I became Ritika from Rishabh - My Forced Feminization Story.

This story is very complicated; I don't know where to start.

Year 2010,

Twins children are very nice to everyone, but no one can understand the pain of being twins more than me. Everyone in the family was very happy after my sister and I were born as twins. My name is Rishab Verma and my sister's name is Sanjana Verma, we are twins having same stature, similar nails, and even if Sanjana was hurt, I would have felt pain while sleeping at night. But if anything had happened to me, Sanjana would not have felt even the slightest of that pain. We both had the same nature, but Sanjana was more mischievous than me. After passing the matriculation, I studied intermediate in arts, while my sister studied intermediate in science. After completing my intermediate studies, I and my twin sister did three years of graduation from the same college. In college, Rajesh who was my sister's boyfriend and Shweta was girlfriend.

Everything was going well in life, but when my Orthodox parents came to know about my girlfriend and Sanjana's boyfriend, they got very angry. My parents did not tell me anything about Shweta, but scolded Sanjana a lot about Rajesh and fixed her marriage with Arjun, son of their friend after leaving college in the final year. My sister had offered a lot of marriage, but she did not agree and locked my sister in a room and pronounced her Talibani verdict. Rajesh loved my sister very much and I was sure that he would make my sister very happy after marriage. Sanjana cried as much as never before, was I able to understand my sister's pain very well, but this did not make any difference to my mother or to my father. If I could not survive, I went to talk to my parents.

Me: Papa, you are not doing this right, so Sanjana's life will be hell. Sanjana loves Rajesh very much and Rajesh too.

Papa: Don't take the name of that name, Rishab. Sanjana's marriage has been fixed and a month later she is married. Go to your room and let me read the paper in peace.

Me: Papa, Sanjana will never be happy with Arjun, please don't do this to her!

Papa: Hey you hear! Will you explain to your son or should I explain?

Then my mother came there and took me to the room.

Mother: Have you lost your mind Rishab? What is this you are doing? Do you know your father's anger, Sanjana's marriage with Arjun has been fixed and no matter what happens; Sanjana will have to marry Arjun.

Me: But mother, you understand, Sanjana loves Rajesh not Arjun and they both want to marry each other.

Mother: I know my kids but I can't do anything. Now no one can stop this marriage, go and relax in your room, I will cook some food for you.

Me: Oh mummy!

I was going to my room, but then I went to Sanjana's room and sat next to her. Seeing me, Sanjana cried a lot hugging me, I pacified her and explained to her that I will definitely get her and Rajesh married. Hearing me, Sanjana got a lot of courage. In this, mother came in the room, she was very happy to see me and Sanjana talking happily. I had breakfast with Sanjana and I called Rajesh to a coffee shop to plan Sanjana's escape with Rajesh.

In the coffee shop,

Me: Rajesh, my sister loves you very much but my parents don't like you. Now Sanjana and I have decided that you and Sanjana will get married in the temple. If you have any objection to this, then tell me now, after marriage, your parents will accept my sister, will you not?

Rajesh: Don't worry Rishab, your sister has been accepted by my parents anyway and they are more restless than me to see Sanjana as daughter-in-law. But I have not told him anything about Sanjana's marriage.

Me: Hmm, I want to talk to your parents.

Rajesh: Come on, let me take you home.

When I went with Rajesh to his house, seeing the nature and respect of his parents, I felt proud of Sanjana's choice. Rajesh's parents neither wanted anything in dowry nor any kind of gifts. Rajesh's parents used to see Sanjana as their daughter-in-law and I was very happy to see all this. I asked Rajesh to fix the date of marriage, to which Rajesh said that he does not believe on all this. Rajesh agreed to marry Sanjana only yesterday. I came home after asking to prepare for the wedding in the temple. I told Sanjana to pack her I-cards and graduation certificates and pack whatever clothes she wants to pack. The next day I took Sanjana to the market on the pretext of shopping and from there directly to the temple. Rajesh's family had already called the beautician and when my sister got ready as a dulhan, the photographer clicked a lot of pictures of her.

I also invited Shweta and some friends to the temple. Rajesh had dressed up like a groom and the Pundit said that the right time for the muhurta had arrived. Sanjana was made to sit on Rajesh's right side with a ghunghat. Rajesh took seven rounds with my sister, I did Sanjana's Kanyaadaan and then Rajesh put nathiya on my sister's nose with his hands, filled vermilion in the demand and with everyone's blessings my sister had now legally become Rajesh's wife. . I got a little emotional seeing Sanjana going with Rajesh but I was happy that now no one can take away Sanjana and Rajesh. After sending off my sister along with Rajesh and her parents, my friends sympathised with me and left. I was sitting with Shweta for a long time talking about the negative reaction to this decision. I was very scared thinking about the impact this step would have on me in my house. I courageously told Shweta that now whatever it may be, I have no regrets about this step of mine. When I reached home alone in the evening, only mother was at home.

Mother: Rishab, where is Sanjana? She had just gone shopping with you, didn't she?

Me: Mom, I got Sanjana married with Rajesh.

Mother: What have you done Rishab! Oh my god! Rishab do you even know what you have done? You ruined it all!

Me: I have not wasted anything Mom, by marrying Sanjana I have saved her life from being ruined and I have no regrets about that.

I went to my room after talking to my mother like this but my mother started crying sitting there. My mother knew what would be the reaction of this action and she was angry with me for saving me from this reaction. When my father came home at night, my mother told him the whole thing, on hearing the news of Sanjana's marriage; my father's anger reached the top. Papa told mummy that he should immediately bring me in front of him and before mummy would come to my room, I was standing in front of papa. My father was very angry, his eyes were red, but as soon as he came in front of me, he sat down calmly and neither mother nor I expected this. Papa had tears in his eyes and it was because of me and Sanjana. I told Papa that I will accept whatever punishment he gives me but he please stop crying. Tears were not stopping from my eyes, my mother and I could not understand at all how their anger was replaced by tears.

Me: Papa, please, gives me whatever punishment you want, but please don't cry!

Mother: What happened sir, I have never seen you like this before today. You please calm down.

Papa: What should I say now, I did not expect such deception from my son, but a bigger problem has arisen, due to which now our family will be ruined forever.

Mother: Why, why are you saying like this! Sanjana has only married, but our family should be ruined by her, it cannot happen!

Papa: You don't know, I work in the company of the friend whose son I have fixed Sanjana's marriage with. My friend and his son Arjun like Sanjana so much that he agreed to marry Sanjana just after seeing the photo. My friend promoted me and made me the COO of the company and now Sanjana has married someone else. I will fall in the eyes of my friend, my honour will be destroyed and my job may even be taken away. How can I deceive my friend, how much money they have spent for the wedding preparations, five such houses will come.

Mother: But Sanjana was married, there were witnesses along with videography, photography. Now you do one thing, if you go to office tomorrow then send Arjun home, I will try to understand him.

Papa: Alright.

Mom: Now eat and rest!

The next day, my father went to office and I went to college. Meanwhile, there was a discussion between Arjun and Mummy. My mother first cooked Arjun's favourite food and after eating, she sat down to talk to him. After talking for a long time, Arjun happily returned. When I came home in the evening, I saw my mother very happy. I asked mom if Arjun had come and talked to her. My mother told that she has explained to Arjun and I happily went to the room. I made a video call to Sanjana and told her that now everything is fine in the house but Mummy Papa has not accepted Rajesh yet, it will take some time but everything will be fine. Now everything was as before, when Papa came at night, he was also very happy. I could not understand how mother could handle such a big thing so easily.

Papa and Mummy were talking to each other at night and I also wanted to know what kind of magic Mummy did that made everything fine. I stood at the door of my parents' room and started listening to them.

Mother: Listen, I have convinced Arjun, but to save the honour of his family, he must be pretentious, but he will have to get this marriage done!

Papa: Well tomorrow morning let's talk to Rishab about it, let's see what Rishab's opinion about this!

Mother: Look, with such difficulty, I have pushed the marriage forward by six months. There is no need to say anything to Rishab. You leave it all to me; I will take care of it. You focus on the job.

Papa: Hmm, okay. You handle this matter now, let's sleep, I will sleep well after a long time.

Here I was very confused after listening to the words of Papa Mummy. After all, what was it that father wants to share with me and not mom? Well now everything was fine, so I also did not pay much attention to these things and started focusing on my studies. I was preparing for UPSC and for the last one three to four days I was not able to focus on my studies, so I sat down to study.

Days passed,

It had been two months to Sanjana's marriage, she wanted to come home, mother wanted to meet her father. When I talked to my mother about this, she agreed and she convinced my father too. The day was fixed for Sanjana to come home with Rajesh, on that day Papa had also taken leave from office. Rajesh came home for the first time with Sanjana and his parents in his Swift car. My mom and dad welcomed Sanjana and Rajesh and her parents. My sister was very happy and after a long time she became emotional after meeting her mother and father. Then for a long time, Sanjana spent time with me and she told me that in-laws treat her not like a daughter-in-law but as a daughter and she is also pregnant. I was very happy to hear this, I was about to become a mama and I was very excited. On the other hand, my parents were very happy to meet Rajesh and his parents and blessed Rajesh and sent him off with his parents. Sanjana wanted to stay at home for a few days, so she stayed here. After marriage, there was a lot of change in Sanjana and she had already changed a lot.

It was also very strange to take great care of my choices in the house. I told Sanjana that after her marriage, my parents care a little more about my choices. For me dry fruits, favourite chocolate milk, chocolates and my favourite PSP were also in the house. I had started withdrawing a lot from studies and Sanjana would ask me to study every day but my mind was now less in studies and more fun in playing games on PSP.

Three months had passed,

Changes had already started in me which was a bit strange. Since I was a boy, my chest swelling, blood in the toilet and strange lower abdominal pain started bothering me, but I was very hesitant to share these things with anyone. For a few days, I somehow tolerated it but now my pain, chest soiling and toilet blood started giving me a lot of pain. I decided that I would tell this to Mummy and I got up from the bed and headed towards the kitchen but already in the kitchen there was an argument going on between Sanjana and Mummy.

