I captured the video of Meena having sex with a stranger in my phone and sat on the sofa outside waiting for her to come out. After a while everything calmed down and here I had saved that video on my two or three emails. After a while, as soon as Meena came out, I called her. Meena was shocked to see me and bowed her head and stood up.

 

I went to Meena, you pressed her cheek and asked her, "Why did you do this to me Meena! What lack did I let you do that you betrayed me so much. I blindly trusted you and you did this to me. I hate to call you my wife."

 

Meena said, "I'm sorry Sameer!"

 

I was in no mood to listen to anything.

 

I told Meena, "I can't live with you anymore, I want a divorce."

 

Meena, "I will not give you a divorce."

 

I got angry and said, "Your sex video is captured in this phone and it is proof that you cheated on me."

 

Meena said, "Then this phone must have to be broken."

 

I said, "How so!"

 

That's why the size and vibration of my dildo started increasing, my body started trembling and in the meanwhile that man also came. I was trying to recover from this pain, then that man came to me, he had a handcuff in his hands, which he tied both my hands behind. The vibration and speed of the dildo started making me weak and Meena took the phone from my hands and smashed it on the ground. I was crying in pain and Meena was smiling standing with the man. How can Meena be so cruel, she kept on penetrating me for a long time and then pointed at the man? The man lifted me in his arms and started romancing me on the bed. I was screaming and without saying anything he took out the dildo from my ass and put it on the side and started fucking me by putting his cock in my ass and making me sit in mare position. I was screaming, the man who was fucking my wife was watching me too.

 

The man said to Meena, "Your husband's ass hole is tighter than your pussy, it is even more fun to fuck it, come here!"

 

I saw that Meena was kissing him on the lips in the arms of that man and that man was controlling Meena and me together. It was so embarrassing moment for me, I was fucking a man for the first time in my life and my wife was the reason. Due to the tied hands, I could not even defend myself and that man kept raping me throughout the night. I can't explain what it feels like to be fucked by an unknown fatty man, in front of my own wife, in my own house, but I don't know when I fainted because of his strokes.

 

The next morning I woke up with the same tied hands. I was alone on the bed, with the key on the table, which somehow freed me from the handcuffs. The chastity key was also lying there on the table. I looked outside, no one was there. I looked in the wardrobe, Meena's clothes and jewelry were not there. I understood that Meena was gone and I cried a lot that day. After Meena left, I got a new phone, stored the number from my email. That day was a very dark day for me, I did not know that such an incident would happen to me on such an auspicious day, but I also decided that now I will legally separate from Meena. I cried as much as I wanted to cry that day, put the messy house in order again and changed my dress, took out all my ornaments and kept them in the safe. I took a shower, freshened up and dressed in my usual manly outfit and went out for dinner. When I was returning home after dinner, I met my old friend Rakesh on the way. In small talk, I asked Rakesh about the divorce lawyer. Rakesh's friend was a lawyer and he took me to him. When I met Lauer, I was shocked, I recognized him but Lauer could not recognize me. That lawyer was none other than Alex. Alex took the case details from me and I talked to him for divorce.

 

Alex said, "You go to the gym, don't you?"

 

I said, "Yes! I also go to the same gym."

 

Then I paid him and he told me that he will get my divorce done. Then I and Rakesh came back from there. The next day I met Alex at the gym and he asked me to come over to the side. I felt that there would be some important matter of the case, but there was nothing like that. Hearing what he told me, the ground slipped under my feet.

 

Alex whispered to me, "You look more beautiful in a lehenga choli!" How do I know I was like?

 

I asked, "Sorry!"

 

Alex said, "How can I forget the face of such a beautiful girl, you are the same!"

 

Was caught stealing, I said to Alex, "Yeah I'm the one."

 

Alex said, "I am so glad that you also come to this gym, Riya."

 

I said, "Right now! I am Sameer Alex ji!"

 

Alex smiled and said, "Ok Sameer! When will you dress up again?"

 

I said, "Please don't talk like that outside."

 

Alex said, "Relax Riya, I didn't want to disturb you, go exercise."

 

Then I completed my exercise and started going to my flat, which too happened to me. I was feeling great. Somebody is trying to make me happy. He got me and Meena divorced within a month. I was very happy to get rid of that deceitful woman. Whatever Meena did and made me do was unforgivable and now I would never like to see her face again in my life. The one whom I loved from my heart, he cheated me in such a way, after all, what wrong did I do that he did all this to me. Meena did a lot of wrong with me and now I will move on. Alex told me to shift the flat if I wanted to move on. I also started looking for flats after listening to Alex. Here Alex and I had a very good bonding, he would often spend time with me, sometimes he would invite me for dinner and sometimes he would come with me while returning from the gym. Now even in the gym, Alex would help me, most of all in chin-ups, and on this pretext, he would get a chance to hold my waist with his strong palm. We became good friends, Alex was my father's age, but our relationship was more like good friends.

 

One day we were sitting in the park talking like this, then Alex told me about himself. He told that there was a girl whom he loved wholeheartedly but that girl never made him talk to his father or mother. She always kept saying that father would not agree and finally married her parents and left her forever. I saw tears in Alex's eyes for the first time, and then I explained to him why moving on was so hard. But I told him that now he must get married. Alex said that what would happen after getting married, by the time the children grow up, he would become old. How will the future of the children be made? I liked Alex's point but still I explained to him that if he marries a young girl, then that girl will not become old. He will be old but the girl will also take care of the children, because the mother is ready to do anything for her children. I motivated Alex to see a good girl and get married.

 

Then Alex changed the subject and started asking me about my flat search. I told Alex that I haven't found a flat as per my wish but I don't want to live in that house either. Days passed like this, one day I got a call from Zubeida, she wanted to meet me and so I asked her to meet her at the gym. That day Zubeida met me in the gym, gave me a wedding card and asked me to come to the wedding with the whole family. Zubeida had changed so much from before. Fleshy thighs, beautiful eyes, gold nose pin on her small nose and glossy lips. Boobs were also very big, small nostrils in the nose and two days old henna on the hands. After the exercise, I told Alex that I have received an invitation to the wedding, so come with me, he agreed. Now Alex doesn't avoid my talk, he accepts what I say. Now he had also started looking for a girl for marriage. Despite all this, now my flat rushes to bite me. I didn't want to stay here anymore, I had to shift to another flat ASAP.

