Being me, I was nervous as hell, even if it's just a vaccine. God, I hate myself sometimes.
I still can't believe this stupid virus, also known as Covid-19, caused the whole world to collapse. Almost anything sucked in that time. Shops were closed, conventions and other events were cancelled but especially school. One of the only up-sides to Covid was having more time to play overwatch with my friends online.
My mom sat beside me as my name was called. She's around 5 foot 7 with long blonde hair and green eyes. She's a loving and caring mother, and I'm grateful for her. Although she can get a bit pushy sometimes, especially when it comes to having a daughter. She always wanted one. I guess that's something I will never understand.
We sat in a huge waiting room with almost 50 chairs, in the vaccination-center. It was Huge white complex usually used for congresses and conventions. But it is used for vaccinations in Covid times.
"Chris Kingston please!"
"Oh boy, here we go" I whispered.
Mom held my hand, and I looked in her eyes. She knows that I hate needles, but she also hates when I get nervous. She always says that I think too much.
We walked to the vaccination-room. It was a long white corridor with many doors. We arrived at a white door with the number 17 on it.
In the room was a middle-aged woman, while she prepared the vaccine, she tried talking to me.
"Nervous?" She asked.
"Yeah, I hate needles" I said quite shy.
"Don't worry, just relax and we'll get this over with. I'll do this stuff every day. Please sit down on the chair to your left and we can start."
I started still shaking a little when I saw the needle. But I sat down anyways.
The woman sat on a chair left from me and started spraying sanitizer on my arm. Just seconds later I felt a little prick, and it was done.
I got a little band aid on my arm, and we were escorted to the next room. It was a big white room with about 20 chairs.
A young man with a very thick beard greeted us saying, that we need to sit and relax for 15 minutes, so that they can make sure I don't have an allergic reaction.
We sat down in the corner of the room, and mom spoke.
"See, wasn't so bad, was it?"
"Yeah, you're right as always"
"You worry too much that's your problem"
"I know, I Know, you told me like 20 million times"
"But you never listen, I told you this so many times, but you never relax. Just let it happen"
"I know, but I can't stop worrying. Like what if there was something wrong with the vaccine?"
"If there really is something wrong, I give you 200 dollars, and I will never talk about your nervousness again." (Little did I know, of what will happen in the coming days)
"Deal!" I said as I shaked my moms' hand.
I knew I could trust Jindavel-Lindholm Pharma. The company who produced my vaccine. So, I knew this deal is useless, but there was the possibility, of something being wrong. And if there was, I will probably join the Anti-vax movement. And never let a needle come close to me.
It is said that Jindavel-Lindholm Pharma are the one of the best Pharma-corporations in the world. They were also the first ones to come up with the vaccine against Covid-19, in cooperation with Johnson & Johnson. Their CEO Lina Eldenburg said that they are also working on new projects that will change humanity.
After a little while some other people came in and waited as well. But the one I remember the most was this beautiful tomboyish looking girl. She had big blue eyes, a beautiful face and Brown hair. She smiled at me when she walked past me, but that's about it.
I'm not good at talking to girls. But I'm used to it. I'm usually the guy, girls just want to be friends with. I don't know why, but it was like that since I confessed to my first crush back in elementary school. I never had a Girlfriend. Sad, I know, but I try not to think about it too often.
After the 15 minutes the guy returned with a document I had to sign, the document basically said something in the lines of: “I don't have an allergic reaction and I want to go home.” After I signed the document, the young man copied my vaccination record and wished us a good day.
"Remember when you feel anything out of the ordinary, don't hesitate to come back here, so we can take a look at it." He spoke.
"Ok, I will" I just answered, because I wanted to get out of there very quickly.
"Ok buddy, have a nice day!" He said, before turning to the next patient.
After that I got out of the building as fast as I could and saw my dad waiting at our car.
My dad is a very caring man. He is a very supportive person around 5 foot 11, with short black hair, and brown eyes.
"Hey, you survived" he said, laughing a little.
"Yeah, let's hope I don't get many side effects"
"Don't worry, we got painkillers and other stuff at home"
"Ok, let's just get out of here"
And with that, we got in the car and drove home. It was an exhausting drive, there was a huge traffic jam on the way. But we arrived eventually.
By the time we arrived at our house I was tired, and I felt a weird tingle in my chest area and stomach. I didn't really care because I thought it was a side effect. I also had a light headache which was a common side effect of all Covid-19 vaccines.
Because I was so exhausted, I just wanted to sleep, so I raced upstairs got in my PJs and was almost instantly asleep.
Oh, I probably forgot to tell you about me. Silly me how could I forget.
I'm Chris Kingston, 17 years old and what most call a nerd. I'm about 5 foot 8 and a shy introvert who has only 2 best friends. Mark and Leo, we usually play Overwatch together, which is one of my favorite games. I don’t have any other hobby besides playing computer-games.
I live with my mom Mary Kingston and my Dad Frank Kingston in a rather modern two-story brick house, north from the city.
I got up to the sound of "Death bed" by Powfu, which is my alarm for school.
I didn't feel any better. I still had a slight headache, and that tingle got a little stronger. But I wasn't as tired as I was yesterday.
As I got dressed in a black shirt and some jeans, I went downstairs to have breakfast.
As got to the table my mother approached me and served me a plate of pancakes. Dad sat at his usual spot and ate his pancakes.
"Morning honey" mom said.
"Morning"
"Any new side effects?"
"No, just the light headache"
"OK, do you still want to go to school again?"
"Yeah, I'll just take some painkillers and be fine" I said, trying to sound strong.
"Ok, Can I ask you something?"
"Yeah?" I asked confused.
"Well, did you do something to your face this morning?"
"No, why?"
"Well, how do I put it; your face looks...... a little softer" she said with hesitation.
"Softer? What do you mean?" I asked really confused.
"I don't know I'm probably imagining it, but your skin looks softer and lighter"
"You're probably imagining it; you do this all the time" I said.
"You're right let's just drop it and eat. You need to leave soon, right?"
"Yeah, that’s right. Stupid summer rule" I said annoyed.