Sanjana: Mom, you didn't do it right, how can you do that?

Mother: Sanjana, we had no other way, son. This was the last option and Arjun also had no objection to it. The respect and honour of homes is also something that cannot be negated.

Sanjana: But mother, how can you and father do this to my only brother?

What were my parents doing with me? Now it became even more important to listen to this conversation.

Mother: Sanjana, I told you no, only on this condition the friendship of these two families and the honour of the house can be saved and I and your father did yes only on this condition. Can't hold back now Sanjana and please don't say anything to Rishab about this.

Sanjana: Mother, you are doing wrong, no mother would ever do this to her son, but do whatever you have in mind, I am going to your in-laws' house tomorrow.

The conversation of both Mummy and Sanjana was almost over but then I entered the kitchen.

I tried to know about this from Maa and Sanjana, but Sanjana turned her back and went to the room and Maa wiped her tears and started cooking. Nobody told me anything and I went to my room to bear my pain and started thinking about what Mummy and Sanjana were talking about.

At night my stomach started hurting again and this time it was beyond my tolerance. I called my mother and seeing my pain, my father admitted me to the hospital. After my blood tests, ultrasound reports and City, MRI scan reports came in the hospital, I was taken to the doctors chamber and there the doctor started questioning me.

Doctor: So Rishab, how long have you had this pain?

Me: For the past month!

Doctor: What's wrong with you?

Me: Abdominal pain, Soiling in chest and Bleeding while toileting!

Doctor: Hmm! Some changes in food and drink since the last one month, as if you have never eaten something before and now suddenly you start enjoying eating the same thing!

Me: Yes Doctor, I never used to eat golgappas and I don't like sour at all, but since the last one month, golgappas and their sourness have started liking it.

Doctor: OK, your favourite colour?

Me: Pink and Purple!

Doctor: What kind of movies do you like?

Me: Romantic and sometimes sexy movies too.

Doctor: OK, do you have a girlfriend?

Me: Yes it is!

Doctor: What do you like the most about your girlfriend?

Me: His voice, his way of walking and his hourglass body shape!

Doctor: Hmm! Well I am asking you so many questions, for a moment you will feel strange, but this question is necessary before your medicines!

Me: Okay doctor, never mind.

Doctor: Your favourite hero?

Me: John Abraham and Hrithik Roshan!

Doctor: But you are very slim and looking at your slim arms you don't feel like you've ever worked out in the gym!

Me: I've never been to the gym Doctor, I'm slim and I like to stay slim.

Doctor: Your favourite actress?

Me: Rani Mukherjee and Diya Mirza!

Doctor: Hmm! Alright Rishab, now go to your room and take rest and send your parents inside.

Me: Oh doctor!

I went to my room and lay on the bed and sent my parents to the doctor's cabin.

Doctor: As you said, hormonal changes have started in your son's body and development of female organs has started in Rishab's body and also those organs are getting set in their right place. Medicines have shown their effect and now are the right time for Rishab's operation!

My father: Then when will you do the operation and which operation will you do first?

Doctor: The surgery that was done earlier is also called breast augmentation, or mammoplasty. But in two months, there is no special need for mammoplasty to convert Rishab's chest completely into breast. Because now we have some such medicines, from which breast augmentation can be done sitting at home with the help of only medicines. Rishab has to eat only medicines and oil massage for two months. I am prescribing some medicine so that the development of female organs inside Rishab's body will be slow and complete. In two months, Rishab's chest will be converted into breast and hormones will also start showing their effect. Since Rishab's penis is now a mere show due to the effect of medicines and now the Y chromosomes of Rishab's body will also be converted into X chromosomes in the next few months. The medicines I have written will also end Rishab's pain and the body will become like a girl's. But keep in mind, Rishab's Vaginoplasty will have to be done within a year of breast augmentation because within a year the female organs will have fully developed and taken their place inside Rishab's body. Rishab's life can also be in danger due to delay, it is also very important to take special care of this.

My mother: Ok doctor.

I came home with my parents with reports about medicines. I had no idea what was going on. All this was a natural problem for me. After coming home, mom and dad asked me to take rest and gave medicine to Sanjana and asked her to give me medicine from time to time. Sanjana gave me medicines and also explained to me how to take these medicines. The next day Sanjana went to the in-laws' house and I became lonely again. I explained my problem to Shweta and told her that I will meet her very soon. My chest pains, colic and toilet bleeding stopped because of taking the medicines. Mom told me how to massage my chest with oil and I started massaging my chest with my hands every day.

Since I stayed at home all day and used to play video games on PSP, my day would not be productive at all and saying this, my mother would now call me to help in the kitchen. Seeing my mother making roti, vegetable, rice and lentils, now I too started thinking that why not take training from my mother to become a chef. So my mother also did not stop me and in a few days I too had learned to make round, thin, thin roti, different types of tasty vegetables, rice, lentils like mother. The month of Saawan was going on and every Monday, my mother used to dress up and offer water to Shiva ji, on that day she also took me with her. Mummy offered waters to Shiva Ji and I too then someone poured water on me instead of Shiva Ji and I laughed a lot and I came out of the temple with my mother. When I came out of the temple, I saw that my chest was clearly visible from the T-shirt like a girl's and I was very embarrassed to see all this. He returned home with his mother covering his chest with both his hands. People were staring at me all over the road and I had to face a lot of embarrassment. Giving me a bra, my mother said that from now on I should wear this bra at home. I even asked my mother but my mother told me that if my body is like a girl's body, then there is no harm in living like a girl in the house and anyway if I live like a girl, then she will not feel the lack of Sanjana. By blackmailing me emotionally, my mother made me wear a bra for the first time in my life. After wearing the bra, my chest got a lot of support, but after wearing Sanjana's salwar kameez, I looked exactly like Sanjana. Mummy did my makeup and took a selfies with me and Whatsapp to Sanjana. It was so humiliating but Mummy had sent my photo to Sanjana and maybe she would have shown my picture to Rajesh too.

I swear never before in life so much humiliation; I prepared dinner alone in the kitchen and also served food to my parents at night. When I went in front of my father like a girl, my father got up and kissed my forehead. It was a very heart wrenching moment for me and tears welled up in my eyes. I had dinner with papa mummy and then went to the room. I was just about to change when mummy came in the room.

Mother: Rishab, did you take medicines?

Me: Yes mummy! Was just about to change.

Mother: You are looking so beautiful, stay like this!

Me: Mom, I'm a boy man, how do you get pleasure from wearing Sanjana's clothes?

Mother: Wearing Sanjana's dress will not make you a girl, but if you wear a bra, then what is the harm in wearing Sanjana's dress! Look, Rishab is getting like girls from above, your body is becoming like yours, whether the medicines of the doctor are working properly or not, I don't know!

Me: Mom, the doctor's medicines are working well, I don't have any pain and now I don't bleed while on the toilet. Don't worry, I'll be fine soon.

Mom: Well, till you get well, you are Rishab for Papa and Sanjana for me! What to wear and what to do?

Me: Man mother, you are very stubborn, do whatever you want.

Mom: Sanjana used to sleep wearing a nightie at night, you wear Sanjana's nightie today and sleep wearing it and tell tomorrow morning how did you feel?

I wore Sanjana's nightie. It was so soft and silky too. I had never worn such a light dress in my life and when I looked at myself in front of the mirror, for a moment it felt like Sanjana was standing in front of me. I fixed my hair which had become much thicker and longer than before. I stared at myself for a moment and then I forgot everything and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I saw my mother sitting on the corner of the bed waiting for me to wake up. Mother said that today is the fourth Monday, I should come early after taking a bath and today she wants to take me with her to the temple. When I came to the room after taking a bath, I saw on the bed a yellow saree, a full sleeve backless blouse, a petticoat, a bra and a panty.

Me: Mummy, this saree will look great on you.

Mother: Rishab, this saree is not for me, it is for you.

Me: What nonsense are you talking about, mother! Why should I wear a saree?

Mother: Come to the temple today as Sanjana, Rishab, you have to offer water to Shiva there and come back.

Me: Mom, this is happening too much.

Mother: Please!

Me: Hmm, okay, but after today don't ask me to wear a saree, I don't like this!

Mother: OK!

Mummy said that I should get ready quickly wearing a petticoat with bra, panties and by then she will bring out the makeup items. It was not so tough, bra I used to wear anyway but it was a different type of bra, after wearing which my chest rose up like a girl's breast. Then after wearing panties, I put on petticoat and in this way mummy came into the room with makeup items.

Mom: Rishab, these petticoats are not worn above the navel, they are worn below the navel.

I wore the petticoat tight below the navel.

Me: Alright now mom?

Then mom made me wear a red backless bodice and tied it with a string. All this was happening for the first time in my life. Today I was about to step outside the house wearing a sari for the first time. Excitement, fear and embarrassment all together occupied my mind. While wearing a yellow sari, I felt very strange because of it being transparent. After wearing the sari, my mother put heavy silver anklets and high heels on my feet. I wore a necklace around my neck, two dozen green glass bangles in my hands and a light weight maangtika on my forehead with clipped earrings. After that mom did my makeup, don't know what to apply on my face, but when I looked at myself, I couldn't believe seeing myself, can I look so beautiful too! Then mom started wearing a nose ring with a clip on my nose.

Me: Mom, what is the need of it, let it be!

Mom: Rishab, don't be ashamed, you are going out as Sanjana, no one will know that you are Rishab.

Me: And if anyone finds out?

Mom: Then I will say that I had a vow, don't worry, my son!

Me: Hmm!