 

I talked to Alex about this and he told me to shift to his flat till another flat is found. Anyway, the two rooms there remain empty anyway. I told Alex that I would shift to his flat only if he would take rent from me. Alex agreed to this and within a few days my shifting work was also finished. Now I have shifted to such a big flat of Alex. A maid used to come to Alex's place to cook and Alex also used to cook good food. I also stay in the office all day and when I come home, I feel that there is peace in this house. After losing my job, I was feeling very lonely now. After coming from the gym with Alex in the morning, I had nothing else to do. Now when I did not have a job, from where would I pay the rent? I searched a lot for a job in the first few weeks but due to the recession I was unable to find a job everywhere. Although Alex used to support me a lot, motivate me mentally, but my morale was decreasing day by day. Since I was sitting alone at home all day, one day the maid asked me to learn cooking. I thought till I get a job, I will learn to cook. What was it then, I started learning to cook everyday under the guidance of a maid and also started doing household chores like sweeping, washing dishes, washing clothes. Now I was unable to pay the rent but now I have learned the skill of cooking as well as all the household chores. From ironing clothes to washing clothes, cooking, washing dishes, I had learned good skills. Made taught me to cook Alex's favorite Chicken Tikka, Chicken Tandoori and Chicken Soup.

 

Since I was not much interested in non-veg, but when Alex can support me so much, atleast I can only do that much for him. After leaving the job, I did not do crossdressing even once and when I was empty at home all day, I thought why not enjoy my crossdressing openly. I didn't have a single female dress except a lehenga choli. So I didn't push too hard. I got dressed in jeans and a choli, put on makeup in front of the mirror, and put my hair in a bun. I looked no less than a young girl in the mirror and then I put on Maroon lipstick and kajal. I had heels with me, so I wore high heels and lots of Suhag bangles in my both wrists. Now I was looking like a modern-day girl, but I was feeling something lacking, so I wore bindi on my forehead and the same screw nostril in my nose. Now I could feel myself in the mirror with more confidence.

 

I made Chicken Tikka, Dal Makhani, Green Vegetables and Jeera Rice for Alex today and I didn't even know when I fell asleep while waiting for Alex to come. After a while I woke up hearing the sound of the doorbell and saw Alex standing at the door. When I put on the only odhni I have and opened the door, Alex started looking at me.

 

I said, "Come in, will you stand outside?"

 

Alex entered and asked me, "Ohh! Riya, what a pleasant surprise, you’re looking so hot! And wait a minute, maid hasn't come today?"

 

I said, "No! Today is Maid's holiday, you freshen up and I will serve you food."

 

Alex went to freshen up, but what happened to me, why I was talking to him in a feminine way, I don't know. Today, for the first time in my life, I had cooked something for someone, don't know how it would turn out, I was getting a bit nervous. Alex came immediately after getting fresh and I served him food.

 

Alex fed me the first bite of food instead of eating it himself, so lovingly. Never in my life would even my ex-wife have fed me with so much love. After feeding me one bite, Alex started eating himself. After having a bite, he called me to him and took my hand in his and kissed it. Ohhhh!

 

I asked, "What was it?"

 

Alex said, "After a long time, you have cooked and fed me such a delicious meal, I feel like kissing your hand."

 

I started feeling shy after listening to Alex's words.

 

While eating, Alex said to me, "Well you are looking very beautiful today Riya!"

 

I said, "Thank you, you are also looking very handsome today!"

 

Alex finished his food in a while and washed his face and sat down to work.

 

I said to Alex, "You have just come from office, have your food, take some rest naa."

 

Alex did not deny my point and lay down on the bed to rest. I also had lunch, since I am a vegetarian, but after having one bite of non-veg, I had both veg and non-veg food. After eating food, I washed my face and lay down on the bed in the other room and I fell asleep as soon as I lay down.

 

The next day after the gym, when I was taking a shower, the doorbell rang. When I opened the door with a towel wrapped around my chest, Alex's munshi was standing in front with some bags. They handed over those bags to me and went back from there. I saw in the bags there was a letter and some sarees.

 

It was written in the letter, "These are some Satin and Banarasi sarees and blouses and I hope you will like them."

 

There were a total of seven types of sarees, in which there were more satin sarees and two Banarasi sarees. Everyone had some blouses with them and when I put on a blouse, it fit me tight and perfectly. From that day onwards, I started crossdressing openly. Since the maid had been missing for the past several weeks, I asked Alex to get the maid fired from work and started taking care of all the household chores myself. From cooking for Alex to washing his clothes, I was now doing all the work. Would have finished cleaning the house before sunrise, would have prepared breakfast before eight o'clock. From making the bed to handling Alex's papers, it was now my responsibility. Now I would always wear a saree, do my own makeup and wear my own ornaments. Suhag chooda set was my favorite one that I always wear and in this way Alex brought me many bangles, suhag chooda sets, some gold ornaments to wear. But if I did not have a piercing in my nose, I could not wear nathiya, nor did I have piercings in my ears, so I could not even wear big gold earrings. Alex now calls me Riya every time and I call him Alex ji. Our bonding had started getting so good that now we used to go for candle light dinner together.

 

Today was Zubeida's wedding and I had already told Alex that I have to attend her wedding but Alex had not come from office yet. It was about 3 in the evening, I called Alex and he told me that he would be reaching in a short while. While crossdressing constantly, I had forgotten that I am also a man. I am ready in dark brown satin saree, golden stretchy blouse, kajrari eyes, pink glossy lips, bindi on forehead, golden high heels on feet, Naulakha necklace on neck, suhag chooda set in both wrists, and small nosering in nose, clip jhumki in ears and I was ready with keeping my long thick hair open. After all this I started waiting for Alex and in a short while Alex also came. Alex had got facial done, maybe that's why he is late in coming.

 

As soon as I entered the flat, Alex started smiling after seeing me and told me, "Riya, you are looking damn gorgeous. Do you want to walk like this in marriage?"

 

I said, "Yes! You're late."

 

In a short while, Alex also got ready and both of us left to attend Zubeida's wedding. My going to Zubeida's wedding disguised as a girl was a big surprise for him, but all the way Alex's eyes were on me instead of on the road. We had not even reached the wedding venue yet that Alex parked the car at a gold shop.

 

I asked, "Why did you stop your car here, the wedding venue is some distance ahead."

 

Alex said, "Shush! Come with me!"

