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Amit's altered fate, Part - 1, English Version

In my house I live with my mother, my uncle, aunt and their son Vicky. My age is 22 years old now and Vicky's 15 years old. I am 7 years older than him, yet he calls me by my name instead of calling me brother. I am a slender boy and my face texture and overall figure is pretty much like a girl' and I keep my hair long too. My father had died long ago. That's why my mother single-handedly took care of me and took care of me, who from the very beginning considered me less a son and more a daughter. Maybe that's why my mother did not show much interest in my studies. I used to go to school just for name's sake and didn't study anything. Well after passing from school, I took admission in B.Com, then started going to college, then I did not like anything there. That's why I passed B.Com somehow and then left my studies. Then I expressed my desire to work in a boutique full time to my mother, and then my mother also agreed. Now I started going to the boutique every day and I started getting a lot of interest in girls' dresses. Now I had enough knowledge of all the clothes of girls. As about the different types of designs, materials, salwar suits, kurti designs and other fabrics of sarees too... But I like girls Ghaghra choli and lehenga choli. I used to want to wear Ghaghra or lehenga and choli, but being a boy, I could not do it. The aunties who used to come to the boutique got very mixed up with me and used to tease me by calling me all the girls. Whenever I used to wear Kurta pyjama keeping my hair open, all the aunties who used to come for the first time, used to think of me as a girl and started talking. Then from my voice they would have known that I am a boy. This happened to me many times, that's why I always thought of becoming a girl. My crossdressing started in such a way that I had no idea at all when I was becoming a girl inside.



I used to do all the work at home too. Like making breakfast with Auntie in the morning, then serving breakfast to everyone, then taking out Vicky's clothes and preparing her and sending her to school. Cleaning the house a little bit and washing everyone's clothes with Auntie, and then going on the roof to dry those clothes. I really liked doing this household work, so Vicky used to use feminine gender for me that too in front of everyone and no one would say anything to him. I used to feel a bit strange, Vicky is younger than me and says girl in front of everyone, but I would have forgiven him considering him as my younger brother. After joining my boutique, this continued for almost a year, in the next one year I did not get my hair cut, so now my hair started coming up to the shoulder height. So my mother started braiding my hair and then I used to put my braid inside my shirt. Vicky was now in class 12th, his studies had become very difficult, so aunt asked me to teach him a little more, and so I agreed and started teaching Vicky every morning after breakfast. He always used to tease me by calling me girl, but I did not feel bad. I used to make Vicky a child and forgive. Then one day while teaching Vicky, he told me. Brother, I know that you want to make a girl and I think so, only then you do all the household chores, you cook! And said brother, you wear these panties, you will like it. I was shocked to hear all this, I also felt very angry on Vicky and also felt like slapping him, but lovingly explained to him that Vicky is nothing like he understands and I told Vicky that Vicky I enjoy working for boys, but it doesn't mean that, then Vicky said then why do you have long hair and work in a boutique. So I said that long hair is kept for fashion and I help my mother in the boutique, that's it! But he couldn't believe it and started insisting, for me to wear panties. Eventually I gave up in front of his insistence and I agreed to wear panties. And went to the bathroom and put on panties, then he told me, brother, from today you are my sister, now I will call you like a girl. I said, as you wish...!



Why I knew that Vicky is very stubborn and does whatever comes in his mind and does not listen to anyone. Vicky now started giving me new panties to wear every day, about 10 panties were done. I now wear a panty everyday... I forgot to put on my underwear now. This thing was now known to everyone at home and everyone accepted me in this way. No one asked me any question that how I can wear panties even though I am a boy! Tells me to my aunt that if I want more panties then bring them from the market. I told aunt that I don't want any more panties now, then aunty said ok. Then on the eleventh day Vicky asked me that Amita, how you feel about panties.



Then I told Vicky that I like wearing panties and I like the feeling of panties and I feel more confident. Vicky started laughing after listening to me and started saying, very nice Amita didi, now you see what I do next; I will make you very happy. I was surprised and started thinking what he is saying, but I thought it right to pay more attention to his studies. I asked Vicky to read. Then the next day Vicky took me to the market and took me to a beauty parlour and got my whole body laser waxed. I even refused him but Vicky did not accept me as one and in the end I had to get the complete waxing done. Then he got my eyebrows threading done from the beauty parlour and made them like girls and got holes in both my ears and also asked to wear ear studs in my ears. I got very angry at Vicky and even wanted to slap him. But I forgave him as my younger brother and did not say anything to him, he was very happy to see me like this. That's why I also became happy in his happiness and on the contrary I told him thank you. He started laughing and said, Amita, you are just the beginning of your stud, but very soon I will bring you earrings and earrings, which will make you look more beautiful!