Then mom put a small clip nose-ring on the left side of my nose and stuck her chain in my hair. Mother made my ghunghat from the lap of my sari and took me with her and brought me to offer water to Shiva. Mummy and I put out our sandals and entered the temple. The temple was crowded with devotees and nobody cared about anyone. I lifted the sari below the waist with one hand and offered water to the Shivling with my mother, and after that, as soon as we came out of the temple, an old lady called me to her as soon as she saw me. I told mom that the old lady is calling us, so mom took me with her to the lady, and before we could say anything, the old lady started talking to herself.

Old lady: Son, you are looking so beautiful in a sari! Very soon you will get married and you will get the happiness of five children.

Me: Okay?

Old lady: Yes son, your husband will love you dearly and you will always be married.

Me: Mom, you were right, no one recognizes me!

Old lady: I ​​have recognized you son, even as a boy in this sari, you are looking very beautiful and wearing this small nathiya is what you are flaunting! After marriage, your husband will keep you as his dulhan by wearing bigger and heavier nathiyas.

Me: Mom what is this old lady saying?

Mummy: Nothing, let's get out of here!

The old woman from behind said: Son, you were born to be a man's dulhan and very soon your future husband will take you with him as his dulhan. Ignoring the old lady's words, as soon as I went ahead with my mother, my leg staggered and I fell there. My mom picked me up but couldn't move away from me. In this, not knowing from where Arjun came there and he bowed to mother and lifted me in his lap. Home was not far from mine but not that close either. Arjun was six and a half feet tall, well stature and muscular and he was carrying me like a pillow. On the way, women were commenting seeing me and Arjun and mom was smiling. I was having a lot of humiliation. Despite being a man, I came to the house quietly like a girl in the lap of another man and after coming home I opened my heels and put it in my mother's hand and went to my room limping and locked myself inside.

In no time, Mummy entered the room.

Mom: What's this all about Rishab? You didn't even say thanks to Arjun and came to the room?

Me: Mummy, you wore a sari and took you to the temple with high heels from above. That old lady spoiled my mind by saying something similar and I had to bend my leg only when Arjun had come there. Arjun brought me from such a distance, but only you are responsible for all this. Neither would you make me wear a sari nor would all this happen.

Mom: Oh Rishab, look, now is not the time for all this. Arjun is sitting below, I am going to talk to him. You do one thing, tie a hot bandage on your leg and make tea and bring it as a snack.

Me: Mom, I have to change!

Mummy: Change it later, after Arjun's departure, but now bring tea and breakfast and yes, wear a ghunghat in front of Arjun. I didn't tell her that you are Rishab, for that you Sanjana.

Me: Man mummy, something too much is happening to you. Let me come

Here mother came to talk to Arjun and I made Arjun and tea by tying a hot bandage on my feet and brought it in a tray. I had kept the ghunghat till my nose and Arjun asked me to sit too and I also sat there.

Arjun: How is life Sanjana, I heard you are pregnant?

Me (in my most feminine voice): Hmm!

Arjun: My best wishes are to be with you baby, healthy and beautiful like you!

Me: Thanks Arjun!

After that Arjun knew me how are everyone in the in-laws' house, where did your husband take you for a walk and started asking all kinds of questions. I said thanks to Arjun that after turning my legs, he brought me to the house and got up from there and came to the room. Right now the voice of that old lady was echoing in my mind who was troubling me inside. After Arjun left my mother came into the room and asked me why am I upset? I told mom how much truth is there in what the old lady said? My mother put off the talk and left from there asking me to rest. I too fell asleep on the bed and then noticed that the lunch was not yet cooked! I got up from the bed and my feet got entangled in the sari, I kept falling. I immediately opened the sari and put it on the bed. There were so many safety pins that it took twenty minutes to take off the saree. I took off the sari but I do not know how to open the blouse. I unbuttoned the petticoat and put on the pyjama and took out a shirt and put it over the bodice. I tried to take the nose ring off the nose but it looked like the screw was too tight. I went to the same kitchen where mom was cooking. Seeing me, my mother started laughing loudly.

Mom: What kind of hulia have you made Rishab, you are feeling like a joker.

Me: Don't laugh mummy, help me unravel all this.

Then he forcibly took the mother to his room. Mummy helped me to open my nathiya, forehead with mangtika, gold chain around my neck and my choli. Me: Who is the relief, ask me mummy. Finally I am free to handle saree blouse oh my god how women handle it! Jewellery from above, it does not feel awkward to get out of the house after becoming a mother like this!

Mummy: Never mind Rishab, slowly you will get used to all this.

Me: Mom, I see, you are enjoying a lot since my body is becoming like a girl from above. Man mother, look at my chest, seeing that it seems that the chest has become like a woman's breast!

Mom: Yes, what happened? I am keeping happy in this condition and what do I want Rishab! If I don't share your mind now, when will I share it? Sanjana broke my dreams by doing love marriage, if you want the same, it is okay, I will not say anything from today.

Me: Mummy, don't start your melo drama again, is there anything more important in my life than your happiness? Tell me what should I do?

Mom: Hmm! For now, wear any of Sanjana's nighties and help me in the kitchen.

Me: Alright mom, come on, I'll come.

Mom: Hmm, you looked so beautiful wearing a nose ring. Wear this small nose ring.

Me: Man mom!

After mom left, I took out a long silky nightie from Sanjana's wardrobe and got ready to put on the small nose ring again, just for my mom's happiness. Sawan was over, and September was about to arrive. The changes taking place in my body kept me troubling and ever since that old lady told me that some man would take me as his dulhan and take me to his house, that old lady's thought had settled in my mind. My chest had become very big now and the nipples were also starting to be a bit hard. It seemed that my upper body had become girl's and my lower body had become boys'. All this was giving me such an embracing feeling that I stopped even meeting Shweta and started ignoring her. Ignoring Shweta's calls bothered him so much that one day in the afternoon, Shweta came home without informing him. That day I was wearing a sari again and seeing Shweta in front of me, I was blown away, but then my mother called out, who is Sanjana at the door! Shweta mistook me as Sanjana and came inside with me and started looking for me.

Me: Who are you looking for Shweta?

Shweta: Sanjana, where is Rishab? Why doesn't he pick up my call or talk to me? Where is Rishab?

Then there mother came.

Mummy: Beside Chhora town drummer. Here's Rishab!

Mummy said pointing at me.

Shweta: I can't believe it Auntie, Rishab you look just like Sanjana in saree. Well why are you ignoring my call today, have you found someone else?

Me: Calm down Shweta, some unwanted changes in my body are bothering me. I could not get out of the house even if I wanted to and I was feeling very embarrassed to come in front of you like this.

Shweta: Man how are the changes that have bothered you?

Mom: Rishab, Shweta has served tea, bring it!

I went to the kitchen.

here,

Mom: Shweta Bitiya, Rishab's body has become like a girl's. The doctors fear that Rishab will never be able to regain her manhood. It may also happen that Rishab has to change her sex and become a woman. Anything can be the limit!

Shweta: What are you saying aunty, it can't happen.

Mom: Shweta, that's what's happening. I don't know what will happen next but I haven't told anything to Rishab about it.

Shweta: I understand Auntie, but there has to be some way to make Rishab do the same again!

Mummy: I hope so son, medicines are going on but no effect is visible.

So I came

Me: Have this drink hot tea Shweta!

Shweta sat down with my mother and had tea and then went away telling me to get well soon. After Shweta left, my mother took me back to the kitchen. Now this was the routine, wake up in the morning, help mom with household chores, wear her favourite sari or salwar kameez. Mummy also taught me to do make-up and I started feeling like doing household chores. Be it wearing a sari or tying a bodice string or doing make-up on my own, I had become an expert in all these. Slowly, grooming like a girl, sitting in front of the mirror for hours talking to herself and now even body hair had disappeared. My body skin had become smooth and silky like a girl's and now seeing Salman Khan or John Abraham on TV used to feel like a strange attraction. Due to the hormonal treatment going on, I could not understand what was happening to me. Sanjana's marriage was about to complete five months and my mother took me to the same doctor. The doctor again did my X-ray, CT and MRI scan, ultrasound and blood tests were also done and after the reports came, the doctor sent me to the room and started talking to my mother. The doctor told the mother that the development of female organs in my body is ninety percent and now the right time has come for me to have a girl child through a permanent operation. Mother did not tell this thing to me and brought me home.

that night,

Mom: Listen, the doctor has said that Rishab will have to become a woman, surgery is necessary in today's time. What to do I do not understand anything?

Papa: Look, if Rishab needs to be admitted, and then talk to the doctor to admit her midway.

Mom: Rishab has to tell about this!

Papa: Tell that to you!

Mom: Hmm! Ok!

Then after some discussion mom came to my room. I was going to sleep wearing a nightie.

Mom: Rishab, take medicine son!

Me: Yes mummy!

Mom: I want to talk to you!

Me: Tell me mom!

Mom: Rishab, my son! How can I tell what the doctor said today!

Me: Say cool mummy!

Mom: Son, the doctor has said that the male part has to be removed from your body!

Me: What! Mummy, has the doctor gone mad? Gotta remove my mail org! Do one thing, Let's see another doctor!

Mom: Son, we have shown your reports to many doctors but everyone has said the same thing. Son, internal female organs have been developed in your body, now if your male organ is not removed in such a situation, then your life is in danger, my darling!

I was blown away after listening to my mother.

Me: Mummy, if you remove my mail organ from my body, how will your offspring grow Mummy!

Mother: Rishab, you are not my blood. You are our lineage, my children, but you will have to be admitted to the hospital tomorrow only!

Me: Mom, why is this happening to me?

Mother: My child, God's written, can't I even erase God myself. You calm your mind and prepare yourself to be admitted in the hospital. Good night.

I cried a lot after my mother's departure, why was all this happening to me, what did I do wrong to anyone. I didn't even know when I fell asleep crying and the next morning when I would go, my mother was in the room. She looked very sad and asked to get ready by kissing my forehead. When I came fresh, my mother dressed me in a Patiala suit and took me to the hospital with her. After getting admitted to the hospital, my mother told me that I have to stay in this hospital for the next four weeks and the operation is only tomorrow. One day I was put on observation and then the next day I was taken to the operation theatre.