 

When Alex asked the salesgirl to show the ring, she started showing the diamond ring. Alex bought a diamond ring the size of my ring finger. I was surprised, why Alex bought this ring, I could not understand. Just now Alex and I reached the parking lot after billing, Alex got down on one knee and proposed me for marriage, wearing that diamond ring on my ring finger. I was like shocked!

 

Alex said to me, "Please accept Riya, I love you very much. I have considered you as the rani of my heart and believe me, I will keep you as my rani. I will give you all the happiness that a wife would get from her husband. I want it. Riya, I love you!"

 

Now, I started thinking about Alex, fifty five year old Alex and twenty seven year old I. Our bonding was so good despite such an age gap. I don't know why I was ready to throw myself at the feet of Alex. I looked into Alex's eyes for a long time. I was the one who suggested marriage to Alex and he proposed to me today! What should I do, should I do yes or not? I was in a big trouble, if I didn't say, Alex would be sad and I don't want that.

 

I took a deep breath, sat down on Alex's knees, and wrapped my hand in the necklace around his neck and said, "I agree!" and kissed him on the lips.

 

I don't know, what had happened to me but yes, a man like Alex is not in everyone's destiny. I said yes to Alex and then he held me in his arms and kissed me in the parking lot for a long time. After that I fixed my lipstick by taking it out of my purse and then we reached the venue of Zubeida's wedding with a gift. I took Alex with me to meet Zubeida.

 

I called out to Zubeida, "Zubeida, you are looking so beautiful in the dulhaniya's dress!"

 

Zubeida looked at me, "Sorry! Who are you?"

 

I said, "Recognize me?"

 

Zubeida looked at me very carefully but she could not recognize.

 

Then I said, "I'm Sameer!"

 

Zubeida, "No way? Sameer, you have come to my wedding wearing a saree and who are they with? Won't you introduce?"

 

I introduced Alex and said, "Meet him, he is Mr. Alex D'Souza! He is a very reputed lawyer and my future husband."

 

Zubeida said, "What! Have you got sex changed Sameer?"

 

I said, "No, not now, if he says after marriage, I will also get sex changed like you did for your husband. And now I am not Sameer anymore Zubeida, I’m Riya now."

 

Zubeida, "Woah, you got engaged, you didn't even invite me!"

 

I said, "No Zubeida, he proposed me for marriage and I agreed."

 

Zubeida, “You are very lucky, Alex, to have Riya as your dulhaniya."

 

Alex said, "Thanks Zubeida."

 

Then Zubeida and I chatted, sending Alex out to enjoy himself. Told me that there is one such hospital for sex change operation South-X in New Delhi where the technique is very different and you know what, according to the doctors I will be able to become a mother. I could not believe Zubeida's words but still I took the name of the hospital and doctor from Zubeida. Then I joined Alex ji who was standing alone silently. I put my hand in Alex's hands and started walking with him. We both had dinner in the same plate and after enjoying the marriage we came home.

 

Today a lot had changed, despite being together for so many months, today I couldn't meet my eyes with Alex's eyes. Alex had already agreed to make me his dulhaniya and I was getting nervous at the thought of being his dulhaniya. My nervousness increased so much that I got fever. I stood leaning against the wall while Alex was parking the car in the parking lot. I started feeling dizzy and was about to fall when Alex held me and carried me in his arms to the flat. I didn't realize where I was, but Alex called the doctor just then. The doctor checked me up, gave me some medicines and went away. Alex lifted me up with support, fed me medicine and started caressing my head by sitting on my head. I was changed by this love, I now wanted to give Alex the happiness that Zubeida was going to give to her husband. When I asked Alex to lie down, Alex took me in his arms and started caressing my head. I was feeling very cold so Alex brought some blankets and covered me but my body was not getting warm at all. Then Alex took off all his clothes except his underwear and took me in his arms in the blanket and started kissing me on the lips. My breath was hot but his breath was no less hot. I didn't know when I fell asleep in his arms. Next morning at four o'clock I felt very hot. I immediately removed the blanket from myself and fell asleep again by wrapping myself in his arms. Half an hour later the alarm woke us both up. I saw that Alex was also nude and so was I, but still he did not do anything like that to me. It was a matter of pride for me to be the dulhaniya of such a gentleman.

 

When I came fresh, she kissed him on the cheek and said, "Good morning Alex ji, don't you want to go to the gym?"

 

Alex ji pulled me in his arms and started kissing my lips.

 

Then he said, "Today is our wedding, you tell me, do you want to invite someone to the wedding?"

 

I was surprised and said, "How can the wedding take place today? After talking to Pandit ji, at least get the shubh muhurt! Will your guests not come to the wedding?"

 

Alex said, "We can get married in a temple or a church. Who is there in front of me except you, Riya? If you want to call someone, call them, if you want to get an shubh muhurt, get them done!"

 

I sat thinking, I can invite Zubeida and her husband to the wedding and how can I invite anyone other than her. The fear of social taunts makes a person so weak, I can't even invite my parents to the wedding. I have an orthodox family, they will kill me but won't let me get married.

 

I told him, "I will tell you after getting the shubh muhurt, we will get married in the temple."

 

Both of us were very happy, Alex ji was getting me as the dulhaniya and I was getting Alex ji as my dulhe raja. I was happier than them and now crossdressing has become old, I had thought that I would change my sex only after one or two months of marriage. I don't only want to be the dulhaniya of Alex ji, now I also want to be the mother of his children and now I am mentally ready for it. When I got the shubh muhurat of marriage from the priest of the nearby temple, then the priest took out the shubh muhurat of Friday and gave it to me.

 

I told Alex ji about the shubh muhurat of marriage and I thought that today I will get my nose and ears pierced so that I can flaunt the ornaments given by them. While returning from the temple, I went to a small beauty parlor and got my nose and ears pierced. Although there was a lot of pain, I cried a lot but the beautician gave a special ointment, due to which my pain subsided and by the morning of the next day my nose and ear piercings were clear. That means now I could wear the ornaments brought by Alex ji. When Alex ji saw my nose and ears pierced, he hugged me.