I said Vicky, I should not wear earrings and we both started laughing. Then we came back home and everyone said very nice about my earring and everyone liked it very much. Mother told me that Amita from now on you wear studs in your ears everyday, it looks good on you. I also said yes and we all went about our work. Then the next day Vicky gave me some medicines and started saying that these medicines have to be taken daily without fail. I asked what kind of medicines this is, then told him that it is to make my body strong and sexy. I blushed, then I said yes. Now I started taking medicines daily and now my chest had become like a girl's breast. I had also become very emotional and the feeling of girls started dominating me. I loved working in a boutique even more and I also started doing hair design. My mother used to encourage me in all my work and now everyone in the house started calling me with Amita. Now everyone started calling me using feminine gender, now Vicky had gone to college after passing 12th and he had also become a GF and Vicky had introduced me to her by calling her his didi. Now I started wearing bras along with panties and Vicky had also brought me bras. About 2 months ago, I told Vicky that I have started feeling my chests are strange, they have become very soft and also very big. Then Vicky took me to a doctor and got me checked up. The doctor said that my chest has become breast now and now I should wear a bra, so that my breast grows properly. And if I don't wear a bra, I will be in a lot of pain, so I decided to wear a bra. Then the doctor prescribed some more medicine and said that these are 6 months of medicines, will have to be taken daily and after 6 months come to me, to check the whole body. Vicky got me that medicine and then we went to the ladies inner garments showroom. There I took 10 sets of bra panties for myself and then came home. Now I started wearing bra panties inside my clothes every day, due to the effect of medicines, my hips had become very wide now and my panties started getting tight. Now my shirt didn't even fit me, and I didn't look good in shirt pants anymore. Here one day Vicky brought me a Patiala suit and asked me to wear it. I put on Patiala suit, I liked it very much and this suit fit me perfectly. Vicky told me, from now on you will wear only girls' clothes, because now you will find these more fit. I blushed and then Vicky and I went and brought a lot of bright Patiala salwar suits from the market. Now I started wearing earrings in my ears and everyone accepted me as a girl. My breasts were now 30B in size and now the girls feeling inside me also became very strong.

Now that I started enjoying myself in grooming, one day I applied nail polish on my hands and feet nails and did face makeup and applied glossy lipstick. Everyone saw me doing this and started saying listen, seeing a nice little boy for Amita, she will have to get married. Hearing this I blushed and then a few days later I asked Vicky to take me to some other beauty parlor. He took me on his bike and brought me to the beauty parlor. Vicky forcibly pierced my nose by telling the parlor wali, I was in a lot of pain and I cried a lot. But then the parlor wali put on a beautiful gold nose ring that Vicky had brought for me. I forgot my pain and started looking at my beauty. Then I got my facial done and got makeup done like girls. Then I also got pedicure and manicure done, seeing all this, Vicky said, Amita, now you believe that you have become a girl yourself. I told Vicky that from today onwards I myself will behave like a girl and use only feminine way for myself. Then we went to the doctor, he did my complete body check up and said that exactly 1 month from today, I will have SRS surgery and then I will be able to become a complete woman. With enthusiasm, I accepted the doctor's advice, but I had no idea what I was going to do. When I told this to all the family members, everyone became happy, no one stopped me from doing this and everyone started waiting for that day. Then my mother put 16-16 green glass bangles and two gold bracelets in my hands in front of everyone, a beautiful gold necklace around the neck and a big nose ring in my nose and when she raised my eyes, I was ashamed. Then I touched my mother's feet, aunt's feet and uncle's feet and started doing household chores. Now I started living like a girl who wears girl’s clothes 24/7, always wearing Nathiya in my nose, then when my birthday came, everyone wished me a Happy Birthday. Vicky brought me a beautiful silk saree that day and asked me to wear this saree today. I said, I do not have any blouse for the saree, she said there is no tension. She brought a readymade golden backless blouse from the market. Then what, I had to wear that sari and I was looking very beautiful in it too. Everyone celebrated my birthday with great pomp. Vicky's GF Karishma also came in this birthday of mine. Seeing me in a sari, she was also very happy and told me that sister you are looking very hot and seeing your white back with your backless blouse, many young men must have been feeling blown away. I said to Karishma, don’t lie and then I thanked her for compliments and asked her to enjoy the party. Karishma brought me a set of bridal bangles and bracelets in which a set of red, white and golden colored bangles was made. Karishma started forcing me to wear those sets, so I put that bridal bangle set on my wrists in front of her. Then we all had dinner together and after that Vicky went to drop Karishma home.