I don't know what happened next but when I woke up my neck was bandaged, I was unable to speak. When I touched my mail organ, there was nothing there. My male organ was separated from my body, due to medicines I was not feeling anything in that portion but I was feeling very sorry today. After a while I fainted again and after a few days I woke up. I saw the nurse in front and was shocked as soon as I called to call her. Because my voice had become more feminine than before. The nurse came to me and told me that after the vocal surgery, my voice has been sweetened to the voice of women. When I touched my private part, there was nothing there and I felt a lot of softness by touching it. The nurse told me that in a few days my private part would start working properly and once my periods started, then after a couple of months I would be a proper girl! What the fuck is Happening, I couldn't understand anything.

A few days later one day suddenly my stomach started hurting again and before I could understand anything, my bedsheet was filled with blood. The stomach was still hurting and after a while the nurse came to me seeing my condition and took me to the washroom and gave me a sanitary pad to wear and taught me to wear it. I was getting very angry and I put on a pad as the nurse said and when I came to my bed, I saw that the bedsheet had been changed. The nurse told me that now I am a full woman and having periods is a sign that I can become a mother by having sex with any man. I was getting so depressed after listening to the nurse that I was thinking that I should commit suicide. Period time was very painful and after four days when my period came to an end, I felt very relieved. The nurse asked me to come after shampooing and take a good bath. While I was taking a bath, I was shocked to see myself in the mirror. From top to bottom I had become a woman and I had the same mole under my lip as the mole was under my mother's lips. I was so surprised, the doctor really made me a woman and I looked more beautiful than Sanjana. I had no expectation that such changes would happen in my life, nor did I ever think of such a life of mine. After two days my mother got me discharged from the hospital and brought me home. My room was painted pink and all kinds of dresses, gold jewellery, makeup accessories, sandals, and wardrobes were painted pink for me. Came home from the hospital in a gown, I was sleeping a lot.

Me: Mom, I'm sleepy, I'll sleep for a while!

Mom: You are no longer a man, now you are my daughter. Talking like girls From now on, ok baby queen!

Me: Mummy, there is a limit, I will always be a son for you and I will talk like that.

Mom: Don't get upset and take rest.

I could not believe it, till few months back I was a man and today after having sex change operation, I became a woman. Now what will I do, how will I meet Shweta, what will I say to Shweta, how will I meet Sanjana and Rajesh. What will they say about me, how will I study further? If people in the colony see me like this, what will they say, girls will also tease me. No no, after today I will not leave the house, no matter what. I was once the smartest guy among my friends but now how do I get along with them? My life, my body, my future, everything has changed. I didn't even know when I fell asleep crying. The next morning when I woke up, my mother told me that some guests were going to come home and she herself started doing household chores. I also started helping with my mother's work and by noon all the work was completed. When I got tired, I went to take a bath and my mother completed the cleaning and when I returned to the room after taking a bath, I saw that my mother was sitting in the room with some dresses.

Me: What's this all about mom?

Mom: These are all dresses, which one will you wear?

Me: Mom, I don't want to wear any dress, I will rest wearing a nightie.

Mom: Look Rishab, you are no longer a boy, you have become a girl in the true sense, so talk in the tone of girls. You have become a girl and accept your identity. If you talk in the tone of such boys in front of the guest, they will not feel bad.

Me: Hmm!

Mom: So quickly select the dress!

Me: Mom, what should I choose from these five saris, which one you like, tell me.

Mom: Wear this, you will look very beautiful in silk saree.

After a while I was ready in Orange Yellow Gold Banarasi Saree with Zari Woven Pallu. Mom made a nice hairstyle and put earrings with clip in my ears. Then after applying makeup, I put hair jewellery in my hair; put a small nose ring on my nose. Wearing a heavy necklace around the neck and two gold bracelets on both my wrists. Then I was put on anklets which were already quite heavy and her voice was also very sweet. Mummy gave me female perfume to apply which smelled very good. Then my mother put a ring with a gem on the fingers of both my hands. I got ready and started smiling looking at myself in the mirror. After a while, my mother was also ready and came to my room and sat down.

Me: What are you looking at mummy?

Mother: My daughter Rani is so beautiful, today is a very special day in your life and that is why today Shweta has also been called.

Me: Mummy, why did you call Shweta, I don't want to meet Shweta like that. And what is such a special day today that you are being so happy!

Then after hearing the sound of the doorbell, the mother went to the door and after a while came to the room with Shweta.

Then after hearing the sound of the doorbell, the mother went to the door and after a while came to the room with Shweta.

Shweta: How did all this happen Aunty, Rishab was a boy, how did she become a girl?

Mom: Shweta, I told you about this, because of hormonal problems, Rishab has now become a girl, just like you.

Shweta: Oh god, what happened aunty. I had never even dreamed of such a future for my boyfriend. Aunty I love Rishab very much, I want to get married too, but now how will I marry Rishab?

Mom: Sorry daughter, I know you and Rishab both love each other very much but Shweta daughter, Rishab has also become my daughter now. Today some guests are coming to see Rishab and if they like Rishab, then Rishab will get married this month.

Me: What the fuck mummy, guests are coming to see me, why didn't you tell me earlier. How dare you, how can you do this to me. I do not want to marry a man, do not you feel happy, do you like me?

Shweta: How are you talking to Rishab, Aunty? You are not a boy, now that you have become a girl, then get married too. Right now the matter is inside the house, outside the house it has been said that you have become a woman now, so there is no shortage of people who hold back from taunting your parents. Just like I am a girl and my parents are worried about my marriage, in the same way your mother and father are also worried about your marriage and this is normal. If you do not act politely in front of the guests who are coming to see you, then your own parents will be slandered, that's why do as aunty says quietly. Now you are neither my boyfriend nor I am your girlfriend. I don't want a boyfriend who is a girl himself. I want to marry a man Rishab and you are a woman, whenever you get married, you will be with a man. Now whatever Auntie says, accept it silently, otherwise our friendship also ends today.

Me: Hmm! ok mummy! Whatever comes to your mind, I will not say anything!

Mom: First of all, talk in the tone of girls, secondly, tomorrow we will go to the market and your nose and ears will be pierced and today when you come in front of the guests, wear a ghunghat.

Me: Alright mom!

Then after hearing the sound of the doorbell, my heart became happy and my mother went to open the door. Shweta went down and saw that some guests were coming and my mother was sitting and talking to them. After a while, father and uncle also came and they also sat there and started talking to them. Mother called Shweta, then Shweta went there. Mummy asked Shweta to bring me in front of the guests and herself went to get snacks and tea for them.

Shweta: Come on Rishab, the guests are waiting for you. Maybe I will be the first girlfriend in the world whose boyfriend is going to get married to a man and I can't do anything.

Me: Shweta yaar, you have spoiled your mind. Sometimes you say something, sometimes something else. Don't confuse me

Border: Hmm! Come on, the guest is waiting for you.

Then Shweta covered the ghunghat from the pallu of my sari, I could not see anything except my breasts or legs. Shweta took me in front of the guests and made me sit there. I sat there bowing my head. The nervousness and fear in the body was such that no one was even daring to look at anyone by raising their eyes. That old lady had told the truth, I was not destined to become a husband of any girl, today I was talking about marrying a man. I was lost in my own thoughts when an aunt came and sat beside me, lifted my ghunghat and raised my chin.

Aunty: You are very beautiful, what is your name?

Me: My name is Rishab.

Aunty: Whatever you say, your daughter is very beautiful. But Rishab is your son's name, isn't it?

Mom: Yes, my son has been made a girl by doctors through advanced technology and my daughter is not less than any girl in any way.

Auntie: Science has made great progress. Anyway, our son likes transwomen. And your daughter is so beautiful that it does not seem that Rishab has taken birth as a boy. I like your daughter very much, I want the boy and the girl to talk to each other and both should be allowed to decide the marriage. After that Shweta took me to my room and also the person who had come to see me with his entire family. Shweta removed my ghunghat in the room and went out of the room saying good luck in my ear. I kept my head bowed and when that person came and sat in front of me, I was shocked.

Me: Arjun you, sorry I mean you!

Arjun: Yes Rishab, the same Arjun whose dulhan you got married to someone else. Let's leave, that is a thing of the past, but you are more beautiful than your sister. I am ready to marry you, are you ready to make me your husband?

Me: Arjun, see I was a boy earlier and now I am a girl after sex change surgery. My parents want me to get married but I also have some dreams and if I say yes to marry you then my dreams will never come true!

Arjun: Everyone's dreams are not necessarily fulfilled Rishab. Look at me, I was dreaming of marrying Sanjana, but it was not fulfilled, was it? But it is also not necessary that after marriage you cannot fulfil your dream, I will support and my parents are of open mentality. They will definitely support you too.

Me: But Arjun, I will not be able to give you the happiness of a wife. Even today I am a man from inside and I am having so many problems in speaking in the tone of girls, your life will be spoiled. Please you refuse for this marriage please.

Arjun: Sorry Rishab. How can I say no to a beautiful girl like you for marriage? I like you and know for sure, after marriage, I will make the man inside you a woman, don't worry about that. And be your dreams, I will fulfil them. You can share your dreams with me Rishab.

Rishab: Arjun, you are of good heart. But it is a bit tough for me to take this decision. I need some time

Before Arjun could answer, Mummy came there and Shweta too. I was getting very nervous and I could not understand anything. When Arjun's mother also came from the front, Shweta covered my ghunghat.

Arjun's mother: So Rishab daughter, how do you like our Arjun! Do you like Arjun?

I (laughs softly): Arjun Ji is a good person.

Arjun's mother: Come on, Samadhan ji, a girl also likes a boy.

Then Arjun's mother came and sat beside me and said: Could not have got you beautiful as a dulhan for my son. Bring your wrist forward.