 

During the next three days of shopping, I did a lot of shopping. I chose sherwani, khadau, gold chain, a gold bracelet for Alex ji and he gave me so many ornaments, bridal embroidered lehenga choli, new bra panty, babydoll dress, many designs of suhag chooda sets, They made silver anklets by special order and got them made in a single day and after selecting so much, they paid and we came home with shopping bags. While returning on the way, I was repeatedly checking the bags to see if anything was left out. Alex ji was telling me to relax and I was so nervous that I was breaking a sweat. What was I going to do, when I sat down to think, both my past and present started revolving in front of my eyes. Today, if I have agreed to divorce my wife and become Alex ji's dulhaniya, it is for only one reason, and that is freedom. Alex ji accepted me the way I am and won my heart by expressing his love. I was very happy, now I had planned to move beyond crossdressing. I thought a lot about the sex change operation, read about many hospitals on the net and finally my eyes went to the same hospital from where Zubeida had done the sex change.

 

Today was Thursday and I was to get married tomorrow, so they called a make-up artist at home. She applied henna on my hands up to the elbows and also wrote Alex ji's name hiding in the same henna. Then she applied henna on my feet up to the knees and then applied henna on both the palms of Alex ji. Whole night we both sat like this and kept drying the henna. The next morning she went to the beautician after giving the ointment, applied it on her hands and feet and washed it thoroughly. Then I applied the same ointment on their hands and asked them to wash their hands, so they also came after washing their hands. After removing the henna, Alex ji lifted me in his arms and started romancing me by throwing me on the bed. Alex ji's beard was stinging my cheeks, but he is my future husband so he can do anything.

 

But then I said to him, "Listen! It is not auspicious to do all this today. Whatever will happen between us will happen in the Suhaagraat?"

 

He agreed with a smile and called a make-up artist for himself as well. After a while my makeup artist also came. On one hand Alex ji was enjoying facial, bleach and massage. Here I was trying to adjust myself in bridal lehenga and choli. After a while Zubeida also came to the flat with her husband and I was very happy to see her. Zubeida came and sat beside me and Rajeev ji started talking with my future husband. In a short while I was dressed in the dulhaniya’s red dress and ornaments were being put on me, while my Alex ji was sitting ready since long. After a while, when the beautician put that big kinnauri nathiya on my nose, my nose started to ache due to its weight, but it was only a matter of a day, so I adjusted.

 

In a while I was also ready like a dulhaniya, wearing all the jewelry and then we all left for the temple. The wedding mandap was prepared in the temple and as soon as we arrived, Pandit ji asked Alex ji to sit first and after chanting some mantras and starting the yagya, I was asked to sit on his right side. The mantras of marriage started, one by one, first Alex ji filled a lot of red bhakhra sindoor in my maang and then on the advice of Pandit ji, he lifted me in his arms and took me for seven rounds and finally put Mangalsutra around my neck. Then some mantras were recited for fifteen minutes, Alex ji made my feet wear silver bichuye with his own hands and my feet were placed on a stone and then according to Pandit ji, Alex ji caught me from behind and caught me with a soope was given in which a lot of rice crop was kept. I had to keep sprinkling that rice crop along with Alex ji and also had to go around the fire god. After all this Pandit ji declared me and Alex ji as husband and wife. Now I was newly wedded dulhaniya and Alex Ji was the Groom, mere dulhe raja. The cameraman and the videographer clicked photos and videos of each from beginning to end and then at the end both of us paid obeisance at the feet of Pandit ji, we took his blessings, gave dakshina and left for home. Zubeida also came with us along with her husband and she got me admitted to the house. The house was decorated with flowers and there was arrangement for food and drink. Zubeida took me to the room and made me sit in the middle of the bed covered with flowers. The photographer clicked many pictures of me and recorded the video and went away. Then I was thirsty, so Zubeida also brought water for me. Then we both kept talking for a long time. When Alex ji started coming into the room when it was night, Zubeida stopped him there and tightened the tone of being the only sister-in-law and took twenty thousand rupees. Then Zubeida went to another room with her husband and my husband came into the room.

 

As soon as I was sitting on the bed my husband entered the room. The smell of sandalwood, rose and perfume was coming from his body. I was very nervous and started adjusting my Ghunghat again and again.

 

As soon as he came to me, I stood up and I offered him saffron milk which he drank in one gulp and tells me, "What will happen to me with so little milk."

 

His speaking like this was enough to increase my nervousness. I didn't say anything and quietly sat on the bed with a Ghunghat. With both my hands, I wrapped my both knees and try to stay away from my dulhe raja. But what is this, he also sat with me on the bed.

 

Nothing happened as I had imagined and we talked about the wedding and the gifts we had received and then lovingly he asked me, "Can I kiss you Riya Rani?"

 

I didn't say anything to him but still he stood up and took my face in his big hands and kissed me on my cheek and then sat very close to me. And after he sat down, he kissed my forehead and my eyes, the tip of my nose, below my lips, and also on my neck and said to me, "I've been waiting for this day since you and I met for the very first time. Now you’re my dulhaniya meri rani!"

 

Every time he was talking to me with Rani in front of my name and I don't know why I started feeling so good and weak in the same time.

 

Then he took my hands in his and asked me, "Are you feeling tired? If so, you may sleep meri rani."

 

Hearing this, I said to him under the cover of my Ghunghat, "If you are also tired, then we go to sleep."

 

Hearing this, he looked me in the eye and came near me smiling and started kissing me again but this time he was kissing my lips and I was feeling distraught. His hot breath, the scent of his masculinity was beginning to permeate my breath and weaken me even more. Although this was not his first kiss, even before that he had kissed me. When after he proposed me for marriage, whenever we were alone, be it at home or wherever we used to hang out together. But what is to be done after marriage, do not know what magic does? To whom I cannot explain in words, I was very curious about my honeymoon and did not know what was going on in my mind…!! We started kissing each other, he started running his fingers on my back and waist. My mind was starting to flutter now. I felt that same tongue trying to go inside my mouth from my lips. Today I was feeling very strange, my condition was getting worse due to shame that my body was trembling. Then my lips allowed their juicy tongue to come in, then their tongue went into my mouth and in the meantime its hands had reached through my pallu on my back, waist and on my big boobs. His hand was pressing my big boobs from the top of my blouse, my eyes were completely closed.

 

And I was experiencing his every effort and was enjoying it completely. When he started taking off my clothes, I was very excited that today I was going to be without clothes in front of a man who is my husband for the first time. Being naked in front of a man, oh god, what a shame, what can I say? But today I was going to get a chance to see him completely naked and with so much fear I was waiting for when she would become naked and when I would see her.