Due to it being summer our school started half an hour earlier. That sucked but it also meant that we could leave sooner.
I still thought about my vaccine yesterday. Was it normal that I was so tired and had that tingle in my stomach and chest? Maybe.
ARRGH, I'm just thinking too much, I need to follow mom's advice and relax a little.
After I ate the pancakes, I put the plate in the sink and got some painkillers from the bathroom.
After a while my headache started to fade, and I felt way better.
Soon I was ready to leave for school. So, I got my bag and said goodbye.
“Bye mom, Bye dad”
“Bye Chris, have a great day,” said my dad.
I don’t know where mom was, but I had to leave because I was running out of time
It was windy today and it started to rain. And typical me I left my umbrella at home. That happens a lot and mom always blames me for it. I mean she’s right, but I never learn.
After a long walk, I finally arrived at my school. I was a little wet, but to my luck the rain was not a strong as I thought.
As I entered the building, I saw Leo standing at his locker.
Leo and I go waaaaay back. we’ve been friends since elementary school. He’s the more social type. With his short blonde hair and his big 6-foot 1 tall body, Girls all over him. But the thing is, he never had a girlfriend. He always says it’s because he wants to find the right one, but I think there is more to that.
“Leo, good morning!” I spoke.
“Hey boy, how are you doing. Having any side effect from the vaccination?”
“Nah, just a slight headache”
“Does your arm hurt?”
“No why?” I asked.
“Because, when I got vaccinated, I couldn’t raise my arm for 3 days straight” he laughed a little.
“Hey boys!” said Mark from behind me.
Mark is more like me, introverted and a little nerdy. He’s 5-foot 10, has short black hair and brown eyes. I rarely speak to him outside of school because he is so busy with his music. He plays guitar and bass. And writes songs all by himself.
“Hey Mark” Leo said.
“Morning Mark” I spoke.
“So, how are you doing Chris?” Mark asked me.
“I’m fine, just a headache”
“Great” Mark said, as he looked at his watch.
“Boys we need to get going or Mrs. Jackson is gonna kill us again”
So, we three made our way to our classroom. As we arrived, I saw Jolene, who is Leo’s sister looking weird at me. As soon as caught her eye, she looked away and started talking to Jaiden and Natasha which are her best friends.
I sat in my usual spot right next to window today and waited for my fellow classmates to sit down and get ready for the lesson. Politics was first today, so that means we gonna watch the news as a warmup and discuss about what’s going on in the world right now.
As I got out my pencil case from my backpack, Jolene approached me.
“Are you ... like, ok?” she asked, nervously.
“Yeah, I’m good, why are you asking?” I asked confused.
“You’re looking pale, so I thought you have eaten something bad this morning or something like that.” She seemed a little irritated by my answer.
“Nah, I got vaccinated yesterday. Maybe that’s what’s causing this.”
“Yeah, you’re probably right-”
In that exact moment Mrs. Jackson came in. A rather young-looking woman, with long blonde hair and a big set of glasses. She’s very strict but very good at teaching.
“Good morning class, please sit down so we can start” she said in a rather monotone voice.
Everyone got to their seats, and she started her lesson. While she talked about the plan for the lesson, I felt that tingle in my chest again. But it freaked me out this time because it was much stronger, and my nipples became rather sensitive when I touched them. Weird, really weird?
At this point I just tried to concentrate on the lesson and get the tingle out of my head.
“As we do it every week, were gonna watch the News today and discuss the headlines afterwards”
Mrs. Jackson got up and started playing the news.
“Good morning, my name is Conner Andrews and welcome to DWHN-News. Our headlines for today: Jindavel-Lindholm faulty vaccine-batch, Covid-restrictions lifted, huge fire in Australia’s forests and Public health minister Kate Kingdom speaks about vaccine safety after Jindavel-Lindholm debacle”
WHAT??? faulty vaccine-batch?? That can’t be right. I started to wonder if I was affected. I was starting to hyperventilate.
“This morning the Government announced that a batch of Jindavel-Lindholm Covid-19 vaccines, contaminated with anew Bio-Virus that has a huge impact on its host. Everyone who’s got vaccinated withing the last 3 days should immediately report to a vaccination facility. More info’s has Linda Jacklin live from the Jindavel-Lindholm headquarters. Linda”
“Hi Connor, I am standing in front of the Jindavel-Lindholm headquarters who have announced this mornin-”
I couldn’t believe what I just heard; I may have some kind of BIO-VIRUS in me???
The headache returned stronger than ever, and the tingle became even stronger than it already was, and I started screaming, and my vision started to fade.
The last thing I heard was my head hitting the floor....
I awoke to seeing the white ceiling of my classroom. While my whole class and 2 paramedics looked worried at me.
My head was still killing me, the headache was probably amplified by the fall to the floor. Also, my chest felt sore and weird.
“Chris, ca- you hea- m-” Mrs. Jackson said. she looked worried.
I couldn’t really understand her, I guess the shock was still taking effect. I just looked at her, while trying to figure out what to do.
“Chris, CAN YOU HEAR ME” She practically screamed while looking very stressed.
I understood her this time. I nodded in response.
Mrs. Jackson looked a little relieved, she seemed to relax a little knowing that I was alive.
While Mrs. Jackson tried to talk to me, I saw one of the paramedics measuring my blood pressure.
“112/76, Normal” One of the Paramedics told the other one.
“Ok. Chris was it right?” The other said in a very soft tone. He looked like he was in his 50s. He was very calm, I guess he had this scenario a couple of times through his career.
I tried to answer, but no voice would come out of my mouth, so I just nodded
“Ok, here it was we gonna do. You have a big wound on your head, from the impact with the floor. We can’t rule the impact caused some damage to your brain. BUT we’ve heard that you go vaccinated with a Jindavel-Lindholm vaccine yesterday, is that correct?”
I nodded again.
“Ok, as you probably heard in the news, there were some contaminated doses of the vaccine, so were gonna take you to the vaccination facility in the city-center and test your blood. They also got an MRI-Scanner for your brain, to rule out any brain damage you may have received during you impact. So, p/lease try to move as little as possible, understood.”