When I put both my wrists forward, Arjun's mother gave Arjun a gold bracelet and said that he should wear the bracelet to me. Arjun put gold bracelets on my wrists and then his mother gave Nath Arjun, a heavy designer, to let me wear it. On this my mother said that Rishab has not got her nose and ears pierced yet and kept that nose with her. But Arjun's mother took a promise from my Mummy that she will get my nose and ears pierced today or, tomorrow itself and will send them after clicking the photos after decorating them well. My mother also laughed at him and said yes to her.

Then Arjun went to his house with his parents, Shweta went to her house after wishing me good luck. My mother sat on a call from Pandit ji to talk about getting Arjun and Arjun's engagement and marriage date out and Papa left the house to meet his friend. While sitting silently in the ghunghat, I was wondering what had happened. I do not understand how much humiliation is written in my life. From boy to girl and now my marriage is also fixed, what should I tell, where should I go, neither mother nor father is understanding. No one is ready to understand my condition. Now it seemed to me that mom and dad were sitting in wait that when I get a sex change operation and become a girl and when they get me married. Just came back from the hospital for a day and the boy was also fixed for me, I am going to marry the same man with whom my sister was going to get married. Sanjana doesn't even know anything about this, marrying a man, oh no, is this my fate, is that why I was born in this house. Now where should I go, what should I tell my mind and who is going to understand me here, I do not understand anything. Looked at the dressing table, the family nose that my future mother-in-law had given me to wear, how big and heavy it is. Which girl wears such big nose rings, tomorrow mom will take me to the market to get my nose and ears pierced? My identity has been found in the blue, there is no way to see it. When I fell asleep in my own thoughts, nothing is known.

The next day, wearing a sari as usual, was helping mom in the kitchen when she heard the sound of the doorbell and went to the door. A girl came, who had a small makeup box in her hands. Mom made her sit there and sent me to her. The girl said hi to me and asked me to sit. When I sat down on the couch, he made a pencil dot mark on the lower part of my ear and three dots on the upper part of the ear. Marked the same dot on the other ear and he took out a piercing gun from the makeup box, set 8 pins in it and pressed the trigger by pressing it on my ear. That pin pierced my ear and passed through. There was a lot of pain, but the girl explained that there are still many holes to be done. Then he pierced the upper part of my ear three times and the pin went through just like that. After piercing my other ear mercilessly, he applied a special kind of ointment on the piercings of both my ears, I got a lot of relief. Then that girl marked the left side on my nose, only then mother came there. Mummy told him to pierce the right side, not the left side of the nose. That girl marked the right side of my nose, I was very scared but my mother told me that there is no need to be afraid, it is normal for girls to pierce the nose and put her hand on my shoulder and stood there. That girl set a piercing gun on my nose and as soon as she pressed the trigger, a pin came out of it and pierced my nose. I was in bad condition due to pain, there was little blood also and I cried a lot, my mother calmed me down and understood that girls have to bear so much pain. When that girl applied the ointment on my nose, then my pain got relieved a bit. Mother gave money to that girl and the girl left smiling. As soon as he left, I started shouting at my mother.

Me: Mummy what is all this, you pierced my nose and ears, fixed my marriage with a man, what else do you want?

Mom: I want my dear daughter Rani to accept her femininity and move forward in life and this is what every mother wants for her daughter. Now you will be able to wear the jewellery of your choice, not the clip one but the real gold jewellery. Especially the nath that your future mother-in-law told you to wear, I'm so excited, in six hours your nose and ear holes will be cleared, then you can wear whatever jewellery you want to wear.

Me: That's it mom! I am going to my room, my nose is still hurting!

Mom: Never mind, get used to all this.

Then I went to my room and locked the room. I sat in front of the mirror and looked at myself, my face has changed due to the piercing of my nose and ears. I don't know how to handle my humiliation, hardly any boy has faced such humiliation but all this was really giving me a lot of embarrassment. After having lunch I went to my room and went to sleep.

In the evening mom came into the room and woke me up.

Mother: Rishab daughter, wake up, there was a call from your future mother-in-law. She wants to see you wearing the nose ring.

I woke up, refreshed, I checked my nose pin back and forth in the mirror. Actually my nose hole was cleared and both my ear piercings were also cleared, that means now mummy can wear whatever she wants in my nose and ear. What the hell, I was a boy, so much freedom. You are free to make up your mind and now with the will of my future mother-in-law, I will have to decorate like a girl. Mom removed the pins from both my ears and put one gold earring in the upper three holes of both my ears and big gold earrings in the lower part. It was quite heavy earrings, for the first time in life, wearing earrings in the ear was giving pain due to its weight, but what if I do. Now it is my compulsion to wear all this and I do not know what to do after marriage, now this fear was haunting me. Then mom raised my face and removed the pin from my nose hole and started wearing that heavy designer nose ring in my nose.

Me: Ouch, Mummy, it's so big!

Mom: It will feel a bit strange in the beginning but then Rishab will get used to it.

Then Mummy attached Nath to a gold chain, for support and made me sit in front of the mirror and asked how I was feeling.

Me: Mummy, this nath and jhumki are very heavy, my ear and nose are hurting.

Mom: Shut up girl, your tantrums don't end. See, the video call of your future mother-in-law has also arrived, sit quietly with your eyes closed and say yes, understand!

I sat down with my head bowed in silence, wearing a dupatta. There was a video call of my future mother-in-law, she saw me and told my mother that Rishab is looking very beautiful; give it black tika, no one's eyesight harms her. Then he told me that from today onwards always wear the same nath and jhumki and mother put a tika on my cheek with the kajal of her eyes and both smiled. I was in shame because whatever was happening was beyond my imagination. My future mother-in-law said on the video call that the pundit has got an auspicious time, the engagement is to be held on the 2nd of next week and the wedding will take place on the 10th.

Arjun wants to get a pre-wedding photoshoot done, the location is fixed and she will send the address. There is to be a photoshoot tomorrow and then the call was disconnected by asking mom to get ready for the wedding. My mother was very happy because my mother-in-law was also very excited about the marriage. Today was my and Arjun's pre-wedding photoshoot and Sanjana was also going to come home with her husband Rajesh and mother went to the kitchen to prepare various dishes to welcome her husband and took me along with her to the kitchen. By noon the preparations to welcome Sanjana and Rajesh had been completed, I also had to take a bath, so I went to take a bath. When I went to the washroom, I was surprised to see myself, today I looked no less than an 18 year old girl, my boobs are much bigger than Sanjana and Shweta and so milky that I was able to see the veins in them clearly. . Today I had turned into a really beautiful girl and seeing my hourglass body figure would make any man go crazy. My thick long hair had come to my back and my fair skin and that too hairless, velvet like, whenever I touched myself, I would feel a strange sensation. After an hour and a half, when I came out of the washroom after taking a bath, I saw Shweta and Sanjana sitting in the room talking to each other.

Me: Shweta, Sanjana, when did you two come?

Sanjana: I just came and got the border outside so thought I should take it along.

Me: Hmm! You two talk to each other, I come after changing, I come after changing!

When I spoke, both started laughing and I came to change clothes in the washroom. After a while when I came into the room wearing a Patiala suit, I saw Sanjana and Shweta discussing my marriage among themselves. On seeing me, Shweta made me sit in front of the mirror and said that today she wants to do my makeup. I was ok, so I didn't say anything and sat in front of the mirror. Sanjana went to her room and Shweta first dried my hair with an air gun. My hair was thick and dark and when I shampooed today, the hair became even silkier.

Shweta: Wow Rishab, what a beautiful and silky hair.

Me: Thanks!

Shweta made my hair look puffy with a high bun. Today I came to know that Shweta knows how to make such cool hairstyles too. Then Shweta made very attractive mehndi designs on my hands till hips and feet till knees. After two hours when I washed the mehndi, the colour of the mehndi turned dark.

Shweta said: The darker the colour of the mehndi, the more the girl loves her husband. Arjun is going to love my boyfriend very much, how unlucky girlfriend am I, whose boyfriend is going to be married by a man and I can't do anything.

Me: When you could have done something, you did not do anything, now what will happen to the limit by repenting!

Then Shweta applied dark red nail polish on the nails of my hands and feet and also did my makeup. Then I was dressed in a Maharani Style lehenga which was very big and heavy and without wearing a bra, I also wore a silver backless choli, which was very short and stretchy as well as being a designer. For the first time I wore such a choli, after which I was turning red with shame because the upper part of my boobs was clearly visible from the bodice. Then Shweta put on my hands a lot of gold bracelets and a colourful wedding bangle set, then flowers in both hands, a choker set around the neck and two or three necklaces, waistbands, armbands in the arms, heavy silver anklets in the feet and I was ready after wearing the golden high heels. I was taken with Shweta to the location of the pre-wedding photoshoot. Wearing a lehenga choli, during the pre-wedding photoshoot with Arjun ji, Arjun ji gave a lot of romantic poses as told by the cameraman, I also had to support him. Sometimes the Titanic pose and sometimes the Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge pose, whenever I came so close to Arjun ji and looked at him, I would feel embarrassed, in front of my girlfriend was recording my and Arjun ji's romantic photoshoot on her phone. It was quite embracing, sometimes Arjun ji would lift me in his arms and sometimes he would take me by the hand in the waist as if he would take my life out. Then all of a sudden Arjun ji looked into my eyes raised my chin with his hands and started kissing my lips, one hand was in my waist and the photographer was taking a picture of both of us. When the fragrance of Arjun ji's warm breath engulfed my breath, my breathing intensified, my face turned red and my eyes bowed in shame.