 

I have never been so excited to see a man naked as I was today. He removed my odhni from my shoulders and it fell on one side. I was standing in front of him in lehenga and backless choli, covering my huge boobs with both my hands and my eyes downcast in shame.

 

He once again took me in his arms and we both started looking into each other's eyes and at the same time he laid me on my nave; and opened the string of my backless choli and showered his kisses on my back. Then, passing it over my shoulders, he also separated my choli from my body. Now I was in Victoria's Secrets padded bra in which my big milky boobs could not even fit completely and were eager to come out. He then lifted me in his arms and stood up and started romancing again. I stayed in his arms for a long time, I could clearly feel the increasing tension of his cock on my ass. Then he also unhooked my bra and removed it from my breasts. Then his hands started squeezing my boobs with his palms and started kissing it. He took my nipples in his mouth and started sucking milk out of me, what I can say I was feeling so good and bad on the very same time, today for the first time my soul was feeling satisfied and at peace. Then he started caressing my boobs and nipples and we both started breathing heavily. He was playing roughly with my nipples, looking at my breasts as if he would eat my boobs today. And my heart, don't ask, was beating so fast for the first time. He put a nipple in his mouth and started sucking it.

 

Oh my god…can't tell what the feeling at that moment was. Then he also kissed the other nipple and started sucking it too. I turned my head back in excitement and joy. He continued to suck on my left and right nipples again and again until a fire started all over my body. For the first time in my life someone was doing this to me and this someone got me married. He have a right on me but was I ready for this. I had already aroused him, my excitement was also at its peak, then I don't know what happened, a boom came in my body and I became weak and I felt like wetness in my panty. This was my first orgasm, on that honeymoon and I felt very embarrassed that I had wet my panties. After all, how did this happen suddenly, I was not in the mood to think about anything, I wanted to stop these feelings, but these feelings are also such a thing, the more you stop, the sooner he disappear. Feelings are such that what to tell, it could only be felt and my hubby was silently staring at me.

 

He understood and asked me with a smile, "What happened Riya, did you have an orgasm?"

 

I said, "What was it? I thought I got my panties wet."

 

Then he said, "You must have had an orgasm Riya!"

 

I took off my panty and again he moved his hands down my big boobs and reached my lehenga. He untied the thong of the lehenga and his fingers touched my panties and my body ran like a headache. He was kissing my waist, caressing my navel with his tongue and then kissed my navel. I went crazy with his kiss, then he kissed my wet panty as well. He grabbed my hips from behind and put his face close to my panties and started kissing her from above. He slowly put his fingers in the elastic of my panty and started lowering it slowly.

 

As soon as I got under my panties, my little cock also came out, which was now less than an inch. There was still wetness in my little cock but what about him, he took my little cock in his mouth and started sucking like a lollipop and started to rekindle my calmed excitement. He sucked my small cock for a long time but it seemed that there was no life left in my cock and I was very embarrassed by this fact.

 

I told him, "Let it be now."

 

He smiled, looked at me and took me by my waist and made me sit on his lap and once again there was a French kiss between us and I started shying. He kissed me a lot and started awakening my limbs as if Bhanwara feeds a flower with her kiss.

 

Then I said to him, "Listen, my nose is hurting, you haven't removed my nathiya at all!"

 

He said, "Riya Rani, it would be better if this nathiya remains in your nose, because without nathiya your face looks empty."

 

I said, "These rituals are there, please only for today, from tomorrow I will not take this nathiya off for my whole life."

 

I said so and he performed the ritual of removing the big gold kinnauri nose ring weighing more than 100 grams from my nose and performed the ritual of "Nath Utrayi".

 

By doing this, I felt very relaxed, but my body was still full of gold. He were laden with jewels and anklet; anklets were making even more noise. It was because of me taking off my ornaments, but my friend Zubeida must have been hearing my voices outside. Maybe tomorrow morning she’s going called me lots of teasing. Then I helped him to undress, when I saw him without sherwani, ohhhh, men are like this. Six and a half feet height, muscular body, these big biceps ohhhh god, how handsome my husband is. And where I am five and a half feet height, much smaller than him and even to walk with him or go somewhere I had to wear sandals with four inch heels. Now I am without sandals and I look so small with him. Ohhhh, God, as soon as I looked at his underwear, ohhhh my husband's cock was getting so tight and as soon as he took off his underwear, seeing his cock, I was in a state it started getting worse.

 

I told him, "Your penis is very big. It is so big, thick and pachpan ke umar me itna dark aur hard kahi land hota hai? It looks like a horse's penis."

 

He said, "Thank you for the compliments!"

 

I was not giving him the compliments, I started thinking what will happen to me now, oh god, such a big cock.

 

He said, "Don't worry meri rani, real men's cocks are like this. Now it's your turn, as I took you in my mouth completely and gave you a blowjob with so much love, you too."

 

I was getting dizzy just seeing his big black cock. What would I do, how should I refuse my husband, he loves me so much. Ohhhh! What should I do, he want a blowjob and my mouth is too small, how can I give him a blowjob.

 

Then he said, "What are you thinking, meri rani! Don't waste time, come on and let the woman inside you come out now, my dear!"

 

I touched his cock and saw, ohhhh his cock is so hot and just the touch of my soft hands made him sigh. Then he saw me and I understood what I had to do. When I started kissing the tip of his cock, his cock started getting tight like a stone, then I opened my mouth and started trying to take his cock in my mouth. Ohh! The smell of my husband’s cock, ohh god! His cock had a strange weird test and then I started trying to take his cock even more inside. He also helped me, he grabbed my hair, held me and started putting his cock inside out. Now I was completely under my hubby’s control and according to his mind, he gave me a long blowjob and by pouring his sperms in my mouth, he forced me to swallow it. In the name of blowjob, it was much more than deep throat.

 

After the blowjob, the smile on his face was telling how much satisfaction he had got. Then as soon as he took his cock out of my mouth, I ran to the attached washroom and started rinsing so that I could take out that sperms from inside me. But that sperms was now in my stomach and the taste of that sperms was left in my mouth. I felt a little hurt, what am I doing, oh my god! But what can I do now, he have held my hand in front of the whole society, in the name of my hubby’s sindoor is in my maang, the mangalsutra in my neck, bichuye in fingers of my feet are also for him. Now he has the right on my body and mind and now I have to serve my husband like a pati parayani married woman. Looking at myself in the mirror, I was thinking that he was staring at me from the washroom door. He were staring at me as if today he will chew me raw and seeing him looking at me like this, I started crying with shame. I bowed my head and came out of the washroom then once again he lifted me in his arms. He made me lay on the bed and came on top of me and started kissing my organs again. His touch, his loving kiss started exciting my hair. My boobs were getting tight and I was feeling weak inside. I would have had an orgasm again but this time he was romancing me intermittently. During the romance, he used to ask me some adult questions whose answers I knew, but I did not answer even a single one. Every one of his questions was so erotic that just by thinking about the answer to the question, the excitement started increasing.