After wearing a saree on my birthday, I bought several sarees for myself within a few days and also got matching blouses sewn, that too complete backless and sleeveless. Now I too always started wearing saris at home. Then a few days passed like this and now it was time for my SRS surgery. Vicky took me to the doctor and the doctor checked me up and admitted me to the hospital. Then for 7 days my SRS operation and other small operations continued. Such as vocal cord operation (which changes the male voice to female voice), nose uplifting (which makes the nose slightly higher and lower), chest treatment, muscle balancing, etc…. Then after about 10 days the doctor allowed me to go home. Now I had become 100% woman with my own vagina and the doctor also said that with the help of latest technology, more fallopian tubes and uterus have been set inside me, in which eggs are fertilized and like girls Periods will start coming every month. The doctor told that now I too will start having normal periods every month. I could not understand whether I did right or wrong but I was very happy because I was always more happy to be a woman and sometimes I wanted to become someone's wife and mother too. Now according to the doctors I was able to get pregnant and I didn't have any problem for the rest of the month. The doctor gave a dildo to my aunt and said that with this dildo I will have to do 30 minutes in my vagina every day for the next 3 months in and out for the next 3 months, so that my vagina will become a little loose and will be completely set in its position And then I will have no problem having sex. Aunt understood and then we came back home. For the next three months I was shifted to aunt's room. I had an operation, so the doctor told me to take complete bed rest for 7 days. Then my aunt used to take care of me. Taking off my clothes and putting the dildo in and out of my vagina, just as the doctor said. Then she gives me a bath and then makes me wear a sari and prepares me by doing my makeup. For 7 days, I stayed with my aunt, in the night my aunt would wear me only a thin nightie and that too without bra and panties. I used to sleep in the bed with aunt all night long. Because in sleep, the nightie used to move away from my body and aunt used to laugh seeing all this. And used to say, whoever marries me, he will be very happy. Because she will not have to bear the trouble of taking off my clothes because, I myself take off my clothes and also get naked easily. Hearing all this, I became watery and told my aunt that I should not marry and not marry any man at all, because I am a man myself. Then the aunt said, come on, you were a man earlier, but now you are a woman. And all the women have to leave their maternal home one day and serve their mother-in-law and husband. He has to be whatever he wants. I started crying after listening to aunty and started telling aunt that aunty, I have to stay with you guys. I did not go anywhere, then the aunt hugged me and started saying that this is the law of law, daughter. Where did you think of bringing a beautiful daughter-in-law for you and grandson used to dream of granddaughter. And now you will be made as a bride, you will be sent as a daughter-in-law to a non-man, wearing a gold noodle in your nose, necklace in your neck and earrings in your ears, dressed like a bride in a red pair, then the same will be your home Now instead of becoming the father of children, you will raise your husband's children in your womb and you will become their mother by giving birth to them. Save now that you become the mother of the Father's world. Then I cried a lot with my aunt and fell asleep crying. In the middle of the night, when everyone fell asleep, the aunt started putting the dildo in my vagina and then I also started making loud sounds of ah wuhh. Hearing my aaaaaaaa wwuuuuuhhhh aunty said, hi my dear daughter, don't cry so loudly that even the neighbours hear your sobs and come complaining in the morning. You and your ooh-ah sounds, when your husband kisses you in the honeymoon, will you take the same cichlids? I said yes and I blushed. And then I fell asleep. In the morning my aunt made me bathe again. After 7 days I was fine, there is no problem in walking now, then I went to my room and started doing my own dildo. Then 3-4 months passed like this, everything was going normal. Me and mom used to go to the boutique in the morning, Vicky on College and then from there on part time job. Uncle used to take care of your shop and aunty at home. Our normal routine life was going on, the only difference was that now I had become a complete woman and everyone had forgotten my past. No one in the house even remembered that there was a boy. But I used to feel that if I could control my emotions and not become a woman, I would have been the son of this house. And I wouldn't have to leave my own house. But today there was only one fear in my mind that I too would have to become a bride and go into a foreign house as a daughter-in-law.

Well three more months have passed, nothing has changed. As usual, I went to the boutique with my mother and my aunt was busy with household chores. Then one day, my uncle came home early from the shop and took me and my mother home early from the boutique. I also came home from the boutique with my mother, as soon as I came home, I made tea for everyone and served tea to everyone. Then uncle told my mother about my relationship. He said that the relationship has come from the house of the contractor of the nearby village. Those people are Pathans and uncle's friends too. When uncle showed my photo to his friend, he agreed to make me his daughter-in-law as soon as he saw my photo. My mother looked at me and I blushed and went to my room from there. Then mother, uncle and aunt started talking among themselves about my marriage. The boy's Pathan belonged to the Muslim school, but the uncle made the mother understand that today's caste should not be seen, and their family was a Nawab family, if our Amita goes there as a daughter-in-law, then she will rule. Mother said yes to uncle thinking about my happiness and good future. Then uncle also gave time for the next Sunday for the boys to show me. Hearing all this, I was once saddened. That day aunt made me ready in a green satin sari with a backless blouse and dark makeup. After wearing a set of gold bracelets and lacquer bracelets on my wrists, heavy jewellery around the neck, big earrings and heavy silver anklets on my feet, I wore gold cloves on my nose. And finally, a big dot of green and red colour was also put on the forehead. Then wearing a ghunghat, I brought a tray of tea in front of everyone.

Then my future mother-in-law made me sit with her and removed my veil and started looking at my face. Then said to me, you are very beautiful! what is your name girl? I said, my name is Amita, then he raised my head by placing his hand on my chin and said, why will I become the bride of my son? I blushed and bowed my head in shame. What was it then, everyone started saying, the girl blushed and everyone started laughing. Then after a while I saw Changez, he was quite tall. Strong body of about 6.5 feet, broad chest, thick beard mustache, hair very thick and black and properly formed. He was in a safari suit, was holding a very expensive gold watch in his hands and his eyes were very big and his face was like that of a prince. I was very shy when I saw him so closely. Then Changez asked me many questions, I used to know more, I told. Then I and Changez got engaged, he gave me an engagement ring. Then my mother also gave me the ring, which I wore on the ring finger of Changez. Then my mother-in-law removed the clove of my nose and put a big family nathia in my nose and put big gold bracelets in both my hands. I was engaged and my marriage was fixed after two months. While leaving home after the engagement, my mother-in-law said to me, listen girl, now you are going to become the daughter-in-law of our family, so slowly learn Muslim ways. Do not take off the family nathiya that I have worn in your nose, nor take off the bracelet. Now you are going to get the status of becoming the daughter-in-law of our family and from now on you have to take special care of the honor and dignity of our family, do you understand? I said yes to my mother-in-law and she left after blessing me.