Shweta was watching all this, I felt very bad to see her smiling. Romantic pre-wedding photoshoot with a non-man in front of my girlfriend and lip to lip kiss on top of that, oh god, I was going to be ashamed. I could not understand how to take my eyes off the border. After the photoshoot was over, Arjun ji dropped me and Shweta at home and smooched me one more time before I left the car, which was quite humiliating for me. After reaching home, Shweta sat down to discuss my photoshoot with mom and I came to my room. It was the first kiss of my life for a man to smooch me in such a romantic way. I don't know what did Shweta tell Mummy but in my thoughts there was only and only my future which was completely destroyed now. If I close my eyes, I start remembering Arjun ji's romance and if I open my eyes, there would be a lot of embarrassment seeing my room. Once I was a boy, I was free to do anything, wherever I wanted to go, roam, there was no hassle of dressing up and wearing so many heavy ornaments. I was happy but I don't know whose eyes were on my happiness which took away my existence from me. Born as a boy, grew up among boys since childhood, studied with boys, made girlfriends in college with whom I was about to marry. But now I am going to marry a man and will have to spend my life in in-laws.

Engagement day,

I was dressed up in a red Banarasi silk saree, a golden backless blouse with dori, heavy ornaments, and high heels. Dark maroon Raja Rani style mehndi in hands, mehndi design on back, knee-length mehndi on feet, heavy earrings and three gold cloves with diamond studded, Garhwali nath in nose which was big and heavy, heavy on feet The sound of silver anklets whose filtering was irritating me. Kajal in my eyes, bindiya on my forehead, gold bracelets and suhaag ka chooda set, I have a golden hand flower on my wrist from above, hair ornaments in my hair from the front, after wearing which I feel like a moving gold and silver shop. Was. My long ghunghat from the lap of the sari was taken to Arjun ji. Pandit got some methods done and then Arjun ji put on my junior finger a very beautiful diamond ring. Then my mother gave me a gold ring and I put it on Arjun ji's junior finger. The hall reverberated with applause and my friends were whistling. None of my friends was as tall and bodybuilder as Arjun ji but everyone clicked a lot of photos with me and Arjun ji, wished me good luck and went to eat after clicking some of my pictures.

Shweta also came to my engagement with her parents; she gifted me and wished me good luck for the future. Shweta was sad today, who was so excited about my marriage just a few days back. When I asked Shweta, she told that she is feeling very sad for me, after becoming a woman from a man, I am getting married to a man which is unbearable for her and maybe she will not even come to my marriage. I was helpless, because I too had become a woman who was already engaged. What would I do, I told Shweta that very soon she would get a good boyfriend and she left from there.

During the engagement Arjun ji's mother gave me gifts and got many more gifts. Arjun ji had also brought gifts for me and when he started leaving after the engagement, he gave me those gifts and told me to open them at night. I told them yes and family Arjun ji went away with our family.

At night,

My whole room was filled with gifts. I have changed but my mother did not let me take off my ornaments. It is not enough for me to wear so many ornaments, I explained it to my mother, then my mother told me to wear bracelets, earrings, anklets and nathiya. Taking off all the rest of the ornaments, I put on a night gown and opened the gifts and started looking. When I first opened the gift of Arjun ji's mother, I saw two Kanjeevaram silk sarees, one yellow, one pink and one red georgette saree. Underneath it was a jewelry box, in which was kept a very big Kinnauri nath, which was so big that I was scared to see it. Is such a big nath also good, I could not understand how my life would be in my in-laws' house after marriage? Then I opened all the other gifts and saw different types of designer sarees, matching blouse pieces, petticoats, salwar kameez, punjabi suits salwars, palazzo suits, anarkali suits and different types of jewellery. The gifts were mostly saris and suits. In the end, I was surprised when I opened Arjun ji's gifts. There were about ten types of babydoll dresses, a gold nose pin with diamond studs, and an iPhone with a mini skirt and a letter.

In the letter it was written,

Hi darling, you have finally seen my gifts open. This iPhone eleven is just for my darling's sake. Make sure to pick up whenever I call. This iPhone has all the photos and videos from our pre wedding photo-shoots. I love you Rishab, you are very beautiful. You know what, even while returning from the temple that day, you acted very well to be your sister, but then I knew that you are Rishab, not Sanjana. Having you as my dulhan makes me happy in the world. Sanjana could not be mine, but your mother got you ready to marry me. I don't know how you did it but believe me Rishab, you are more beautiful than Sanjana and if after marrying my Sanjana you became a girl by changing sex and you were married to some other man then I would have been very sad. I am very excited about the wedding and I have bought a Maharani Style lehenga for you to wear for the wedding which I will send two days before the wedding. I hope you are very excited about marriage, Rishab. Your figure is very attractive and after marriage we will go to Goa for honeymoon and I have already booked tickets for that. Take care of yourself my queen, I will soon marry you and take you with me as my dulhan.

Your Arjun!

Arjun ji's excitement was being known after reading the letter. He was very excited about the wedding and I was equally nervous. Soon the wedding day also arrived. Two days before the wedding, I was also danced in mehndi and haldi rituals, ladies Sangeet and my dance was being compared with Alia Bhatt. Sanjana sent the video of my dance to Arjun ji, then his call came that day, but I did not pick up his call. I was feeling very ashamed. The preparations for my marriage were going on with more pomp and fanfare than Sanjana's wedding should have been. The Maharani style lehenga choli that Arjun ji had sent for me was heavy and very big and the choli was equally small and backless. All the preparations for the wedding were completed. When I got ready wearing a Maharani Style lehenga choli like a dulhan, I was surprised to see the beauty of myself in the mirror. I was looking very beautiful like my twin sister Sanjana. My waists, navel back were all visible. Raja Rani style mehndi in hands till elbow, designer mehndi till knees in feet, big earrings and three gold earrings in both ears, Kinnauri nath from in-laws in nose, Naulakha necklace around neck, three gold necklaces on top, feet I have heavy silver anklets, silver nets in the fingers of the feet, waistband in the waist, armbands in the arms, suhaag ka chuda in the wrists, four gold bracelets, gold flowers and buds in the hand, gold mangtika on the forehead and forehead It was decorated very beautifully with small dots. Dressed up like a beautiful dulhan, I was waiting for the procession to arrive, bowing my head in a ghunghat.

All my relatives, friends, women from the neighbourhood, girls from the colony and all the relatives of the domestic SEZ had come to the wedding. My childhood friend Sooraj also came to my wedding with his wife. I was waiting for the wedding procession sitting in a ghunghat in my room, when Sooraj came in the room with his wife and called me by my name.

Sooraj: Can I come in Rishab?

Hearing Sooraj's voice, I could not believe that my childhood best friend had come to my wedding, that too with his wife. Sooraj lives in the US and is working in a good position in a very big company. In my feminine voice, I asked Sooraj to come inside. Sooraj's wife Shruti came to me and lifted my ghunghat lightly and looked at my face and praised my beauty. When Sooraj and Shruti got married two years ago, I was a boy and had a lot of fun in his marriage.

Sooraj: How did all this happen Rishab, how did you become a girl, how did you become mean?

Me: It's a long story Sooraj, tell me, how are you?

Sooraj: I am fine; mother told that you are getting married, so I came from US only to attend your wedding. On coming here, it came to know that you have become a girl and are marrying an old man today and your sex change operation has also been done. I can’t believe Rishab, after becoming a girl you are looking like Sanjana. But how did all this happen, where is Shweta, she didn't come to your wedding?

Shruti: What are you talking about, what Shweta will do in this marriage; I think she will not come. An old man is about to take her boyfriend as his dulhan and marry her. What a heart breaking moment this is for Shweta, you have no idea about it.

Then Sooraj and Shruti wished me good luck and went downstairs to enjoy the wedding. The procession was about to come because Arjun ji had messaged me and told that he is going to come a little. After Sooraj and Shruti left I started thinking, Sooraj married his girlfriend and how happy both are today. Here I am going to get married not with my girlfriend but with an old man and I was waiting for the arrival of my groom king as a dulhan. Then my heart beat increased after hearing the sound of loud bang, shivering started in my body. After a while mom and some girls came to take me on stage.

Me: Mom, I don't want to get married, I'm so scared. Please mummy, stop this marriage, I don't know except you all.

Mom: How cute, the dulhan must be nervous. But my daughter, the groom has come; now nothing can happen. Waterproof makeup was done so that your tears can not spoil your makeup.

Me: Mom, you have to wear make-up, I don't want to marry Arjun ji, don't leave my house and go to someone else's house. Mummy please!

Before I would say anything else, Mummy picked me up and asked the girls to take me to the stage. There was no end to my nervousness, my body shivered and the lehenga was so heavy that I had to carry them with both my hands and walk. With every step of the filter, my ornaments were also making a lot of noise and my boobs were also shaking a lot. Walking slowly, I reached the stage where Arjun ji was wearing a sherwani, standing erect like a Nawab. I performed Arjun ji's aarti after which Jaimala took place and then both of us were taken to the mandap. After taking seven rounds along with Arjun ji. Arjun ji filled the mangalsutra around my neck and a lot of sindoor in my mang, which ran from my nose to the center of my forehead. My parents did my Kanyadaan and the wedding rituals lasted till four in the morning. After the wedding rituals were over, it was time for parting and the moment I feared the most, that moment had arrived. I cried a lot after clinging to my parents and sister like an ordinary girl and then Arjun ji took me to his house after taking me in his car.

For half the way, I cried a lot in the grief of being separated from my mother, father and sister and wept in Arjun ji's arms, when I lay my head on Arjun ji's shoulder and fell asleep. When I woke up, I was in a very beautiful room, I was lying on a very big bed, two or three chandeliers were hanging above and there was a huge mirror on the right side of the bed. The bed was very soft and I didn't feel like getting up at all. The door was locked and there was no one in the room except me. I lay like that for a while when there was a knock at the door and I covered my face with my ghunghat. My mother-in-law and a girl came into the room. My mother-in-law told that although Arjun does not have any real sister, Natasha is the daughter of aunt and also Arjun's dearest sister. Then my mother-in-law left the room after asking both of us to talk to each other.

Natasha: Bhabhi, I haven't even seen your face, once you remove the ghunghat.