 

Now he made me lie down on my stomach and took out a condom from the drawl of the table and said to me, "Riya, my rani, put a condom on my cock!"

 

When I took the condom in my hand, I felt that it was my favorite fruit flavored dotted condom.

 

I said to him, "Listen naa, is this a dotted condom?"

 

He said, "I know my rani!"

 

I said to him, "But why dotted, you want to ruin me on the bed?"

 

He said, "I want to be ruined, I want to live that feeling by taking my rani in my arms."

 

His every word makes me shut my mouth, he says it with so much love that I agree to give my life too! Then half of the condom I put on with my soft hands and half with my mouth. After all it was my favorite flavor. This time I gave more blowjob than before and he also became very happy for doing so. Then he lifted me in his arms and stood up. I had put the necklace of my arms around his neck and he lifted my butt in the air with his big palms.

 

He looked at me and said, "My rani, are you ready?"

 

I said to him, "Please take some rest, I have no experience with these things."

 

Yeh bole, "Don't worry Riya, I will be gentle!"

 

Then he smiled, took my lips in his and started smooching and suddenly he started inserting his cock in my ass. I could clearly feel that his cock slowly he was getting into my ass and my ass was bursting. I felt as if his cock had turned into a red-hot rod. I started crying and moaning in pain, so he covered my mouth with his. He sealed it and started shoving his huge dick in and out of my ass. I was getting fucked, his cock was tearing my ass in two, I was crying out in pain and it started like it never stopped. For half an hour he stood up and fucked me to the fullest. The pain was beyond limits, the dotted condom's rug was burning my ass and he was fucking me, each of his strokes till the end of my ass. He was going and I was crying loudly with each and every stroke. But he didn't care and then he made me lay on the bed but he didn't take his cock out of my ass. Removed only He spread both my legs in the air and started kissing me again. Fucking such that my crying started turning into a scream and I tried to stop him but he did not stop and neither did he let me rest for a while. This went on for the next twenty minutes. I was crying a lot, I never thought even in my dreams that he will make my condition so bad with his fuck.

 

I cried, requesting him once again and said, "Listen, please, at least remove the condom, right."

 

This time he agreed to me and when he took his cock out of my ass, I felt very relieved. I saw blood splattered on their condoms and seeing this, I started panicking. He took out the condoms and threw him beside the bed but my condition was even worse now.

 

I asked him, "Listen, there was blood on the condom!"

 

So he laughed and said, "Yes and that means you were a virgin till date."

 

I said to him, "God! Boys also have virginity like girls?"

 

He said, "Some boys have it, like you are my rani!"

 

Whenever he used to call me rani, I used to get weak again and again. I don't know why! Then he asked me to become a mare, I came in the position told by him. He grabbed my waist with one hand and with the other started licking me again by inserting his cock in my hair and my ass. This time he was fucking me in such a speed as if he would destroy my ass tonight itself. How can I stop my husband, as if he was obsessed? He was going to ruin me in bed today and my condition was getting worse by the minute. With each of his strokes, I screamed, my ahhhhh, ohhhh, please, please, please, no ahhhhh, ohhhh god please, no suniye na Aaah, ohhhh, but now I was not crying because now I am having a little bit of fun. It seemed He made me a mare and kept riding me until their mind was full and in the end, the sperms load of his cock soaked the barren land of my ass and made it green. I thought it's over now, we will go to sleep now because I had gone too far but it was as if a ghost was on top of him, he were still going to fuck me.

 

I tried to stop him, I said to him, "Listen Na ahhhhh, ahhhhh please ahhhhh, stop, ahhhhh don't stop, please no, please, please."

 

But my husband was not stopping at all, he did not stop and started having sex with me by raising both my legs in the air. It was totally hardcore, what can be more hardcore than this, he had ruined my body as well as my soul. There was no more strength left in my body that I could face him even for a while. But I was still able to feel his cock which was still so tight. I requested him a lot, then he stopped and as soon as he stopped, I immediately changed my side and I started crying after seeing him.

 

He started wiping my tears and asked, "What happened to my Riya Rani? Why are you crying? Have I done something too much?"

 

I cried, "Why don't you stop, what's it like it's only tonight and tomorrow we can't have sex!"

 

He said, "It is only tonight my rani and this day will never come again. Why are you nervous, husband and wife become one in Suhaagraat itself? This is how the union of body and soul happens, Riya Rani!"

 

I said, "Okay, I understand, but please don't, my ass is so sore it's really hurting now."

 

He said, "Don't worry my rani, just one last round, then we will sleep!"

 

I said, "How can I sleep in so much pain?"

 

He said, "I will put you to sleep and you will not even know my rani!"

 

Me, "The limit is there, but you'll do one more round!"

 

He said, yes Riya Rani!”

 

Then I also allowed him for the last one round. He was happy and he asked me to stand on the bed. I silently obeyed his words and became stiff on the bed. Now I am equal to him. Was coming, because our height was completely bean due to standing on the bed. Then he started kissing the tip of his cock to the tip of my little cock. What were he doing, I do not understand at all.

 

I asked him, "What are you doing?"

 

He said, "It's called dick docking and we'll end today's show with that!"

 

I said, "How much do you have?"

 

He started laughing, he had told me what he were going to do, but I had no idea what would happen. Then he started inserting his cock into my cock, my cock was still as shrunken but when he started giving strokes to my cock with his cock, my cock also got slight tension and again shrank. His cock entered my cock a little and my skin started covering his cock. He again pushed a little, then more than half of his cock part started entering my cock and started pushing the hard part inside my cock inside. In the beginning, I could not understand anything, but then he increased both the speed and the force and by clutching my waist with his hands, started penetrating my cock with his cock. Now my condition was getting worse than, as normal as it all seemed in the beginning, now it was taking more terrible form. His cock was now covered in the skin of my cock and started pushing my own cock inside me and in a short time I don't know how he got excited and he poured his hot lava inside my cock. My condition only got worse, my cock started burning and I started crying.