Now I was about to become Mrs Amita Khan from Miss Amita Khanna, for two months my marriage preparations went on and then that day came. I told mother, mother, I cannot marry, because my mind is still of a man. I believe that my body is that of a woman, but my mind is still that of a man. Then the mother got angry and she said, what are you saying now, when you were engaged, you were very happy and happily accepted Changez as your husband. And in 2 months you have done a lot of shopping for yourself. For this day only, your mother-in-law had sent so many heavy jewellery for you, had worn a big family nathiya, nor did your mother-in-law put it in your nose, see Amita, now nothing can be heard, you have to get married. , in any case and so will Changez leave you now? And what will you believe without kissing these juicy lips of yours? And what, now he will accept your big boobs without sucking, or will he accept you without fucking. See Amita, anyway on the day of engagement, her eyes were only on your boobs and now I can't do anything. Changez must have kissed you many times in your dreams. Nothing can happen now, stop crying and focus on your marriage.

How could my mother say this about me, I felt very bad at my mother's request but then I took care of myself and started preparing for my marriage. I was feeling very weak, my body was not in my control, my mind was getting so emotional that I was crying again and again. Then my mother said, come on, stop your drama and get ready, your procession is about to come. Then mother and aunt together prepared me, I was looking very beautiful. The heavy queen style lehenga, backless choli, elbow till the hands and knee till the feet henna and red nail polish were adding to my beauty in the bride's red pair. Mother-in-law's heavy nose lamp in the nose, which was so big that it covered the entire face on one side of me. I was wearing suhag chooda, kalire and hathphool in my hands and heavy silver anklets on my feet. The bulge of my boobs was clearly visible on the outside of my bodice and it was very difficult for me to walk and balance wearing high heels so heavy. Changez's mother wanted us to get married in a Muslim way, but my uncle and my mother told her that we would get married in a Hindu way, after that if she wanted to get married again in a Muslim way, she didn't mind. . Then Changez's family agreed and I was married in a Hindu manner. After a while my future husband came to my house with a procession, then Panditji called me to the pavilion. There Changez was already sitting wearing a sherwani. I was also blushing seeing him and was a little scared thinking that I do not know what he is going to do to me tonight. Pandit ji was just studying and I was thinking what will Changez do with me in the honeymoon. I was very nervous that how thick and big the penis of Changez would be, I would do all this. Here, Changez filled vermilion with his fist, put a golden mangalsutra around my neck and took me seven rounds in front of everyone in his lap. I felt very embarrassed and then Panditji got us married. Now I had become the wife of Changez, and a little later the time of farewell had come. Some of my friends were also invited to the wedding by my mother and uncle. When my B.Com friends saw me in a bride's dress, they started trying to know from me that I decided to marry a man after thinking how I became a woman from a man. I told him that whatever happened happened in a hurry. Then when some of my other friends came to give me gifts, they told me that my groom Changez is very tall and bodybuilder type, in honeymoon he will have sex with me. I was very embarrassed, but now nothing could happen. Then he told me that Amita, you are looking very beautiful as a girl, your husband will also love you tonight. May God give you the happiness of having a child like you as soon as possible and then he left me by giving me gifts. Then at the time of farewell, my mother told me, see Amita, now Changez is like God for you, now whatever is there is yours. To obey your husband's father-in-law's words and now the entire responsibility of taking care of the in-laws is in your hands, understand! I said yes mother, I understood and then I cried a lot with my mother and aunt. Aunt also explained to me a lot that women have to go to the in-laws' house one day or the other and then become a slave of their husband and live in his service, all their life! Then in front of everyone, Changez picked me up on his arms and made me sit in his convertible Mercedes, and after leaving, Changez took me to his home. All the way, Changez held me in his arms, and in the tightness of Changez's strong arms, I quietly reached my in-laws' house in tears.

In my new house, my mother-in-law, being a Muslim, got my house entered according to the customs and gave me a set of gold family jewelry, which included gold Naulakha necklace, designer ear earrings, big and heavy designer noserings and gold bracelets. And there were girls. Seeing this, I became very emotional and I bowed down and took the blessings of my mother-in-law and then I was taken to a room where many ladies were sitting. I touched everyone's feet one by one and took their blessings of being Saubhagyavati and then I was introduced to everyone. Changez had a younger brother, Alexander, who was quite tall and stared at me as if he would still eat me. His eyes clearly showed lust for me, I understood. And that is why smiling said to Sikandar, brother-in-law, for the first time today I have come to your place, will you not welcome us. On this Sikander said, sister-in-law, I want to take care of you in such a way that you can never forget my care, but looking for the right opportunity. I said that you should get a good chance very soon, I pray that. Then I don't know why my eyes got lost in the eyes of Alexander, I don't know why this happened, but then a friend of Changez came to me and said happy marriage bhabhi! I am Haider Ali, a friend of Changez. You are wholeheartedly welcome in our Pathan family and asked the house servants to ask for juice for me. I drank juice and started saying, you seem to be a very close friend of his. Then Haider said, Sister-in-law! We are friends since childhood, studied together, studied in a school, and then did a degree from the same college. And then started business together, we do business together and no one else knows Changez as well as I know. But now that you have come, it seems, now the distance between us friends will increase. He has been hanging on you from the first day and ever since he saw you, only the qualities of your beauty were being sung. But believe me, sister-in-law, you are really beautiful, it seems that you are one of the seventy seven people of heaven! Now it seems that our friendship is also in danger nowadays! I said, never mind, brother, I have come, I will not let your friendship break. Wife is her place and friend has her place, both should have importance in the heart of man, brother. After saying this, I said farewell to Haider and then my mother-in-law took me to my room and made me sit. I took off all my jewellery and put on heavy jewellery and made a ghunghat and made it sit in the middle of a bed adorned with flowers. Now I shrugged, shrunken my legs with both hands, bowed my head in a veil and waited for my husband to come. I was very scared, what would happen to me I was just thinking that then Changez came into the room and closed the door of the room. My heartbeat increased, tears welled up in my eyes. Then Changez sat down beside me and started saying that today is the biggest day of his life because today he had made me the queen of his dreams i.e. his bride. I had forgotten that I too was once a man, now I was Changez’s dulhan and he is my everything, which I accepted as my present.