I just gave a quick nod. That scared me a little, I have a decent chance that, that stupid virus may be in me. FUCK!
After a while my headache started to get a little better.
As he sensed my relaxation the paramedic said “We gave you a light painkiller, so you don’t have to suffer too much, until we get to the facility”
After about another 5 minutes of questioning, the usual stuff like: what did you eat in the last 24 hours or has that kind of headache happened before.
The paramedics strapped me to a stretcher and carried me to the ambulance.
I was put in the ambulance, and we took off. As I laid there and waited for my fate, I had a lot of time to think. What is this Bio-Virus how will it change me? Will I die or am I just imagining it? What will happen next? Lots of questions are flying through my head as I prayed that I didn’t get a faulty vaccine.
As I felt the ambulance coming to a stop. I knew that we arrived.
As I got helped out of the ambulance by the paramedics, I was put in a wheelchair. They told me it is because, so they could move me easier if I had another emergency.
The Facility looked like a hospital, huge with front, with a lot of windows. As we got inside, they wheeled me in a small hospital-like room. White walls, a huge examination table and a lot of posters of the human body on the walls.
The nurse who wheeled me told me to sit on the examination table. I complied of course.
After about two nerve wracking minutes of waiting, a young Asian looking man with a lab coat came in the room. He looked rather young for a doctor, and he looked quite handsome.
Did I just call a man handsome??? Am I gay?? No, I can’t be gay. What’s going on?
Calm down Chris, calm down.
“Chris Kingston, my name is Dr. Jack Lee, and I will be the one responsible for your treatment in this facility” he said with a very nice and calming tone in his voice.
“Hi” I said really embarrassed “So, can you tell me what wrong with me?” I asked.
“We don’t know, but we need to run some test about the vaccine that you got yesterday. We believe the signs you showed, are side-effects of the virus that the vaccine was contaminated with”
“So, it’s very likely that I’ve got this virus in me? Am I gonna die?” I was frightened, I really have this Virus.
“Even if you have the virus in you, you’re not gonna die. But let’s just do the test and make sure.” He spoke.
They took a blood sample from me and made an MRI-Scan on my brain.
After two long hours I was surprised to see my parents and Dr. Lee enter the room.
“Mom, Dad!”
“Hey champ, the school called us you had us really worried.” Dad said.
“Are you ok Chris?” Mom asked worried.
“I don’t know, maybe Dr. Lee has some answers” We all looked at Dr. Lee.
“Well, I have good- and bad news. Which do you want to hear first?”
“The good one, please” I immediately answered, I needed something good for once.
“The good news is that your MRI-Scan came back, and it looks like you haven’t sustained any brain damage during your impact”
“Wait, Impact? Brain damage?” My mom asked.
“Oh, yeah. So, I kind of had a very hard headache in class, causing me to pass out and fall head on to the floor” I answered sounding a bit sarcastic. That’s just how I cope with such things, Ok. Don’t judge me.
“Yeah, the paramedic also told me that you screamed before you passed out. And *Sigh* I can sadly say that the headache was caused by the bad news” Dr. Lee interrupted.
My heart sunk at that moment.
“So, are you ready? Or do you need a moment?” Dr. Lee said.
“*Sigh* Yeah I am ready” I started holding my mom’s hand.
“Ok, I’ll make it fast. You tested positive for the Project ED-6543 Virus or Project ED for short, which it is believed you got from a faulty Jindavel-Lindholm Covid vaccine”
“Ok, slowly please what Virus?” My dad injected.
“The Project ED-6543 Virus, which is developed by Jindavel-Lindholm. And a team of the best virologists in the world. I am on the team as well, that why I was appointed to help you through your changes Chris.” Dr. Lee spoke.
“What’s gonna happen, now that the Virus is in me?”
“You’re going to change in a way no one thought was ever possible” Dr. Lee spoke
“Wh- What’s going to change” I asked really scared.
I didn’t know what’s going to happen now. What is going to change? My appearance my strength, or my organs. I don’t know.
“Ok, I’m going to honest here and direct … *sigh* You’re going to turn in to a girl Chris…”
WHAAAAAT, A GIRL. HOW AM I GOING TO BE A GIRL. OH MY GOD.
I started to faint……
“Frank, I’m so excited. I’m finally gonna get the daughter I always wanted” Her smile was brighter than the sun. You could feel the excitement.
“Mary Marie Kingston, this is such a big change for him-”
“HER” Mary interrupted
“MARY, it’s him until HE says otherwise. He’s our child and he’s gonna decide who he’s gonna be. If he’s gonna be the girl that you want, so let it be. But if he wants to be a boy, we’re gonna let him” Frank said in a very loud tone.
“Mr. and Mrs. Kingston I need you to be a bit quieter, there are other patients affected by Project ED as well” Dr. Lee said as he got back in Chris’s examination room.
“Sorry, we’ll be quieter” Apologized Frank.
“Let’s just not discuss this here Mary. Let’s just hope Chris wakes up soon”
“Yeah, you’re right. I still can’t believe it’s because this vaccine. I mean how can someone accidentally mix up a virus and the vaccine” Mary answered defeated.
“I don’t know Mary, but whoever was responsible for this will get punished” Frank said with determination.
Frank still couldn’t believe that a virus can change someone’s gender. No one thought that its possible, but still. Just the thought of his Boy being his Girl made him shudder, but he told himself to accept his child whatever happens.
Dr. Lee came out of Chris’s room.
“Mr. and Mrs. Kingston Chris is awake, would you please follow me”
I started gaining consciousness. I was lying in a white hospital bed. I saw Dr. Lee and what looked like a Nurse, discussing something. But Dr. Lee immediately noticed that I was awake and came to me. That tingle in my Chest was back.
“Hey Chris, how are you feeling?” He asked me.
“Hmmm, I got a weird tingle in my ches- “Oh no, if I was changing into a girl, was I developing breasts?
“You got a tingling feeling in your chest?” He asked.