 

I started crying loudly and said to him, "What have you done, I am getting so much heat inside and now at least get them out, how much you will make me cry!"

 

Then smilingly he took his cock out of my small cock. I started trying to take out his sperms from my cock by shaking my cock, masturbating it, but due to lack of erection, his sperms were not coming out of my cock. My condition started getting so bad that now I started feeling that if there is any infection, I went to the washroom and he also followed me with his smile. I stood in front of the mirror and started trying again to extract his sperms from my cock, then he again grabbed me from behind, he inserted his cock in my ass and started shaking my cock with his one hand. He gradually increased the strokes and started shaking my cock at the same speed. I was crying, screaming, from the front, from behind he had fucked me from all sides and now my condition was getting worse. But suddenly I felt erection and saw that my cock has started getting a lot of erection and he also once again poured his semen in my ass. With this, I also got discharge, which I would say better if I call it orgasm. Along with the orgasm, my watery sperms also came out from inside me along with the thick load of my hubby’s sperms and in three to four times the whole sperms came out. As soon as the sperms came out, I started feeling very weak and then when I fell asleep, I don't know. I was totally destroyed in my Suhaagraat and I’m not Sameer anymore. I’m not Riya anymore. I’m Mrs. Riya D’Souza beloved wife and newly wedded dulhaniya of Mr. Alex Dsouza.

 

Alex ji took me to Shimla on honeymoon. We checked into the hotel as Mr. and Mrs. D’Souza and we both explored each other a lot along with exploring the valleys there. Now every idea of ​​Alex ji's love had settled in my soul. I give him blowjobs in the morning and evening and save the dick-docking session for the last. Alex loves me a lot, Alex ji also got a couple shoot done for both of us in the beautiful valleys of Shimla. He was giving me surprises at every turn and I was very happy in my husband's arms. My life was starting to feel complete now. After coming back from honeymoon, Alex used to come home soon from the court and whenever he got a chance, he used to carry me in his arms and love me a lot. I love him too. Today's men were pale in front of the stamina of my husband of fifty five years.

 

After marriage, I noticed that he was looking younger day by day. Ever since I got married, I always wore a ghunghat at home. Neither my mother-in-law nor my father-in-law were there, but I did not want that as the dulhaniya of Alex ji, I should always remain as a cultured daughter-in-law. I started spending my days in the service of my husband.

 

Sindoor in Alex's name in my maang, mangalsutra in his name around my neck, silver bichuye in his name on my feet fingers, now I have named myself as my husband. I am always well-dressed, be it the Mangtika on my forehead, the big nose ring, the ear rings, the anklets on my feet, the suhag chooda in my hands, the kaleris, the haathphool or, the mehndi every week, or, alta on my feet. I feel like I am and I want to do all the things that I always wanted to do after becoming a woman.

 

He also got me admission in law so that I can handle his clients and not sit at home like this. He wanted to make me independent and I would have appreciated his feelings very much. Whenever I got time after household chores, I would sit with them and learn something new about advocacy every day. Now I used to always wear Solah Shringar for my hubby’s happiness and every week he used to get me new sarees, nathiyas, earrings, anklets, gold necklaces and I used to pretend to be upset for buying all this and spending so much from them and then they Celebrate me with love Not a single night went by or a weekend went by after we got married when we didn't have hardcore sex. He would always make me ready with so much love and I would always be ready to have sex with him. I was following my wife's religion with full devotion and he was also following his husband's religion with full devotion.

 

This year I attended the Kojagiri festival with my pati parameshwara. That women's troupe or anyone could not recognize me because I was always stay in ghunghat, we together saw Lord Shri Krishna's Raasleela on stage and he brought me home after 12:30 in the night after having masala milk together.

 

There was a lot of change in my behavior after marriage, which I never even thought about, now I was ready to do that for him. We had been married for more than three months and now whenever I used to go alone or with him to the nearby park, I would see many mothers and I would also like to wish that I could also become a husband. Despite getting all this, one desire inside me was still unfulfilled and I would often tell him, but he would always refuse to get me sex changed. He say that whatever I am, I am his jaan, his life and there is no need for me to go through that horrible pain to make him happy. But how can I accept this from my husband? I didn't just want to be a mother, He did not want to understand that now it is my responsibility to take my hubby’s lineage forward. I am his wife and it is the duty of the wife to take care of both the present and future of her husband and also take his lineage forward. He didn't understand this, but I used to understand. Whenever I asked him for sex change, he would have shrugged it off and gone somewhere else. I started treating him like a husband he treats me his wife, actually I was his wife. Now I started insisting that I have to undergo sex change operation and he could not stand before my insistence.

 

Within a few days, I was admitted to the hospital where Zubeida's sex change surgery was done. At first I was put on only heavy doses of female hormones, male blocker hormones, and few injections in my breasts and hips for a month and the development of internal female organs started in my body, my breast and hips growth also accelerated. Then one day surgery happened, my penis was cut and separated from my body. It was a very emotional moment for me, but the nurse was very nice. Her name was Seema and she supported me a lot, physically and mentally as well. Then after a few days vaginoplasty was done and a pink silicone vagina was set over the place where my penis used to be and in the next few days it had become a part of my body. My vagina was now slowly becoming functional and my breasts had also become huge. My nipples also started getting thicker and slightly forward like and aurora. The development of female internal organs was 100% complete in my body and after that, for the next five months, I was given heavy doses of female hormones again and one day I got a strange pain in my stomach. When I told the nurse about this, the nurse took me to the washroom. It was my first period and the nurse told me that it was a matter of happiness. I understood that now I am capable of becoming a mother. The first five days of my period in my life were nothing less than hellfire for me. But Seema explained to me that girls have to go through such pain every month and get a pregnancy test done in the month when the periods stop. Sometimes talking about Seema would embarrass me so much that my eyes would fill with tears. With becoming a woman, now I used to cry on every matter, I had become very emotional, but Seema supported me by being a good friend and not a nurse. My figure was in an hourglass shape, my big breasts used to have a lot of sensation whenever I would touch it with my hands. My vagina was also very sensitive, whenever I would touch my vagina, my whole body would start getting strange sensations. My transformation was complete, now I was a complete woman. This is what I wanted since childhood, my woman's soul was imprisoned in a man's body like this. But now I was free, as a woman, as a wife and pray to God to give me the happiness of becoming a mother so that I can fulfill my womanly life. Alex ji had sex with me exactly two days after being discharged from the hospital.