Then my husband lifted my veil and kissed my lips. I was horrified by Changez's kiss and began to shy away. Then Changez forbade me to take off my jewelry. Changez helped me undress, wearing only mangalsutras around my neck, suhag bangles and bangles on my wrists, gold rings on my nose and earrings in my ears. Changez had drawn close to me by refusing to take off even the heavy silver anklets on my feet. The warmth of Changez' breath began to dissolve in my breath and I was melting like wax. Then Changez slowly started kissing me every part of my body and every kiss of his made my body tremble like a wonder. Then Changez took me in his arms and tightly in his strong arms began to kiss all over my body again, licking with his tongue. Now I was getting hot and I myself took off my bra and panties. And started asking Changez to rub my pussy. Changez started licking my pussy with his tongue and then rubbing it with his finger and this made me very excited. Now I could only see my husband's black long fat cock, seeing which my senses were blown away. Changez took off all his clothes and went completely nude. Then Changez started putting his cock inside my lips. Black fat cock with chocolate condom I feel free to take it in my mouth and I was sucking it like a lollipop. Changez was squeezing my boobs, I was having a lot of fun. Then he pulled me to his side and threw the condom out of his cock and with one stroke his 8 inch long and 2 inch thick cock was inserted in my pussy. I lost my life, my vagina was not fitting and I felt good. Then he fucks me very hard for about 45 minutes. After having two orgasms, I felt as if I should keep this feeling somewhere, I was completely happy. Changez did not stop and continued to fuck me through the night and discharge his sperm inside my vagina about four times. Tonight it seemed that he should not make me pregnant today and then in the last round he inserted his cock in my mouth without a condom and forced me to drink by discharging heavy load of sperms in my mouth. I took all the semen of Changez and licked it clean his cock as well. Then Changez took me in his arms and put his 8 inch long and 2 inch thick cock in my pussy for the next 1 hour and we lay like this and then after half an hour he started fucking me again which is from this time And did it out loud. Changez was fucking me; I was also making ooh ahh sounds very fast and enjoying hardcore sex. I told Changez, take off my nathiya, and then he took off my heavy nathiya. I felt very relaxed and fell asleep peacefully in the arms of my husband.

Then in the morning, I got up early and went to take a bath. When I came back after taking a bath, I was only wrapped in a towel and then I saw my husband, the Supreme Lord, Changez, who was still living. Coming to him, pouring water over my wet hair, Changez opened his eyes and pulled me into his arms and held me tight in his strong arms. Then they removed the towel from my Bada and I became completely naked. Then they kept smooching on my lips for a long time and bit on my lips, when a little blood came out of my lips, they also sucked it. Tears came to my eyes and when I looked at him, he started asking how was the night? I said shyly, listen, the night was very good, I am afraid that I may not get pregnant. Well I want a night like this everyday but you don't stop. I know how much weakness I am feeling and today is my first day in in-laws' house, how many works are there. Now leave me, let me go, I have to be ready too. And then I smiled. Changez did not listen and he started pressing on my breasts and sucking my nipples with his lips. I automatically got excited and he had a round of hardcore sex with me, and threw me on the bed and went to the washroom himself. I was getting very weak, it was getting dark in front of my eyes, I thought I should do some rest. I had just closed my eyes that Changez came into the room after taking a bath. He came into the room and once again took me in his arms and started romancing me. I blushed and said to him, have you thought of me as a machine that you can start whenever you want. Changez started laughing and he said, yes to me you are a machine, which I love very much, and if anyone touches it, I will kill it too. And again he took me in his arms and started kissing me. Then I said softly with love, listen, now leave me. It is morning; I also have to get ready and go to my mother and get to work. Then in the night I am all yours, isn't it? Then he said, Amita, this is my heart and my heart doesn’t agree, I want to fuck you whole day my love. But we do a French kiss for 5 minutes and then I get ready and according to my mother-in-law, all the jewellery, a big nose ring, earrings in the ear.. Necklace in the neck. And got ready wearing a gold waistband in the waist, and a nice banarasi silk sari and matching backless blouse. He filled my demand with vermilion and wore mangalsutra around my neck and then I went to the kitchen with my mother-in-law. By then it was 9 o'clock, then my mother-in-law said angrily, what time is this to come to the kitchen? If you don't wake up from tomorrow and in the morning you will be punished. You are now the daughter-in-law of a Nawab family and have you not even worn the veil yet, let's wear the veil and from now on you have to stay in the veil. I started crying in fear and then apologized to my mother-in-law. Then the mother-in-law wiped my tears and then I told her to explain the work of the kitchen and you rest.

Then my mother-in-law explained all the kitchen work to me well. I started doing all the household chores well, then Sasuma started saying, daughter-in-law, the happiness of the house has returned with your arrival. I started explaining all the household chores, like at what time breakfast is prepared at home, how long is the lunch prepared and what is in the evening tea, and when is the dinner taken at night. And then started telling about cleanliness in the kitchen. I said mother, you rest; now I know everything. Now I have come, haven't I, I will take care of everything. Then finished all the household work. My mother-in-law, brother-in-law and my husband, Changez, praised my hand-made delicious dishes.