“Am I developing breasts?” I asked
“Well Chris you have 3 days until it is believed, you are biologically female, so I would answer yes, this tingling is probably your breast tissue expanding. But we don’t know, we haven’t tested this virus yet. It was supposed to be a prototype”
“3 DAYS??, Oh god. How am I gonna cope with this?” I was so scared; I didn’t know what’s going to happen next. The thought being the one of the first ones who got this virus, really didn’t help.
Another thought came to my mind immediately, OH NO DOWN UNDER. I would have a vagina. OH FUCK.
“Chris, relax a bit. I can’t have you fainting again. I’m gonna get your parents and I’ll explain everything, ok?”
Trying to calm down a bit I nodded.
Dr. Lee went outside to get my parents. I couldn’t imagine my mom’s response to this. She always wanted a daughter, everybody in our family knows this. I just hope she won’t force me to wear skirts and dresses or do other girly stuff, I don’t want.
My parents came back in the room. My mom looked rather happy while my dad looked a bit stressed and angry. I’m curious had happened when I was unconscious.
“Chris, are you ok?” is the first thing my dad asked.
“I’m ok, besides turning in to a girl of course” I said a jokingly.
“What’s so bad with being a girl. I’ve really enjoyed being a girl in my youth” mom said.
Dad gave mom an angry look.
“Mary, not here!”
“Mr. and Mrs. Kingston, please.” Dr. Lee said a little annoyed.
“Ok let me explain everything.” Dr. Lee started “This Virus that is in you, is believed to make you a female in 4-5 days. It uses a combination of nanobots and virus cells, and it rewrites your genetic code completely, so not even a doctor can tell you were once male”
He goes on “Since this was an accident, the government has created facility, to make the change easier. I recommend you go there as well. After the change happened the government will take care of everything including clothing, name change etc. for you. Also, we have a lot of highly trained professionals in the facility that can help you cope and explain things with your new body. You decide Chris, but I would really recommend it”
I know he was trying to be nice, and I really appreciated it. But I need to think about it.
“Chris it’s your decision, do what you feel is best” dad said reassuringly.
Mom didn’t say anything, she just smiled at me the whole time. It was rather creepy after some time.
After some time thinking about it, I concluded, that it’s probably better to attend this facility. Because not being alone in this is going to hopefully help.
“I want to attend this facility Dr. Lee” I said.
Dr. Lee smiled at me and said “Good, I will arrange everything, but I guess you want to talk to your parents for a bit. I’ll have someone get you once everything is set in stone” And with that he left the room.
“Mom, dad-” I tried to say but was interrupted.
“Chris, whatever happens, we will support you. We love you and that what counts” dad said.
“Thanks, I appreciate it, but I don’t think I want to be a girl” I said, knowing what my mother is gonna say.
“Why not? Being a girl is much better than being a boy” My mom spoke. She sounded quite angry.
“Mom, I know you want a daughter, but I feel like a boy and will probably after the change as well”
“*sigh* I know, sometimes I’m just sad that I don’t have a girl. I get so jealous when I see these mother with their daughters. But you’re right. I will support you even if you don’t want to be a girl” she said. Even though I couldn’t really believe her at this point.
“Thanks”
While we all hugged, a nurse came in and said that I need to leave soon.
“Ok, this is it. See you on the other side” I spoke softly while we all hugged again.
I shed a small tear, which was very surprising. The last time I cried was about 4 years ago. Maybe this Virus is changing me faster than I can imagine.
I was escorted to a black sedan, which looked like it would be from the government.
While we were driving on the highway, I was alone with my thoughts. I was going to be girl. everything about my life will change. My friends, my social circle, heck even my thoughts. That alone really scared me. I always looked at girls as lovers and beautiful beings but being one myself sounded scary, almost impossible.
As we pulled away from the highway, we started to drive through a what looked like a forest. While looking out the windows I noticed, it was beginning to get a little dark.
After another short while we pulled up a gate, which was guarded by what looked like soldiers. I was basically being escorted to a prison. They opened the gate and we pulled up one of four Brick buildings.
As I was escorted inside, a Nurse greeted me and assured me that they will do everything to make me feel better.
They also explained how the facility works. Because they haven’t had much time to put this facility together, it was just barebones. We had a biology/anatomy class tomorrow, where the scientist will explain how this virus works and explain the changes to my body. Also everyone will get an own doctor, only to them self’s.
Sadly, that didn’t really clam my nerves. But anyways, she also explained the housing and food situation. There will be three meals a day, and I will get a room, which I’m going to share with another victim of Project ED. She got on to say that unfortunately I must share my room with a girl, who is changing into a boy.
GREAT, not only can’t I have a single room, but I also must share it with a different gender. The day couldn’t get any better.
After that I got to meet the Doctor that was assigned to me. Her name was Gabriele Ziegler, she looked like she was in her late 20s with long blonde hair, she also mentioned that she is from Switzerland. She said that she worked on Project ED for three years and wants to help me get through the transition. Apparently, there are fifty-five other victims in this facility as well, and everyone get assigned his own Doctor. Dr. Ziegler was friendly and calm. Even though I don’t want to go through these changes, I might as well have a nice Doc.
After my encounter with Dr. Ziegler, I was brought to my room. A Tomboyish looking girl already sat on the left bed and scrolled through her phone.
She seemed familiar but couldn’t put my finger on it. But then it came back to me, she was the girl who I saw when I had to wait the 15 minutes yesterday. She smiled at me; how could I forget? It made sense we probably got the same vaccine batch.
She looked up from her phone directly at me. She had that look on her face that screamed ‘I know you’.
And that what she said
“I know you; you were checking me out when we got vaccinated”
I blushed really hard.
“Well, I h-haven’t c-checked you out. You smiled at me, a-and I thought you looked b-b-beautiful” I said with a stutter.
I’m usually not that nervous around women, but that whole ‘You checked me out’ thing, caught me off guard.
“Yeah yeah, I know boys like you. You just want to get in my pants. But you will know how I feel soon enough” she said with a very evil grin.
“Please, can we just forget that? I don’t want to spend the next day with someone that hates me. These changes are probably enough already” I said trying to sound apologetic.