 

I started getting really weak after having hardcore sex and a lot of weeknights. When Alex ji's cock was inserted in my vagina, it hurt a lot for a moment, but from the second moment I started enjoying and as soon as he discharged his sperm inside me, I also got orgasm. We both got into each other's arms and fell into a deep sleep. His cock stayed in my vagina all night long and I kept sleeping with my head on his chest.

 

Next month my periods did not come, so I talked to the doctor, then he asked me to check pregnancy. I got Prega-News from the market and when I checked I found that I was pregnant.

 

In the evening when he came back from the court, I shyly told him about my pregnancy and he was so happy that he started swinging me in his arms. I had a lot of pain during labor in the ninth month, I moaned very loud in pain for about five hours and then I gave birth to Alex ji's first child. I had a son and Alex ji was looking very happy. When I fed my child my milk, I realized what a mother's love is. Alex ji was watching me while feeding my baby, so I felt even more ashamed. But the incomplete life of both of us was now complete. With the birth of our son, he had already changed a lot.

 

Alex ji used to give more than half of his time to our son and me. I started raising my son by feeding him my milk and Alex ji also became very happy. Now sometimes I go to meet Zubeida and sometimes I call Zubeida home. We used to discuss a lot about our husbands and Zubeida was also blessed with a lovely daughter. We were friends when both of us were born men and today both of us have become loving wives of our husbands and are ready to do anything for the love of our husbands.

 

This year, for the first time, I fasted on Hariyali Teej for my hubby Alex ji and when the festival of Karwachauth came in October, I along with the women living in the building also waterless fast on Karwachauth for the long life of my husband. All the women knew that I was the new dulhaniya of Alex ji and the mother of his child, so everyone showered me with lots of love. Alex ji broke my fast by giving me water in front of everyone and then took me in his arms and brought me to the room.

 

Our Munna was still sleeping and this was a good opportunity for him. He had a lot of romance with me till midnight, I was thrilled and started using condom before having sex. That was not softcore, but hardcore session and I was having sex today seven months after my baby was born and I was having so much fun.

 

The women around now know me as Mrs. Riya D'Souza and always address me as Mrs. D'Souza. I would have loved. Now I have started depositing money from them for the good health of my husband and good future of the child. He also took some policies in which he kept me as a nominee in his wife's section. I started raising my child very well and my hubby’s love was increasing day by day.

 

My life was complete now and this is what I always wanted. A lovely husband who loves me so much, a lovely child whom I can feed and raise, and a small house where all three of us live happily. This is my story, how I became Riya from Sameer and how I became Mrs. Riya D'Souza after marrying Alex ji. I am so happy in my beautiful life, thank you for reading my story, have a good day.


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हिमाचल की बड़ी ही खूबसूरत शाम थी वो, जब मैं हर रोज़ की तरह झांकी में परफॉर्म करने के लिए रेडी हो रहा था। मैं नही जानता था कि वो शाम मेरी परफॉरमेंस की आखिरी शाम साबित होगी। मेरे डायरेक्टर के एक कॉल ने मेरी जिंदगी ऐसी दोराहे पर लाकर खड़ी कर दी, जहां से एक नया सफर शुरू हुआ और तब मैम अपनी लाइफ का वो फैसला लिया जिसे लेना मेरे लिए आसान नही था।  मेरा नाम शानू है, उम्र 19 साल और कद काठी से काफी स्लिम और छोटी हाइट का होने के कारण झांकी के डायरेक्टर सिद्धान्त कुमार; हमेशा मुझसे फीमेल रोल्स ही करवाते। मुझे फीमेल रोल्स करने में कोई आपत्ति नही क्योंकि इसी से मेरा घर चलता है और सबसे ज्यादा पैसे भी मुझे ही मिलते हैं। मेरी बूढी माँ और छोटी बहन के सिवा मेरी लाइफ में कुछ भी नही था, ना अपना घर, ना ही कोई जमीन और ना ही कोई सेविंग्स। बहन की शादी समय से हो, इसीलिए मैं सेविंग्स करना शुरू कर दिया, मैं अपनी लाइफ में बड़ा ही खुश था, लेकिन एक दिन कुछ ऐसा हुआ कि मेरी खुशी को ग्रहण लग गया। वैसे तो झांकी परफॉरमेंस के दौरान अक्सर जवान लड़े और बूढ़े मर्द मुझमे इंतेरेस्ट दिखाते, मुझसे मेरा नंबर मांगते और मैं भी किसी किसी को

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अनिरुद्ध सिंह शहर के जाने माने इंडस्ट्रियलिस्ट थे , जिनकी शहर और समाज में बहुत इज़्ज़त थी। अनिरुद्ध सिंह की पत्नी शहर की जानी मानी डॉक्टर थीं और उनका बड़ा बेटा राज इंजीनियर और छोटा बेटा देवेश अपनी इंजीनियरिंग के पहले साल में कोलकाता में पढाई कर रहा था। टिकटोक और यूट्यूब वीडियोस का चलन जोरों पर था और कोलकाता में ज्यादातर लड़के मोंटी रॉय और संजीब दास को फॉलो करते और देखते ही देखते देवेश भी टिक्टक वीडियोस बनाने लगा ताकि उसकी भी अपनी एक पहचान बने! लेकिन देवेश की यही चाह उसे ऐसे मोड़ पर ले आई जहाँ से कोई यू टर्न नहीं बचा था और यहीं से कहानी की शुरुआत होती है। अनिरुद्ध - देव! ये सब क्या है ? देवेश - वो पापा मैं! अनिरुद्ध - देखो ऋतू , अपने नालायक बेटे की करतूत! यही करने भेजा था कोलकाता मैंने! ऋतू - मैं बात करती हूँ , आप शांत हो जाइए! अनिरुष - समझा लो अपने बेटे को! कोलकाता पढ़ने गया है और अपनी पढाई पर ध्यान दे! ऋतू - आप शांत हो जाइये और आराम करो! मैं देव से बात करती हूँ! अनिरुद्ध - हम्म! अनिरुद्ध के जाने के बाद! ऋतू - ये क्या है देवेश! तुझे ऐसे लड़कियों की तरह कपडे पहनने की क्या ज