Then the days went by, wearing such a heavy designer silk saree, always wearing nathiya in the nose which always hit my lips and made me feel that now I am a woman but sometimes I would also sit to think that I wish I had not become a woman and if I had Had I controlled my feelings, today I would have been a man too and would have brought a girl into my house by stretching my chest. But nothing was going to change as I thought, I had been married to a man and made the daughter-in-law of his house and I was now his maidservant. Only my husband Changez used to remove Nathia from my nose and now it has become a habit. Sometimes there was sadness too, but by controlling my emotions, I used to work day and night in the service of my husband. Sometimes when I woke up late, my mother-in-law would take me to a different room and beat me a lot with a stick and I would sit in a corner of the house and cry a lot. But I never told anything to my mother or aunt or uncle about this, they would have been very sad and I did not want to see them sad. Then a year passed, I got pregnant twice in the last one year but Changez would give me birth control pills and say that we don't want a child right now. When I took the birth control pill, my periods would go back and forth.

One day my mother, aunt and Vicky came to visit me. I was resting in my room after finishing the kitchen work. Then my mother-in-law called me down, when I came down I saw mother, aunt and Vicky have come to meet me. I got very emotional seeing my mother, aunt and Vicky, ho bhi kyun na, after a whole year of marriage I got a chance to meet my mother, aunty and Vicky. Then I cried a lot hugging my mother and aunt. For a long time, I cried with my aunt and mother and then they hugged me. Then Vicky started teasing me, where is Bol Jiju? I said he has gone to the office. Then Vicky said, you always wear this nose in your nose? Then I said, yes Vicky, this nathiya, these earrings, these anklets, now I have to wear all these jewellery for the rest of my life, this is the tradition of this gharana. Then Vicky said, when you are telling the good news, Amita. Even before Vicky could answer this question, my mother told me that now we should not delay and give us the happiness of grandson and grandson as soon as possible. Then Vicky said that she also has to become a maternal uncle and then my mother-in-law came there and said, yes daughter-in-law, give us the happiness of grandchildren and grandchildren, now I can't wait, I want a grandson this year. Hearing everyone's words, I started blushing and I bowed my head. Then mother also gave me some jewellery which had big jodha style nathiya and gold bracelets and also gave earrings which were very big and seeing that jewellery, my mother-in-law said to me, wear them and show them! Then I put that nathiya in my nose and put earrings in my ears which were touching my shoulders. That gold kangan on my wrist was looking very beautiful. When I had done the veil, my mother-in-law and mother both said together, how beautiful my daughter is looking! I liked hearing this very much, then the mother-in-law said, wear red silk sari too, then I came in front of everyone after changing the sari, then everyone was praising my beauty. Tabhi Changez and his friend Haider Ali arrived. He saluted my mother and told me in my ears, what are you looking like my life, just like an Apsara. Then he went to the room, but his friend Haider was staring at me, it seemed as if I would just eat. The bulge of my boobs was also clearly visible in the red sari. I was not feeling well so I bid farewell to my mother, aunt and Vicky and went to my room. As soon as I entered the room, on seeing me, Changez grabbed me in his strong arms and put me on the bed and started romancing me. I told him to stop but he did not listen and kept on sucking on my lips for the next 15 minutes, as if I had no lips, someone was a mango. Then I said to Changez, I want a baby, so I said, I just wanted to hear this from your mouth, now I want a baby who is as beautiful as you!

What was it then, now every day when I come home from Changez' office, I would eat him and when I went to the room after dinner, he would hold me in his arms and love me very much, until I had hardcore sex with me and I don't faint, they keep on fucking me. Now every morning when I woke up I would ask to take his cock out of my vagina, then he would do a round of hardcore sex and after that I would enjoy his cock tight and blowjob like a lollipop. One more year passed, it was my birthday, so he came home early and brought a big cake too. I asked where the birthday present is, and then he gave me an orange transparent saree and a set of jewellery. It also had huge and designer Himachali style nathiya and the rest were gold ornaments. Then he kissed on my lips.

The next day suddenly I started vomiting, but I did not tell anyone, the opposite thing. Then I called Vicky home and came to the doctor, the doctor did my checkup and said that you are pregnant. When I started crying with happiness, the doctor said, you are the same Amit, who was treated for sex change surgery 2 years ago. I said yes, then they said that if you were a boy then all this would not have happened, but after becoming a girl, you got married too. Yes I am married now. Then the doctor said, and you wear so many ornaments throughout the day, do you come out of the house with so many decorations? I said yes, whether it is home or outside, in-laws or maternal home, I have to go out like this. Then he told that according to the ultrasound report, you have a 1 month old daughter in your womb, do you want a daughter or want to get an abortion. Then I started crying, I said that I want to give birth to my daughter! Vicky silenced me and the doctor said, look daughter, now you are going to be a mother, so don't take too much stress and don't go home and do heavy work. You are no longer a boy, now a woman and someone's wife and someone's daughter-in-law and it is very important to take full care of your health before becoming a mother. Now go home and rest. The doctor gave the prescription of those medicines and said, don't be careless at all and then Vicky dropped me at my house. Vicky told me on the way, you should say thank you Amita, if I had not given you a heavy dose of female hormones and had not made you a woman at the right time, today you would have been unaware of the happiness of becoming a mother and grew up like a crossdresser Would have been working in a boutique with Auntie. Vicky was absolutely right and then I thanked him and he came to drop me my in-laws' house. When my mother-in-law went to her sister's house, there was no one in the house, I stopped Vicky at home. After a while Hyder Ali came home. I told Haider, he is not at home and mother is not there either. To this Haider said, yes sister-in-law, I know, you BS keep this bag and when Changez comes home, give this bag to him. Then I introduced Vicky to Haider and the two started talking to each other. I brought breakfast for Undo and after a while Haider started going. I told Haider to leave after a while, he left from there on the pretext of work and on his way said to me, sister-in-law, your brother is so cute, do you have any other sister? I told Haider, there is no sister Haider but my brother is really cute. Then Haider said, yes sister-in-law, if you were not a brother but a sister, I would have married her now. I started laughing after listening to Haider and then Haider left from there. Vicky was in the washroom so he didn't even hear what Haider said to him.