“*Sigh* Ok but trust me, as soon as you got bigger breasts the me, which will probably be really soon, cause these girls are already getting smaller” she said while she pointed to her breast’s. She went on:
” I’m gonna check you out, so you know this feels. I’m Kate by the way, but I probably need a new name soon”
OH NO, I need a new name when I am done. Let’s try not to think about that now.
“I’m Chris.” I didn’t know how to respond to that.
“Ok, Chris there is your bed” The mentioned to the bed to the right. “And this is your closet, although we’re gonna get new clothes anyway”
Clothes! I knew I forgot something. It all went so fast, well if I’m gonna be girl soon I might as well start with clothing. Although I probably gonna wear the most basic clothing I can find.
“Ok, thanks. What are we gonna do now?” I asked, not knowing what to do next.
“I dunno, wanna watch the news to find out what they say about us?”
I was curious what they will say about that debacle “Ok, bring it on”
She got the tv-remote and turned the tv on
“ -We never intended for something like this to happen. Project ED-6543 was cancelled this morning and will never be revived. All I can now say is that we are terribly sorry to all families and all victims of this project, what you are experiencing is not what we at Jindavel-Lindholm stand for” The CEO Lina Eldenburg said on the news.
They cut back to the news presenter “Now almost 2500 people got a faulty vaccine from Jindavel-Lindholm and were infected with the Project ED-6543 Virus, the company stated this afternoon. What exactly the effects of the virus are, are currently unknown. That was TWS-News special report, my name is-” Kate turned the tv off.
“Wow, they didn’t even tell the public, what this virus actually is. *Sigh*” Kate said defeated.
“Maybe it’s for the better Kate. There are a lot of people out there who are transphobic imagine these people beating you up”
I actually had a lot of experience on this topic. One of my classmates her name was Hayley has a boyfriend who is transgender. I often hear stories from her that he is getting bullied and insulted, just because he’s finally himself. That always made me disbelieve in humanity. But now I probably fall into this category as well, I’m really scared about that.
“Maybe Chris, but I’m gonna be a man, and fight back” she said quite comfortable.
“But still it’s better to be caa*Yawning*rreeful” I said, quite tired.
“It’s probably best we go to sleep now I’m also quite tired” she said before yawning as well.
I turned around to take of my pants. I that’s where I brushed my chest with my hand and screamed a little in surprise. They were so sensitive. And I could already feel the breast buds.
“Woahh, you ok Chris?” Kate said a little surprised.
“Yeah, just brushed my chest, and they are very sensitive”
“Ohh, you are already developing I see” she said with a slight giggle.
I blushed.
“let’s just go to bed, Ok?”
“Of course, Chrissy” She giggled extensively.
“Don’t call me that!” I said angrily.
“Hahaha, good night” Kate said trying to hold her laughter.
“Good night Kate!”
As I drifted to sleep, I wondered what the next day will hold in store.
I awoke to an unfamiliar sensation in my chest. My chest felt really sore, and it really hurt. I was awake immediately and saw something I was dreading. On my chest sat two lumps, not big but noticeable.
I immediately reach one of my hands to cup them. They were so sensitive.
“What the fuc-” I whispered and was immediately intrigued by my voice, it sounded like I was five again.
“Lalalala, what the fuck?” I sounded like a girl.
Realization hit me immediately and I knew that my journey to girlhood was on its way. Breast, voice, I knew that was just the start.
“Hhhmmmmm, can you be quiet for a few minutes, someone is trying to sleep here!” Kate sounded like she had a really rough night.
Looking at the clock next to my bed, I saw that it was already 9am. So, I decided to wake Kate up. Maybe she can encounter some changes as well.
“KATE, wake up it already 9am” I shaked her, to the uncomfortable sensation of my small breast’s jiggling.
“I don’t waaaaant to” She responded in a really grumpy tone.
“KATE, wake up I’ve got breasts the virus actually works” That got her attention. She immediately got up and just looked at my ‘Breasts’ for a good minute, god that sounds weird.
“I’ve never thought I say this buy, my eyes are up here!” I said, waking her from her trance.
She looked shocked “Wow” she whispered under her breath.
“Wow, I don’t have words” She was shocked at how fast the virus worked.
I could identify some changes on her body as well. She had significantly smaller breasts than yesterday, her hips seemed slimmer, and her face seemed rougher, and had a little thin facial hair on it.
“Well, you are certainly different as well” I still sounded like a five-year old. She laughed a little.
“Wow you sound like a 7-year-old, Chrissy” She teased. I was furious
“DON’T CALL ME CHRISSY” I threw a pillow at her, that hit her right in the face.
“OUCH, stop that. You need a new name anyways, I just wanted to help you”
“Even if I need a new name, it’s certainly not CHRISSY” I was very loud at that point.
Suddenly a what looked like a nurse came into our room.
“Is everything all right, we heard some screaming?” She sounded genuinely worried.
“No, it’s all right, we were just shocked from the changes” Dang I hate my voice already.
“Ok, but please be a bit quieter, understood?”
“Yeah, sorry about that, won’t happen again” Kate interrupted
“Ok your doctors will be with you shortly to explain the rules and process. Until then, do what you want but be a bit quieter remember!” With that she left the room. And we were alone again.
I was a little confused about these rules she mentioned. Hopefully it’s just the usual stuff. I wanted to ask Kate maybe she knows more about this facility.
“You heard anything about these rules she mentioned?” I asked.
“No, it’s probably the basic stuff like: Don’t destroy our property, be nice to our staff etc.” She spoke.
While she talked, I noticed that her voice was cracking a lot and was beginning to sound a little deeper. But I decided to keep it to myself.
“Yeah, you’re right, I always worry too much” GOSH, I sounded like my mom, and I didn’t like it.
While we waited for our doctors to arrive, we turned the tv to see the news are on again.
“-is Lena Oxton and welcome to TWS-News. After the recent vaccine debacle many people lost faith in vaccines, this shows an emergency study conducted by the health-ministry.” The broadcast cut to our health minister Kate Kingdom, standing in front of a huge building. It looks like a hospital.