I removed my ghunghat and Natasha smiled at me in front of me.

Natasha: Wow sister-in-law, you are as beautiful as a Bollywood actress. Brother has brought such a beautiful dulhan; you should not look bad on anyone.

Then Natasha took out the kajal from her eyes and applied a black spot on my cheek.

Then Natasha started telling me about Arjun ji.

Natasha: Arjun Bhaiya is very lovely. Since childhood, he always takes special care of my choices. Whatever I ask for on Rakshabandhan, they don't refuse and want everyone in the house. Despite being such a big businessman, Arjun Bhaiya himself takes care of the houses of the servants of the house. Uncle is engaged in business and meetings day and night, but Arjun Bhaiya's investment remains in his business. But sister-in-law, aunt was telling that you were a boy since childhood, then after changing sex, you became a girl. Why did you do this?

Me: Natasha ji, even though I was a boy since childhood, due to changes in my hormones, the Y chromosomes in my body got converted into X chromosomes. After that I had to change my sex.

Natasha: Oooo! Sister-in-law today is the first honeymoon with my brother. How are you feeling?

Me (smirking): I don't know!

Natasha: Sister-in-law, you look so cute while blushing.

Then Natasha told me that she also studies in the same college in which Shweta and I studied together and her boyfriend also lives near my house. Natasha was very good at studies and always topped the college. For a long time, Natasha kept answering the questions, likes and dislikes, how are you feeling after marriage, what are the future plans? Natasha's questions were not ending, meanwhile my mother-in-law came into the room and told Natasha to fix my makeup and bring it to the hall. Natasha happily agreed. Natasha corrected my makeup and applied kajal to my eyes and a little gloss on my lips, tightened my backless choli a bit and then took me with a ghunghat and brought me to the hall where various grooms played with Arjun ji in bridal games was placed. While looking for the ring in the milk, Arjun ji stuck his fingers in my fingers, I was like so nervous and then I took the ring out of the milk and everyone became very happy. If the dulhan wins from the groom in such games, then it is considered good. Then some women came, took off my ghunghat, looked at my face, gave me negativity and went away praising my beauty. This continued for a long time and then I was again taken to my room. After a while Natasha brought me lunch and we had lunch together. Natasha asked me to rest as the reception was to be held in the evening itself. I thought I should sleep for at least 5 hours. I wanted to take off all the clothes and jewellery from my body but Natasha didn't even let me take off my sandals. I just lie on the bed and fell asleep while talking to Natasha. I was not even sleepy that my mother-in-law woke me up.

My mother-in-law: Wake up bahu, it is evening. You have to prepare for the reception at night.

When my mother-in-law woke up, I woke up and so did Natasha.

Natasha: Mummy you go, I'll get my bhabhi ready for the reception.

Then after my mother-in-law left, I went to the washroom to freshen up and when I came back, Natasha asked me to semi-nude. I took off the high heels, the lehenga choli and now I was about to take off my jewellery too that Natasha refused it. Natasha dressed me in a sparkling silver full sleeve backless blouse and a satin petticoat from below the navel. Then dressed me in a red satin sari, fixed my jewellery and made my hair look beautiful by doing my makeup. I was again dressed in golden high heels and then wearing my ghunghat with the pallu of my satin sari, Natasha went to call my mother-in-law.

When my mother-in-law came into the room, she praised my beauty and made Natasha wear a gold chain from her neck. Then my mother-in-law took me to the stage, the reception had already started, the guests would come, I kept on taking blessings of all the elders like their Saubhagyawati bhavah, be always happy. Arjun ji's friends also came and they clicked a lot of pictures with me and Arjun ji. After the reception was over, I was again taken to my room which was decorated with flowers. I looked at the bed, honeymoon was ready. I was getting very nervous. I was about to celebrate honeymoon with my husband. I was already asleep by the time Arjun came to the room after all the guests had left. Arjun put his lips on my lips and smooched me very hard. I like it, all of a sudden my heart beats so fast and my body started shivering. Arjun ji started feeling ashamed to even shake his eyes. Then I asked Arjun ji to get out of bed and I also got out of bed. When I offered Kesar Milk to Arjun ji which was on the table, he grabbed my hand and drank the saffron milk from my hands in one gulp. I put the glass on the table and as soon as I turned around, Arjun ji lifted me in his arms and started romancing me. Never in my life had I thought that there would come a day when I would become a man's dulhan and he would do whatever I thought of doing with Shweta. But this is my fate, I am Arjun ji's dulhan and today he has every right to celebrate honeymoon with me. I six could never stop them.

I was in Arjun ji's arms and he was kissing my limbs. After romancing me for a long time, he put me on the bed and climbed on top of me. I was suppressed, Arjun ji became completely nude and seeing his thick black cock, my senses were blown away. Such a big and thick black cock, oh my god, what will happen to me, when I closed my eyes, Arjun ji asked me to open my eyes and untied my blouse and separated it from my body. Now I was wearing a bra and on seeing my satin saree and jewellery were also separated from my body. Leaving my nose nostrils and ear rings, I had now become the queen of a man's bed completely nude. Arjun ji came near, lifted my nath to one side and started smooching again by placing his lips on my lips. This was the real experience of embarrassment, but what would I do, Arjun ji is my husband now. He said that belief had become my religion and Arjun ji suddenly put my palm on his cock and said to shake it. Oh god, Arjun ji's cock was so thick and heavy, what is real manhood, today I was getting to know. I started shaking Arjun ji's cock with my hand, just like it happens in porn movies and seeing Arjun ji's cock became even tighter and longer. I got up and sat down and started shaking Arjun ji's cock with my hand and now Arjun ji's cock was right in front of my face. Arjun ji told me that I should take his cock in my mouth but I did not feel like doing so at all.

Me: Arjun ji, please don’t do this to me.

Arjun ji's whole mood got spoiled as soon as I said this and he got angry.

"Chataak", he gave me a hard slap and started looking at me angrily. Arjun ji's one slap was so strong that I got scared from inside and started crying.

Arjun ji: Do you want to take another slap now or will what I am saying?

I did not have the courage to take the second slap, with courage I took Arjun ji's cock in my hand and started kissing on his tip. "Oh, what a smell it was!" I cannot describe in words how Arjun ji's cock smelled but it was my compulsion, I took Arjun ji's cock in my mouth without saying anything and started giving him the pleasure of blowjob. What was I doing, while watching blue films, I always thought that when I get married, I will do all this to my wife, but after getting a sex change operation and becoming a woman and becoming Arjun ji's bride, today on the honeymoon I myself was giving blow job to Arjun ji. Arjun ji was enjoying the blowjob with his eyes closed and suddenly he grabbed my hair and started licking my mouth. At the time of deep throat and mouthfucking, once it seemed that my breath would stop, but then Arjun ji took his cock out of my mouth. I was very relieved but Arjun ji got down from the bed and lifted me in his arms and suddenly put his cock in my ass. It was as if someone had put a hot iron in my ass and ripped me through the middle. For the first time in my life, someone's cock went in my ass and that too was so big that my condition was getting worse due to pain. Arjun ji, while standing, put his cock in my ass and kept on fucking for the next fifteen minutes. I was like, I was crying in pain, loudly ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but Arjun ji was in full enjoyment. After that Arjun ji put me on the bed and spread both my legs in the air and inserted his cock in my vagina.

"Hay Ram, Mummy!"

As soon as his cock entered my vagina, my freckles burst, and I started crying loudly from that pain. Arjun ji remained calm for a while but he started again and started fucking me. The pain was so much that I could not bear it and I was crying loudly, screaming, begging for mercy on each of his thrusts but there was no effect on Arjun ji. They were just busy kissing me. After the thrust and rubbing of Arjun ji's cock inside my vagina, the sensation had started coming inside me too. After the pain and burning, now I started feeling good about Arjun ji's cock being outside inside me. After about twenty minutes of hardcore sex, when I was about to have an orgasm, Arjun ji also discharged his sperm inside my vagina and at the same time I also had an orgasm. As soon as I orgasm, my whole body was out of my control and I started trying to control the weakness and trembling in my body by clutching Arjun ji's back. With tears in my eyes, I was wondering is this my fate? Was I born for this day? I had lost my virginity, I had defloration and I was enjoying the after sex weakness like a normal girl in my husband's arms.

Arjun ji did not calm down even after one round and he once again started fucking me. This time Arjun ji's thrusts were quite speed and hard and I didn't have enough strength to support Arjun ji in the second round but it was not even possible to stop him. Arjun ji made me a mare and after half an hour of hardcore sexual sex, after discharging his sperm load inside me, lying on me, started sucking my boobs and mashing it with his hands. I was in pain, my strength was exhausted, after the second orgasm, it seemed that my blood pressure had gone down and my eyes were also burning. I thought it was all over and now I can sleep peacefully but it started again. Once again Arjun ji took me in his arms and stood up and started fucking me standing up. After the third round of sex, when I had an orgasm for the third time, I was swayed by Arjun ji's arms. I had fainted and I do not know when it was morning and when Arjun ji left the room. I was still sleeping; heavy nose ring in my nose and earrings in my ears and a soft sheet on my body.

My vagina was full with Arjun's sperm load and I was so tired that I could not even get out of bed. After a while Natasha came into the room and woke me up from my sleep. When I woke up, Natasha raised my face and smiled and sat at my head.

Natasha: Sister-in-law, it's morning, get up quickly, everyone is waiting for you down the hall.

Me: Natasha, I am feeling very weak.

Natasha: Weakness often happens after the first night, Rishab bhabhi, get ready soon, you don't need to worry, I have brought medicine.