Then in the evening Changez came home, after having dinner, I handed him the bag. Changez kept that bag very carefully and then came to me. After dinner, when he came into the room at night, I blushed and said to him, I am going to be the mother of your child. On hearing this, Changez was very happy and he lifted me up in his arms and began to dance happily. Then I told Changez that the doctor has forbidden sex, and then he said that you can have sex for six months, I will not have sex from the seventh month. I told him to consult the doctor once, then he agreed and then he asked me, is there a boy! So I said it's a girl. Then he said, you get the abortion done, I want a boy first. I lovingly explained to Changez that we would try again next time. Now take what that God has given for us. Then he agreed to my point. Then when my mother-in-law came home, she also forced me to have an abortion, but I and Changez together convinced her. Now I was very happy and so was Changez.

2 months passed, and then my family members and my friends came to meet me. So my aunt explained to me and said, see daughter, girl’s life is like this, the troubles will remain for life, just don't lose courage. If you had not become a woman, today your wife would have given birth to our grandchildren and granddaughters and this Vicky does not know when he will get married. You have now become a woman and are going to give birth to children yourself, take care of yourself. Now you are not a boy who can do hard work by himself. You are a woman now, and you look very weak too. I told him, just like that! Then called my friends, I was ashamed to see them. My friends married good girls and here I became a woman and married a man and came to this house as a bride. All my friends knew that I was pregnant and everyone gave me good wishes. One said, I wish Amita, if you were also a boy, we all would have enjoyed a lot, but now you are a woman and your husband is also a bodybuilder. And here you live in your in-laws' house in a veil all day long, you keep putting these heavy nathiya in your nose; you have become the daughter-in-law of the Nawab family. The other said, yes Amita, have you got a husband, just a John Abraham type bodybuilder and seeing you in your pregnancy have convinced you that nothing can be said about the future. Then everyone left from there giving me good wishes.

After two months one day I called Vicky and said I have an appointment with the doctor. Then Vicky took me to the doctor. The doctor examined me and then said, baby's health is good and your health too. Then the doctor took me alone, then asked me, you were a boy first and now you are a woman, you are also going to be a mother. Does your husband know that you were a boy first and then became a girl? I said no, they don't know. Then he asked me, if your husband ever came to know about this, then what would you do? I said, don't say that, you are a doctor, why are you scaring me? The doctor said, take care that your bandage does not know anything about your past. Ego is more in men. Then the doctor explained to me and said, after the birth of the baby, maintain your figure, otherwise the looseness in the boobs and the vagina will become very loose. I am giving some yoga tips so that your figure does not get spoiled. This will keep your body well maintained. I became very emotional after hearing the words of the doctor. Then I came home with Vicky. After 6 months my delivery date arrived. There was a lot of pain while giving birth to my daughter, it was eight to ten hours of labor and still I gave birth to my daughter. Everyone was very happy, Changez was also very happy and my mother-in-law said that if the first daughter is born in the house, then from today its name will be Lakshmi. When there is a son, he will keep his name according to the Muslim. My family members distributed sweets throughout the hospital and the doctor asked for bed rest for the next six complete months. Absolutely refused sex to Changez and then we all came home. When I gave my milk to my daughter for the first time, I felt very happy being a mother. I had never thought that I would turn from boy to girl, then from woman to wife and daughter-in-law of someone's house. And now after becoming a mother, everything seemed good. For the next seven days, there was a festival-like palace in the house. My aunt had also come here to take care of me and Vicky had also become maternal uncle. Now Vicky would take my daughter in the lap and tell everyone, look my niece.