“What happened in the last 3 days should have never happened, but we can’t lose faith in a medical treatment that we’ve humans used for so many years. Everything has a risk too it, but stopping vaccines is an even greater risk than continue to vaccina-” The tv went off, while seeing Kate having the remote in her hand. She seemed very angry.
“BULLSHIT, STOP VACCINATIONS. ISNT IT ENOUGH THAT WE ARE ALREADY HERE. DAMN, WHAT A BITCH” Kate was really upset.
“Kate, I know you’re angry but keep your voice down … Please!” I said trying to calm her a little. She seemed very angry.
“DUDE, SHE JUST BASICCALY SAID ‘WE WILL CONTINUE TO VACCINATE EVEN IF OVER 2500 WERE INFECTED WITH A VIRUS CAUSING THEM TO CHANGE THEIR FUCKING GENDER’ YOU THINK THAT’S ACCEPTABLE” She basically screamed.
I couldn’t see why she was so angry; I mean yeah there was a mistake in our vaccines but it’s more important to stop the virus. This Virus is more deadly than our faulty vaccine. Of course, I wasn’t really happy about my situation, but it was better than to die. But I didn’t want to upset Kate because she was probably stronger than me already.
“Kate, you need to calm down a little. Remember what the nurse said, we need to be a little quieter” I didn’t really know how to react.
At that moment a man with a lab coat came inside. I suspected that this is Kate’s doctor.
“Kate, please. A little quieter, ok?” He said in a very relaxing tone.
“Dr. de Kuiper! I’m…I’m sorry” She looked at the floor.
“I- I Couldn’t control my anger…. I’m sorry” She sounded like she really regretted it.
“That’s ok Kate, it’s a side effect of the Virus. Let’s go to my office and talk about your body and the virus, ok?” hmmm, so this virus does have side effects after all.
“O-Ok Doc” She went up from her bed and walked with her doctor out of the room.
As soon as the door closed, I was alone. I was thinking about my body again, my- my breast. I sent a hand back up to cup them. It felt amazing but so weird at the same time.
But I haven’t had much time alone though about 2 minutes later Dr. Ziegler came in. She saw me cupping my breast. I was so embarrassed and blushed extensively. She just smiled.
“Exploring your new body, I see. That’s totally fine, but we need to talk about these changes” she said with a slight German accent.
“It’s best to discuss this in my office, please follow me Chris” we stepped out of our room and into a new floor where her office was located.
Her office was very bare bones just like the whole facility. Her office was a big white room, with an examination table, a desk, and a weird chair with weird stirrups on its end. There were also some posters on the female anatomy on the walls.
We sat at her desk, and she started:
“Chris, I know this might be very hard to understand but I’m going to try to explain how the virus works to you, ok?”
I nodded as a response.
“Ok, this virus works with a combination of nanobots and virus cells. It was programmed to look for your chromosomes and change these to the different gender. For example, you had the X and Y chromosomes, and the virus probably changed these already to two X chromosomes. But that alone won’t make you female, that’s where the nanobots come in. They were programmed to resemble and normal looking girl or boy. I have the chart with me so we can have a look at it together. But I will guess that you will get long-hair you will develop a full female-reproductive system and your appearance will change to resemble your new gender. The nanobots looks at your DNA and will determine a female appearance. You will look like a female-version of yourself”
After she was done for the moment, I wanted to ask a question.
“But why would you develop something to change gender?”
She thought for a while but responded “Well, I wasn’t really the one who made the decisions so I can’t really answer you that question.” I wasn’t satisfied with the answer she clearly knew more than that, but don’t want me to know.
“Ok, want to examine you if that’s ok?” She changed the topic very rapidly.
“Yeah, … sure” I replied feeling very uneasy. I felt betrayed.
Not even the one infected with this shitshow of a virus is allowed to know why they even made it in the first place. I suddenly felt very angry, I wanted to destroy something. I clenched my fists but was grabbed from behind. It seemed to be Dr. Ziegler who injected me something into my neck. I immediately felt relaxed.
“That should help you calm down. You see, a side effect of this whole body-remodeling is that your hormones are completely out of the ordinary and you can’t control your emotions like you used to” There was the answer to why Kate flipped out this morning.
She guided me to the examination table. I was a little bit groggy, I guessed it was because of the stuff she injected me.
As I sat on the table Dr. Ziegler got herself some gloves.
“Ok, I need you to take off your shirt, I want to examine your chest. I’ll be gentle I promise.” She said reassuringly. I didn’t really listen to her the stuff she injected me seemed very strong.
Looking back to it, it was probably some kind of tranquilizer to keep me from resisting too much.
She started by putting a hand on my right breast and started squeezing it a little.
“I’m going to examine your breast for lumps” she said and continue to examine my breasts.
By the time she was done kneading my breasts. My chest felt really sore. Although they didn’t seem so sensitive as they were this morning.
I was still groggy but that started to fade a little.
But then she directed her attention to another part of my body. My dick.
But I was still too groggy to realize what she wanted to do so I played along.
“I want you to completely strip. Don’t worry no one except you and me are in the room” She spoke.
“Go behind the curtain and put your clothes in this bag, Understood?” She gave me a bag and guided me to a little area in her office that I hadn’t noticed. I was a small corner with a curtain in front of it.
I stepped behind the curtain and started strip. But the tranquillizer started to wear off completely, and I started to get anxious. I was just gonna show this freakshow that is my body, to Dr. Ziegler. I mean she developed this whole virus with a big team, but still someone seeing me naked especially with these small breasts was making me really anxious.
Dr Ziegler seemed to notice this because I heard her step closer to the curtain.
“Are you ok in there?”
“I- I don’t know, you seeing me naked is making me nervous” I admitted.
“Trust me I saw millions of girls and women naked so there is no need to hide it. I just want to help you even though. Even you don’t want to be girl, you can at least be healthy” she said
slowly.
I know she was right, but again being thought of as a girl made me want to throw up. I don’t want to have this body; I want to be a boy again. But I knew that even if I underwent gender reassignment surgery, I would never be able to get children.
I wanted to crawl up into a ball and cry.