Then as I stepped out of bed to go towards North and washroom, my condition worsened with pain, tears welled up in my eyes and I stopped there and started trying to control my pain. Just then Natasha came to me and, supporting me, took me to the washroom. I asked Natasha to lock the room from inside. Natasha locked the room from inside and I was cursing my fat while standing in front of the mirror in the washroom. My whole body was burning, the pain of vagina and ass was so much that it was becoming difficult to walk a step. As soon as I came into the room with a towel wrapped on my chest after taking a fresh bath, I saw that Natasha had changed the bedsheet of my bed. The room was again as clean as before and very beautiful bedsheets were on my bed. Then Natasha told me that many guests who had not come to the reception yesterday, they are all coming today and once again dressed me like a bride in a red silk sari and took her with a veil in front of my mother-in-law. When I touched my mother-in-law's feet and took her blessings, then my mother-in-law said that by touching my husband's feet, I should take his blessings daily. I took my husband's blessings by rubbing his feet and stood in a corner wearing a veil. Everyone was having breakfast and I was watching them silently. When everyone had breakfast, Natasha took me to the kitchen and made me sit on the ground on a small table and asked me to have breakfast. Everyone had breakfast there at the dining table and I was asked to sit in a corner of the kitchen and have breakfast. When I asked Natasha about this, she told that I am the daughter-in-law of this house and the daughter-in-law of this house gets food after everyone has eaten and she has to eat in the same kitchen with a veil sitting in the corner. 

Natasha told me that I can't watch TV at home, can't read newspaper, when Arjun ji comes back home from duty, I had to take off his shoes and even socks and when he is ready to go to office, he has to wear socks. And I had to wear shoes too. I couldn't question anyone in the house who got orders, I just had to follow those orders and can't do anything on my mind. All this was very complicated, my freedom was taken away from me, after marriage my life is going to be like this, if I had known earlier, I would not have done this marriage but what should I do now. I can't even lift my veil, can't see anyone, can't watch TV, can't read newspaper.

A new chapter of my life had started where I had to live my whole life as the daughter-in-law of a proper dominating family. According to what Natasha told me, I had adapted myself in the in-laws' house. Every day Arjun ji would go out to have hardcore sex with me, do housework throughout the day and follow my mother-in-law's orders. It had been a long time since I watched TV, and one day when I suddenly felt nauseous, my mother-in-law called the lady doctor to the house at the same time. Lady Doctor checked me up and told my mother-in-law that I am pregnant. My mother-in-law was very happy to know about my pregnancy and sent off a box of sweets to the doctor with a good fee. When my mother-in-law told this good news to Arjun ji, he too became very happy and told my parents about my pregnancy. My parents were overjoyed and they told my husband that my sister Sanjana was also pregnant and would stay with him for the rest of her pregnancy. They want me to also come home and give birth to children together. Arjun ji did not care much about this and he talked to my mother-in-law about this. My mother-in-law told Arjun ji that he should keep me in my maternal house, anyway who has time here to take care of me. I was like so sad, these people consider me maid not daughter-in-law of the house and just follow orders and today when Arjun ji's part is in my womb, they have no sympathy for my condition. Arjun ji called my father and disconnected the call asking to take me to the next day.

There was only one Natasha in the house who did not want to let me go, but it was not enough for her to avoid talking about my mother-in-law. The next day my father brought me home with him. I cried a lot after clinging to my mother, but my mother said that now my in-laws' house is my home; I have to live as my in-laws keep me. Then I met my sister, when she saw me, she started crying loudly by clinging to me and I also cried a lot. Emotions were brimming and tears were flowing, Sanjana and I met after a long time, Sanjana's in-laws were quite liberal as compared to my in-laws. Day and night, Sanjana's mother-in-law used to be with her on video calls and would also take great care of her.

Here only Natasha's video call would come on my mother's phone, but neither my husband would not call even once nor would my mother-in-law's call. But a call from Natasha would have made me very happy and calm inside. My mom and dad Sanjana and Natasha supported me a lot during my nine months of pregnancy. According to the date of the doctor, I and Sanjana were admitted to the hospital together. I fainted thrice during eight hours of labour pain but still I gave birth to Arjun ji's child from my womb. I had a daughter who was very beautiful. On the other hand, Sanjana gave birth to a son after six hours of labour pain. We were very happy, my mother cried a lot holding my daughter in her lap and when my daughter started sucking the nipples of my boobs with her lips, my boobs started squirting milk. Arjun ji came to meet me in the hospital with his mother. Arjun ji took our daughter in his lap, gave her a lot of caress, my mother-in-law also played a lot with my daughter in her lap. My parents wanted to keep me with them for a few months so they talked to my mother-in-law. After staying for some time, my husband and my mother-in-law told my parents to keep me in the maternal house for the next six months, after that Arjun ji will come and take me away. My parents were happy and before leaving, my mother-in-law came to me and said that this time she has a granddaughter, but next time she wants a grandson and then went with Arjun ji. After getting me and Sanjana discharged from the hospital, mom and dad brought both of us home.

An important phase in my life had begun; I had become a mother and was very happy to have my daughter. Here Sanjana's son was also very cute. Here for a few days I started getting video calls from Arjun ji too often and he would always call me only to see my daughter. Whenever I would give milk to my daughter, my love would overflow. Today I understood what motherhood is. I am not away from my daughter and Sanjana's son even for a moment. I enjoy playing with both the kids. Soon my daughter turned six months old and Arjun ji came and brought me and my daughter with him again to his in-laws' house. A lot had changed in the in-laws' house, my mother-in-law's nature had become very soft towards me, but even today I had to live in a veil, wear heavy ornaments and whenever I had to feed my daughter, she used to hide her milk from her lap. My daughter was growing up now; Arjun ji would have loved her very much.

My mother-in-law named my daughter after her name, Nandini. It was really a very cute name of my daughter and now Nandini was given cow milk and extra substitute in addition to my milk. Now Arjun ji would romance with me every day and be ready to have sex every moment. Today got a chance after a long time, Nandini had slept prematurely in a deep sleep and Arjun ji did not want to miss this opportunity. That night Arjun ji had four rounds of hardcore sex with me, sometimes by lifting me in his arms, sometimes by making me a mare, sometimes by spreading my legs in the air and sometimes by lying in the bathtub and making me sit on his cock. Today Arjun ji discharged his sperm in my mouth after giving blowjobs and forced me to drink. I swallowed that testless sperm and today I didn't have an orgasm even once, but Arjun ji discharged his sperm thrice in my vagina. When I don't have an orgasm, I feel really bad. But I do not say anything to Arjun ji. He used to use me like a machine and only liked it when he romanced me. Nandini was now ten months old and having hardcore sex with Arjun ji every day, serving her mother-in-law and dressing up in veils and ornaments all day long had become my life.

Next month my period time came but period did not come. After a few days the same vomiting came again and the mother-in-law called the same doctor. The doctor checked me again and told my mother-in-law that I was pregnant again. This time also the mother-in-law gave good money to the doctor and she left. My daughter was going to be eleven months old and I was already pregnant. This time my mother-in-law and my father-in-law did not tell anything to my parents and hired a maid to serve me for nine months.

After nine months, I was again admitted to the hospital. Shweta was admitted during labour pain in the same cabin where I was admitted. What, Shweta got married and she didn't even tell me. Shweta was accompanied by her husband and my college competitor, Siddharth. Shweta's labour pain had calmed down, Shweta could not recognize me when I had put on a veil, but when she saw Arjun ji next to me, she said hi to my husband. I suddenly started labour pain and after more than ten hours of labour pain, I gave birth to my husband's second child. I gave birth to Arjun ji's son while Shweta also gave birth to Siddhartha's son. I took my saviour in my arms, my boobs were full of milk again and my son's milking speed was a bit high, went right on his father. When my mother-in-law told my parents about this, they were very happy. Here in the hospital, Shweta and Siddharth gave me the best wishes and my husband brought me home after discharging me from the hospital. No matter how much milk you give, my son's hunger does not calm down.

When my mother came to meet me at my in-laws' house and saw that my son's hunger was not satisfied, she ordered some ingredients and prepared a special masala for me, which after eating four or five times a day, when I fed my son my milk, he Hunger started to subside. My daughter left my milk and started drinking bottle milk. Everyone in the house was very happy and both my children were now growing up. My duty had increased a bit but this time my mother-in-law would take care of my two children and play with them throughout the day. Service of husband, service of mother-in-law, doing household chores, feeding children, it was here that my life had become.

A few days later, one day while talking to Sanjana she told me that whatever happened to me was pre-planned. To be a girl, marry me to a man, that too with the same person who was to be married to Sanjana. By giving me a heavy dose of female hormones, female organs were developed inside my body and then I was made a girl by having sex change surgery. My marriage with Arjun ji and the transformation of my body was done according to his mind only so that the promise of mom and dad could be fulfilled. I was very angry after hearing all this, I cried a lot but now nothing could happen, after giving birth to a daughter and a son, I was very happy in my in-laws' house. Since I got Sanjana married away from home, that's why mom and dad had decided that they would make me a girl and get me married to Sanjana's future husband, Arjun Singh. For which Arjun ji himself had agreed, the same thing happened. My sex change was a natural change for me till now, but when Sanjana told me about this in details, I could not understand what to do if I do. I was deliberately made a girl. Deliberately my cock was cut and separated from my body. I was intentionally married to a man. My husband knew everything but he didn't tell me about it even once. I had given birth to Arjun ji's two children from my womb and now I also started falling in love with Arjun ji. What can I do now by telling me all this at such a time? Now I am the mother of Arjun ji's two children and his beloved wife. I love wearing heavy nath in my now, not a single day goes by when I remove nath from my nose. On Karva Chauth, she kept a fast for the long life of her husband, gave flowers to the whole house during Diwali and got colours applied by her husband in Holi. Like my life, now my thinking too had completely changed. Now I would be ready to go to any extent to get the love of my husband, I would try that both my children should sleep before the arrival of Arjun ji so that I can have a pleasant night with my husband. Everything has changed, serving my husband as a housewife, now this is my life. Now I have become Mrs. Ritika Arjun Singh and not Mr. Rishab Verma and life is going on.