First 6 months passed, due to yoga and medicines my figure did not make any difference, now I started doing household chores again. Then one day I told my mother-in-law that these jewellery, nathiya and earrings are too heavy, should I take them off! It has been two and a half years now, Mother. Then she saw me and took me to a room and said, you have to wear these ornaments till you die. You are yet to wear a bigger nose than this, earrings in your ears, necklaces and waistbands should always be worn, you understand. You are the daughter-in-law of this house, the bride of my son, you are doing the decorations and you are the bride of the house. If you ever ask this question again, you will get a slap, do you understand? Now go to the kitchen and prepare food for everyone. I went to the kitchen crying and cooked food for everyone. Then in the night, when Changez came, we all had dinner together and came to the room after putting the daughter to sleep with the mother. Then he told me, we haven't had sex for ten months, then I said do it now. What was it then, the whole night he fucked me whole night, sometimes by making a mare and sometimes by lifting it in his arms, sometimes standing and sometimes lying face down on the bed. Ten months later, after four consecutive orgasms, my body lost my strength and I didn't have enough courage to even stand up for the toilet. The next morning, when I woke up late, my mother-in-law took me to a room in a rage and beat me a lot and sent me to cook food in the kitchen. Weeping, I went to the kitchen, cooked food for everyone and kept thinking that I would not have changed from boy to girl in the room, nor would I have to change from girl to woman, nor would I have to see this day. My mother-in-law doesn't let me watch TV, doesn't let me read newspapers, wears a veil day and night and taunts me day and night. I do not know whether the decision to become Changez's wife was right or wrong after becoming a woman, but I do know that if Vicky had not given me heavy doses of female hormones, I would not have become a girl and I would not have married Changez. Today I can't share my pain with anyone, my mother-in-law's beating, her taunts and her lectures; I had no choice but to shed tears.



But what is the use of thinking now, after becoming a woman and marrying Changez and becoming a daughter-in-law in this house was also my decision. And both my daughter and my husband are very dear to me now. Now Changez fucks me every night till 3 o'clock in the night, how has life become for my women, there is a big golden nose in my nose which always touches my lips and my mother-in-law has clearly refused to take them off. I keep wearing big earrings in my ears, mangalsutra, a naulakha necklace around my neck, silver anklets on my feet and a waistband in my waist. 

From above, I suffocate in the veil throughout the day, but what can I do; now this is my life. But there is only one reason for my life and my pain that is Vicky, my brother, whose ignorance made me goofy and I had to see this day today. One day Karishma came to meet me, maybe she had a fight with Vicky. When I asked Karishma, she said that Vicky now keeps on fighting with her, does not give time at all and ignores her lot and started crying while speaking. When I silenced Karishma, she said, Didi you are so good, how wrong Vicky did to you. I didn't understand, so I told Karishma what Vicky has done wrong with me, then Karishma said, Didi you don't know, you turned from boy to girl, she was so smooth, and you were prepared for all this, this Why did all this happen, do you even have any idea? At first I thought that Karishma was speaking like this because of the fight with Vicky, but now I was getting very confused after hearing Karishma's words. When I asked Karishma to tell all the truth, Karishma said, Didi, you do not know, the plan to make you a girl from a boy was not only Vicky's but uncle's aunt too. Soon after your sex change, your marriage was also done so that Vicky could become the sole owner of the entire property. Didi, your mother's debt of ten lakhs was repaid by your husband Changez in the greed of marrying you. Sister, to be honest, you are not married, you have been sold. Otherwise tell me, why was it so early for you to get married in the Pathan family and you could not get married in a Hindu family? I was very sad to hear Karishma's words, I was just a crossdresser, but Vicky, aunt and uncle together made me a boy to girl by making my crossdressing a shield. I told Karishma, now whatever happened, forget these things! I will convince Vicky to treat you with love and then I make Karishma have breakfast. Just now Karishma was having breakfast when Haider Ali came and told me, sister-in-law, I will also have breakfast, make breakfast for me too, and he sat next to Karishma. I served breakfast to Haider and Karishma said to me, I will go Didi, take care of yourself and Jiju, bye! After Karishma left, Haider was served breakfast and then he gave me a bag full of money and said, sister-in-law, if Changez comes, give him this garden, I will meet him tomorrow!

While Karishma was in the house, Haider's gaze did not turn away from her even for a moment. I got very angry but being his friend, I had to keep quiet. Here after Haider and Karishma left, I sat in the room and started wondering if Karishma was telling the truth. I was never stopped from crossdressing at home, even when Vicky brought me a tablet of female hormones for the first time, no one stopped her. From crossdressing to sex change, why did no one stop me from doing this at home? Now I was convinced that Karishma was telling the truth and I was getting so angry at Vicky and now Karishma had done the work of adding fuel to the fire. When Genghis came home at night, he was very happy, he had got millions in a deal in the office and he was very happy so I did not think it right to ask him anything more. After feeding them, when we came together in bed, I asked them a question. My only question was whether he had given ten lakh rupees to his mother in lieu of marrying me. At first Genghis hesitated but then he said that he had given me heart at first sight and he wanted to get me at any cost, that's why he gave my mother's loan of ten lakh rupees to my mother before marriage. Marrying with me after paying off my mother's debt and she hid this from me till the birth of our daughter, I pretended to be angry with her for this, but when she persuaded me, I agreed and we both had sex all night. The next morning I told them that I was missing my family members a lot and wanted to go home for a few days. Then they agreed but they told me, you take permission from Ammi also Amita, if she says yes then you go to your home. I told them, you ask Ammi and persuade her, but she did not listen and told me that I will have to talk to Ammi. When I went to talk to Ammi about this, Ammi said, Maharani ji, you have to go to your maternal home and who will do the work here? There is no need to go to your maternal home right now, and if you remember your maternal home a lot, then call them here. I did not say anything to Ammi but I felt very bad about this behavior of Ammi. I went to the kitchen crying and after cooking food, went to my room and started thinking about the restrictions on myself. When I was a boy, I had such a good life, I was free to do anything, but now before doing anything, take permission from my husband and then take permission from mother-in-law. I am covered in jewellery all day long and I can't even watch TV without mother-in-law or Hubby's permission, I can read a new newspaper.



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