Suddenly Dr. Ziegler pushed the curtain aside seeing me half naked and almost crying. She immediately came and hugged me tightly like a mother would. For the first time since I left my parents because of this virus I felt save again.
“It’s all right your hormones are completely messed up again, just let it out”
I did as I was told and cried for the next 10 minutes non-stop. Dr Ziegler was by my side and continued to hug and comfort me.
After I was done crying and I felt like we could continue, Dr. Ziegler closed the curtain and I continued to undress. I still felt like shit, but I need to get this over with. I put my clothes in the bag that Dr. Ziegler gave me and called out that I was done. Dr. Ziegler slid some kind of hospital-gown under the curtain and told me to wear it.
I put the hospital-gown on, and it felt really rough against my nipples, creating an irritating feeling in my chest.
I got out from behind the curtain.
“Please give me the bag Chris” Dr Ziegler said and smiled.
I gave her the bag and we continued to the go to this strange chair.
“Please sit down and make yourself comfortable” she said.
“Ok, this won’t hurt, will it?” I said being a bit worried, and really uncomfortable.
“No, but I’m gonna be honest with you… I’m gonna need to look at your penis” she said.
I knew that we have to do this. I don’t even know how it looked now. I focused on my breasts this morning. While I could feel it, it felt significantly smaller, now that I think about it.
“Please place your feet in the stirrups and we can start. We have time so don’t warry about taking a minute to get comfortable”
I took my time getting comfortable but after a good minute I felt like I was ready. As I placed my feet in the stirrups I could feel the air under the hospital-gown.
She renewed her gloves and got started.
“wow” she whispered under her breath.
“I everything all right?”
“This virus actually works, amazing. Ok sorry that is unprofessional. Your penis seems significantly smaller, but I don’t know how big it should be.” She winked at me “And I can see an outline of the vagina but it’s still under your skin. Your testicles are very small even for a teenager, so I would think that the transformation is working very rapidly. Actually, faster than we anticipated” Wow so this is actually working faster now, GREAT (that was sarcasm in case you didn’t know).
After about 5 minutes of her examining my balls and dick, she seemed pleased. I put my hospital-gown back in place and we moved on to measuring me, she said it was mandatory because of clothes that I’m going to get issued. Having my breasts measured was weird, and after that we went to her desk to do the rest for the day.
She sat down and began to type something on her computer, she was very still and concentrated but that worried me a little.
After about 5 minutes of silence and typing she finally starts to speak again.
“Ok, I just documented everything we found out today. Now I want to talk to you about the rules for this place. The government and a few experts on the topic have laid strict rules for this place. I know this is probably a bit unnecessary, but I’m not the one who makes decisions.”
“Oh, what rules are we talking about” I asked afraid about what’s to come.
“So, let’s go over this together, ok?” She pulls out two pieces of paper and hands one to me.
“Ok let’s see” She starts to read what’s on the paper “All rules are required to be obeyed by all patients. Rule number one: all patients have to be addressed with name and pronouns resembling their new gender. Rule two: All patients are required to use restrooms and facilities resembling their new gender. Rule three: All patients are required to dress to resemble their new gender. Clothing is provided.”
My heart sunk, I have to dress as my new gender, and I have to think of a new name. I already knew this was inevitable but doing it all is still frightening.
“Ok, I know you probably don’t want to do this, but you have to follow the rules and I’m going to enforce them. I might sound a bit harsh but trust me I just want that your transition doesn’t make you depressed” She looked genuinely sad, like something happened that she really regrets. But what do I know?
“So, let’s get right to business. I want you to decide on a new name. What should it be?”
I thought about it. I don’t want to be a girl, but I remember that if I was born a girl my parents would have named me Emily.
“Ehm, Do I really need a new name?”
“Yes, I want you to have a new identity. So, what’s your name sweetie?” She asked. I never got called sweetie before, gosh it feels so weird.
“So, my name is Emily” I said rather shyly. It felt so weird and wrong to say that.
“Oh, what a beautiful name Emily” she said enthusiastic. “So Emily, you’re considered female from now on and have to use female restrooms and facilities, understood?” I nodded, but I still found it hard to believe all of this, it sounded all like a cheap Sci-Fi movie.
“Great, let’s get you some clothes. You’re going to get an introduction in female clothing tomorrow, so for now you just have to wear what I’m going to give you” I didn’t like where this was going.
We sat there and talked for about 15-minutes until a nurse came in the office with a bag in her hand, I guessed it was my clothes that Dr. Ziegler had me put in a similar bag. But looking back I had no idea where my clothes went.
“Dr. Ziegler, I have the clothes that you requested” The nurse said, talking to Dr. Ziegler.
“Great, just put them on the chair back there. Thank you for bringing them”
The nurse put the bag and the chair and left.
“Ok, Emily in the bag are new clothes for you. I’m not gonna lie they are female clothing, but you have to get used to them”
I know that I have to get used to them, but I still hoped that it was at least something not overly feminine.
As I opened the bag, I was relieved to find something that was not too bad. It was some yoga-pants, a shirt, a sports bra, and a pair of panties. I was not too happy about the last two items. But not having to wear a skirt was a plus.
“You’re gonna need the bra now, trust me your already an A-cup and close to a B-cup. But we’re gonna measure you again when your transformation is done” Dr Ziegler interrupted.
“Do you need help?” She asked before I had any time to think.
“No, I think I can dress myself alone” and with that I got behind the curtain again. I took of my hospital-gown and for the fist time looked at my dick. It was significantly smaller, and my balls were almost gone it seemed. I was very sad at that moment, but I decided that I cried enough for today.
I started with the panties. Because of my small dick the panties almost fit perfectly except the very tiny bulge in the front. But I have to admit they felt really soft and good. I next slipped in the yoga-shorts and continued on to the sports-bra. I just slipped it over my head and moved it into place. It felt a little better and the constant jiggling became better, but it felt uncomfortable in its own way. I then just slipped the shirt on and called Dr. Ziegler back.
I felt really uncomfortable wearing girl-clothes, but I knew that I couldn’t continue wearing boy-clothes.
Dr. Ziegler came back and approved my appearance, and I got escorted back to my room. Kate wasn’t there, I guessed she was still at her doctor or something.
I didn’t want to explore my new body like this morning, so I opted to watch a little tv. On tv was an old episode of Family Guy, I just lay in my bed and didn’t really listen to the episode. I was lost in my thoughts. For everyone here I am now Emily Kingston, it felt so wrong even thinking about it.
I was curios how Kate was doing, maybe she was now he.
After a while of thinking a young woman came into my room.
“Hi, are you by any chance Emily?” Great everyone already knows my new name.
“Actually yes, how can I help you?”
“My name is Sara Adlen, and I’m a psychologist who’s here to help you transition”
“Oh ok, I thought that you were another one of these doctors. Great to hear that someone is actually here for my mental health”
“Yeah, would you mind continuing this in my temporary office?” Temporary office huh? Well better than my room where Kate could be back any minute. I don’t want to deal with her teasing me now.
“Sure”
“Great, we need to get to another building so follow me please” With that we went to another building. It’s the first time since yesterday when we arrived when I got to be outside. It was quite cold since the sun was already setting a bit, and also very windy.
As we went inside the other building it seemed much older than the main building. We walked up the stairs and went inside a rather old looking room. It had a huge area to lay down and a chimney. It looked very cozy.
“Just lay down and we can start, ok Emily?” She again used my ‘new’ name which made me a bit uneasy. But laid down and after a bit of adjustment, I managed to get comfortable.
“Ok, first of all my name is Sara and I’m a psychologist and licensed therapist. I want you to understand that I’m here to help you, I won’t make fun of you, and I want you to trust me. I know it can be hard but especially with your case, but I need you to be completely honest with me”
“*Sigh* I’ll try” I say, I still felt like she was gonna judge me and laugh at me.
“Ok, I want to get to know you better so I’m gonna ask some questions, ok?”
“Yeah, go ahead”
“Ok, what do you do in your free time?” this is an easy one
.
“To be honest I mostly play Overwatch with my friends or just relax at home. I’m not really a social person”
“Ok, you said that you play Overwatch with your friends. What are your friends like?”
“First we have Mark. We know each other since 5th grade, and we have a lot in common. He an Introvert as well and he plays a lot of instruments. And then we have Leo, he’s really nice although can be a bit sensitive” She wrote everything down while we talked.
“How come?” She asked.
“I don’t know, sometimes he just weird around me and sometimes when I ask him how he’s doing he just doesn’t answer and just ignore me. But most of the time he’s pretty decent. We usually play more often than I play with Mark because he’s so busy”
“Hmmm, ok. And how is your family?”
“Well, where should I start. My Dad is the most supportive dad ever, he supports me everywhere and even if I’m not good at sports he still supported me back when I played soccer” And now comes the not so good part.
“Now my mom… I don’t know how to say this. She a very caring mom, don’t get me wrong, but she can be a bit controlling sometimes. Also, she always wanted a daughter, and freaked out when we got the news with the Virus. It was like a wish came true, and I don’t know how to feel about this. I don’t want to be a girl and with her I get the feeling that I have to pretend to love it, to not make her angry or freak out” wow, that was hard to say, but it felt like a weight was lifted from my shoulders.
She seemed very interested in my mom, because over the next 20 minutes we almost exclusively spoke about my mom. After that I felt relived and calm regarding my mom. Sara explained that I can be whoever I want to be, and that my dad will probably help me out when mom wants too much from me.
We went back to my room together. The walk was silent and once we arrived at the door, she said her goodbyes and gone away.
As I heard the tv running I knew Kate was there, so I hesitated a bit realizing what I wore and how she might make fun of me.
As I went inside Kate looked different than this morning, you could definitely see a beard now, and she basically didn’t have breasts anymore. And her clothes were different as well. They were more masculine.
“Look who’s here! Chris, or did you get a new name like me?” So, she or rather he now got a new name as well.
“I do, but to be honest I still feel like a boy”
“We’ll see about that. What’s your name now?” She asked, I noticed that her voice was deeper than this morning as well.
“Well … my new name is Emily” I looked at the floor. I felt ashamed saying that, and you could clearly tell.
“Well, nice to meet such a nice lady Emily. My name is Jake” It felt awful getting called a ‘Lady’. He seemed to notice as well.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable… Look I always felt like I wasn’t really a girl, so I find this really interesting and nice. But if you’re still Chris than be Chris. Even if its just in this room”
“Can you still call me Chris, that would make me feel better” I said looking Jake in the eye.
“Ok, if that’s what you want *Sigh* but I suggest you get used to your new identity” I knew she was right but still, I wasn’t really comfortable as Emily.
We were silent for the next minutes, and I laid down on my bed and watched tv. Jake was silent the entire time. He looked really uncomfortable.
After a while, Jake asked me a question I wasn’t ready for.
“Chris, have you ever had a girlfriend?”
It took me awhile to find words, I never got asked this kind of question, and to think that I’ll probably never have a girlfriend is kinda depressing.
“N- No I haven’t. All girls I confessed to over the years friend zoned me.” He wasn’t pleased with that answer.
“Ok, and what are you feeling now, who are you attracted to. Has this virus changed anything?” She asked.
I had to think back to my encounter with Dr. Lee. I called him handsome. Was I gay? No, I can’t be gay, even if I don’t want to, I’m considered female now. So, does this make me straight. I thought back to a girl I liked. And to be honest I still feel something for her. Was I Bi-sexual?
“To be honest, I don’t know. Maybe I’m Bi, maybe straight or just confused”
“Maybe. To be honest with you, I’m Bi-sexual. I always was but I never told anyone”
“That very brave of you. Thank for telling me” I said
In that moment a nurse came in and interrupted our talk.
“Dinner is ready in a few minutes, please come with me” And with that we went to the cafeteria and ate lunch. The cafeteria was huge, and the food was all right.
As we went back to our room, I noticed that it was already 9:56 pm. I felt tired from this whole day. We went back to our room, and almost immediately decided that we want to sleep.
I went to my bed and laid down. I was so tired that it didn’t take long to drift to sleep.
I prayed that the changes wouldn’t be so heavy tomorrow.
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